usafmedic22
07-21-2007, 07:53 PM
Alone in the darkness, ambushed by the pain
Tears beginning to fall like rivers of rain
Frustrated, off balance, anxious, and hurt
Unsettled and questioning my own self worth
My heart lies in pieces, just beginning to mend
I think I'm okay then it hits me again
His memory haunts me and torments my soul
Past the point of repair? Will I ever be whole?
I want to move on, to start over fresh
To once and for all lay this heartache to rest
Sir offers his hand, his love and support
But I'm paralyzed by fear of again falling short
How can I give to him what I've never regained
When I'm still so distracted by the lingering pain
Lying here letting myself silently weep
Shoulders stop shaking as I surrender to sleep
Tears beginning to fall like rivers of rain
Frustrated, off balance, anxious, and hurt
Unsettled and questioning my own self worth
My heart lies in pieces, just beginning to mend
I think I'm okay then it hits me again
His memory haunts me and torments my soul
Past the point of repair? Will I ever be whole?
I want to move on, to start over fresh
To once and for all lay this heartache to rest
Sir offers his hand, his love and support
But I'm paralyzed by fear of again falling short
How can I give to him what I've never regained
When I'm still so distracted by the lingering pain
Lying here letting myself silently weep
Shoulders stop shaking as I surrender to sleep