Zesty blog written by an angel

[angelic.zest]

*pulls out my note pad, a pen, and some courage and begins to write*

this is funny i was almost forced by some of the members in chat to get my ass out there and start this thread.."fuck you all but i love you all just the same" lol

One of the members say that my lil baby blogs would get alittle more attention then her life, i hightly doubt that, she's wayyy more experience then i am, been living in real life alot longer then ive been "in the flesh"

ok, anyway to get back to myself and not her...*rme* lol

I'm a 25 yr old submissive female living in the Northern part of USA, NJ to be exact. as long as i could remember ive always had submissive tendenies, always wanted to feel a strong, firm hand from a lovely, knowledgable male Dominant.
i would say within the last two years ive found that there's a word for my feelings, wants, and desires and not that im weird or just freaky. No that im a submissive female who's strong, fiesty, and willing to please her Dominant by serving Him..
As long as i can remember besidees being submissive, ive been freaky, always loved pushing sex to the next level with my partner, but sadly i never had anyone who was willing to help me push those limits lol
Ok i think its time to cut this one short, hopefully i'll get back to this. LOl

*puts down my note pad, pen* i gues it isnt so bad to be pushed out of our comfort zone after all.

[angelic.zest]

forgot to say that

ive taken a likiing to Daddy/babygirl relationships...
im a baby girl, an ebony princess and should be treated as such lol

plus not looking for a Dominant at this time. *smiles sweetly*

[suchaminx]

zesty ~HUGS~

great start hun - thank you for sharing and looking forward to reading more

love minxy xx

[angelic.zest]

ty minxyy xoxo hugss

i might write tomorrow or so..

[BorderCollie]

Excellent Blog and LOVE your avitar, is that you???

[angelic.zest]

Excellent Blog and LOVE your avitar, is that you???

ty *hugs* its not me but its very sexy avie..

you have a nice one as well!!

[denuseri]

hugs and kissess sis, nice blog i also love yur avatar it speaks volumes to me

[angelic.zest]

ty den!! xoxo

[angelic.zest]

*turns up my speaker volumn and listens to "Adele-Chasing Pavements...getting my note pad again and some more courage* cant forget my note pad *giggles*


I hate having to write anything, everything. It doesnt matter the content i hate writing Lol..but it helps us, it especially help me with my vocabulary and grammar lol oh and spelling ( so all you spelling freaks who's stuck on spelling, i dont think im the chick for you all)

ok now back to my feelings lol

In my first blog i mentioned i split from my Other, We had a good run while it lasted lol, i dont think anyone will compare to him, so may fill in the spot but i dont think to many can really affect me the way he did. He was a sweet heart, he had his ups and downs as well as i did. I embraced his ups and mostly his downs because that was my job, to be there for him when he needed me, to be his friend not only for getting my pussy wet and juicy for him but to really listen and talk with him. I was hurt when we split but who wouldnt be? thankfully we split on great terms and i wouldnt and as i said in many post before i dont regret being with him for any second of the day. lol

so slowly i picked up the pieces of my shattered little heart and formed a stronger bigger heart, one that is still willing to try and have another relationship. Even with all the risks and heart break that might occur during some the relationship, because i know its better to love and to have gone through a broken heart then not to have meet, and fallen for that person at all. blah enough with the gushy stuff lol..

maybe in my next posties i'll talk about something freaky lol..

please excuse any grammar errors lol, as i said at the beginning im not your go to person for editing lol..

[suchaminx]

zesty - who needs grammer, yours words painted a picture for me and that is all that matters

~hugs~ minxy xx

[angelic.zest]

ty minx xoxo Hugs

[denuseri]

i love speeling airrows i mak em all tha time ,,lol,,,wiats patiently to see zesty get her 'freak" on in her next post

[angelic.zest]

i will get back to writing but not feeling well atm, but i will come back to this asap. ty everyone for reading and expressing your comments and those who just read and didnt write anything *winks* thank you again.

[cassandra68]

I have never heard it put so well

i never had anyone who was willing to help me push those limits

All of us with vanilla mates, no matter how accepting or willing to try to be what we want, know the frustration of someone not wanting to or not knowing How to push back.

Look forward to hearing more from you, Thanks

[Tiler]

hey some blog.... smiles....keep it going

[Chuckdom19]

Losing a soulmate can be shattering. Good job by you pulling it together and going on!

I'm looking forward to reading more of your blog, Zest. You have a great and bright spirit!