Damned

[SUBtly_shy]

Should I let it show?
Should I let you know?
How feelings once so pure
Are now like worms crawling through my skin
How what once was love festers and boils from my veins
Dirty and used
Ugly and changed
Twisted and rung dry of tears
My heart bleeds before you
Should I let it show?
Do you think?
Or should I smile that soft smile
And tell you I'm alright
Lead you to believe I'm not a moth
Drawn to your flame
Forever fearful of being burned
But unable to shun your warming light
Friends you say? Only friends?
Well dam being friends it isn't enough
Damn you for hurting me so, asking me to let go
Damn me for not letting go
Damned am I for loving you still
Damn Damn Damned...