stars_and_roses
11-21-2008, 09:57 PM
Hi all,
I tried this once before, but my computer ate it before I could post. I don't know if I can re-create that beautifully touching introduction that technology devoured, but I'll try.
I've been lurking around for a few months, trying to decide if I was ever going to join. I came across some erotic BDSM stories online, and I was hooked immediately. It seemed out of the blue at the time, but now, looking back on my teenage years, I can see a few examples of my submissive tendencies in a few recurrent day dreams. I told my boyfriend of just over two years about how I felt, and while he was and is game to try, neither of us really know what we're doing. I'm trying to figure out what I like, he's trying to figure out what he likes, and it's just a big experiment.
I'm in college, I still have crazy and occasionally childish ideas and daydreams about the world and how it should work (I mean, seriously - stars and roses? Is that the best thing I could come up with? What kind of fanciful nonsense is that?), and I don't know who I am. That's really why I'm here: to observe, to read, and to converse with people who don't have pre-conceived notions about me, my personality, or my future and what it should be. Sorry, that's my little soap box.
Yep, this all definitely sounded better the first time around.
stars and roses
I tried this once before, but my computer ate it before I could post. I don't know if I can re-create that beautifully touching introduction that technology devoured, but I'll try.
I've been lurking around for a few months, trying to decide if I was ever going to join. I came across some erotic BDSM stories online, and I was hooked immediately. It seemed out of the blue at the time, but now, looking back on my teenage years, I can see a few examples of my submissive tendencies in a few recurrent day dreams. I told my boyfriend of just over two years about how I felt, and while he was and is game to try, neither of us really know what we're doing. I'm trying to figure out what I like, he's trying to figure out what he likes, and it's just a big experiment.
I'm in college, I still have crazy and occasionally childish ideas and daydreams about the world and how it should work (I mean, seriously - stars and roses? Is that the best thing I could come up with? What kind of fanciful nonsense is that?), and I don't know who I am. That's really why I'm here: to observe, to read, and to converse with people who don't have pre-conceived notions about me, my personality, or my future and what it should be. Sorry, that's my little soap box.
Yep, this all definitely sounded better the first time around.
stars and roses