PinkSugar
01-17-2009, 11:19 AM
I am brand new here, this is my first time even snooping around this site.
I have been a closet sub, for years. How ever I have not done much to educate my self on the subject even online.
I admit to doing quick searches for photos to masturbate to, and then just as quickly off to punish myself for my non vanilla way of thinking.
Over the years it has became an even bigger part of who I am and gave up on the idea that it was just a passing fettish or fantasy. Due to the fact that I am married and my husband has no interest alot still has to remain in the closet.
I had never given much thought to trying to find an online master until recently. I thought that would be almost as frustrating as trying to be my own master.
I have alot of time alone, and spend hours at sex play everyday. Being the submissive that I am it just was not working for me anymore I needed someone to serve.
Online was the only choice I had, although not my deepest hearts desire .
I found a Master, or rather he found me. It was he who sent me here, Thank you Sir.
It is working better than I had imagined , and I am quite eager to please him. He has much more experience , and I am still in the process of getting to know him.
I am hoping to educate myself quite a bit here, at least learn more options and ways to please him
I have been a closet sub, for years. How ever I have not done much to educate my self on the subject even online.
I admit to doing quick searches for photos to masturbate to, and then just as quickly off to punish myself for my non vanilla way of thinking.
Over the years it has became an even bigger part of who I am and gave up on the idea that it was just a passing fettish or fantasy. Due to the fact that I am married and my husband has no interest alot still has to remain in the closet.
I had never given much thought to trying to find an online master until recently. I thought that would be almost as frustrating as trying to be my own master.
I have alot of time alone, and spend hours at sex play everyday. Being the submissive that I am it just was not working for me anymore I needed someone to serve.
Online was the only choice I had, although not my deepest hearts desire .
I found a Master, or rather he found me. It was he who sent me here, Thank you Sir.
It is working better than I had imagined , and I am quite eager to please him. He has much more experience , and I am still in the process of getting to know him.
I am hoping to educate myself quite a bit here, at least learn more options and ways to please him