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yamah
02-24-2009, 04:51 AM
:wave: Hello, my dear friends. i used to be a member under the screen name yama, but i has been without internet access for a while and i perfectly forgot my data, not only the password but even the email address i had used. Rather stupid of me. So i registered again under the name of yamah. Did i commit a crime? If so, i submit myself to any punishment from the moderators, i deserve it. i am a submissive girl of 21, having a dominating girl in real life (she is a darling) and seeking online fantasy plays here. i love being humiliated. You can try it.
Tufty
02-24-2009, 05:14 AM
Welcome back :wave:
damyanti
02-24-2009, 05:47 AM
Its very nice to see you back, Yamah :wave:.
Now this could have happened to anyone, and as I recall from your posts you are very bright, so I would say no punishment is necessary....but since you would probably enjoy that I hope you get it, ;).
Welcome back
jeanne
02-24-2009, 05:54 AM
Hello and welcome back!
yamah
02-24-2009, 06:16 AM
I would say no punishment is necessary....but since you would probably enjoy that I hope you get it, ;).
You are really a dear. Thank you so much.
:crawlgirl
SirTimothyk
02-24-2009, 06:17 AM
Yamah,
I would love to play with you. Email me.
Tim
skp2bear
02-24-2009, 07:02 AM
A very hearty welcome back from a Texas sub.
LolitaDoll
02-24-2009, 07:25 AM
Hello there! Welcome back to the Library!
rosebud
02-24-2009, 09:04 AM
:wave: Welcome back to the Library! Have fun!
Diablo
02-24-2009, 06:13 PM
Welcome back and enjoy this stay.
PM me if you like to have your old handle back.
Maitresse_Emeraude
02-24-2009, 07:27 PM
Welcome back girl...
strictbrit
02-24-2009, 07:50 PM
I couldn't help noticing you'd edited your initial return post for grammatical purposes....that has to be a cause for chastisement. If you are in need of English lessons I suggest you present yourself to me forthwith, especially since you appear to revel in your much deserved punishment.
yamah
02-24-2009, 11:17 PM
Yes, Sir, this is what i need. You see, in the school i did rather well in English, but i was never whipped properly if i didn't. That would have been useful, in front of the whole class. I thank You very much if You give me more efficient lessons. i will present myself in private message as an expectant future disciple of yours.
:crawlgirl
I couldn't help noticing you'd edited your initial return post for grammatical purposes....that has to be a cause for chastisement. If you are in need of English lessons I suggest you present yourself to me forthwith, especially since you appear to revel in your much deserved punishment.
PM me if you like to have your old handle back.
Sir Diablo was true to his word and i am yama again. Thank you Sir.
As for my punishment, he suggested that i slap myself, so i slapped my face 10 times, as hard as i could. You see, i got punished after all. It was a very light punishment, i certainly deserved more for my stupidity which demanded time from a very busy man. i apologize, Sir, and thank You for the punishment.
Please, my friends, use my handle yama in the future. Thank you.
Maitresse_Emeraude
02-25-2009, 12:37 PM
Sir Diablo was true to his word and i am yama again. Thank you Sir.
As for my punishment, he suggested that i slap myself, so i slapped my face 10 times, as hard as i could. You see, i got punished after all. It was a very light punishment, i certainly deserved more for my stupidity which demanded time from a very busy man. i apologize, Sir, and thank You for the punishment.
Please, my friends, use my handle yama in the future. Thank you.
So, Do you think you need a more severe punishment... well, you can swat your ass with a wet belt...
MELY
DiablosLittleOne
02-25-2009, 01:06 PM
Welcome to the Library. :)
So, Do you think you need a more severe punishment... well, you can swat your ass with a wet belt...
Thank You Madam, i will. How many strokes?
:hotwhip:
denuseri
02-26-2009, 02:45 AM
Welcome back a doodles to the site
Maitresse_Emeraude
02-26-2009, 12:57 PM
Thank You Madam, i will. How many strokes?
:hotwhip:
Let's say... 18...
Let's say... 18...
Thank You very much, Madam. They will be executed.
Madam MELY (Maitresse_Emeraude) suggests that, as a punishment for my stupidity about my password, i swat my ass with a wet belt. i promise i will do it. She specifies the number of strokes in 18. i promise to execute them. i am firmly resolved that i will do it.
i am expecting the end of a busy day. Now, i have time at last. i select the belt. A leatherette belt with normal length and width, as used with jeans. Real leather would be better, but i have none. I fill a basin with warm water, put four handful salt in it, and place the belt in the water. Without water i found that it hardly stung. But i hope it will be better tomorrow, friday morning.
i sit to the computer, and i happen to meet Madam in Yahoo! chat. She is extremely nice with me. Of course, when i do or say something improper, she shows me my real place, as i deserve. Every such occasion she adds to the number of strokes i will get. From 18 it grows to 36, then 54, later it is increased to 63,then 81. She asks me whether i can endure more. i reply i will endure so many as she imposes on me. So more 18 is imposed, making the lashes 99. Before the chat ends, she rounds the number up to 100. i thank her and ask her permission to leave. i go to bed. The belt is soaking.
i have no fear. But i am excited about my punishment. Will it hurt too much? Will i regret that i accepted it? Well, i am resolved to execute it on myself, no matter what. And i am sure i won't regret. Till now i never have whipped myself with a wet belt. I used a phone cord threefold. It is stingy, it can be really painful, and it can draw blood. But i could endure 100 strokes with it. i will endure the belt, no doubt.
When my friend Lila is whipping me, i often feel that i can't endure more, but she knows better and this is why she uses ropes and a ball gag. With my full consent, of course. She has a leather single-tail whip, stinging like hell, and we don't have a safeword, but she always knows when to stop. i think i could not give myself 100 lashes with her whip. But i don't need to, she does that much better.
i wake up early. Feeling cold, i drink some hot tea. i strip naked. i take the belt out of the salty water. i select a place in the room where i can brandish my instrument. i give my butt a few experimental strokes, with my right hand and hitting horizontally, landing on my left bottom cheek. Then i start to count.
i don't know why, the first strokes seem hardly hurt. i force myself to hit with more impetus. I know one can't whip oneself with that full force which is used when whipping others. But i want to do my very best. Madam trusts me. i don't want a mock punishment. i learn how to hold the folded belt as a loop, so that it don't hit my flesh flat, cracking without hurting. It goes well, after about twenty strokes every hit causes real pain. About thirty i can feel my butt hotting up. The pain is real, but, i am obliged to confess, is far from unbearable.
i am hitting again and again, keeping brief pauses to collect force. My bottom certainly hurts know. But i must repeat: it is far from unbearable. I think Madam knew that, she didn't imposed on me something extreme. The number of hits is increasing, it hurts, but it is not an insufferable torment. After 90 i start thinking: so much and no more? But i stop with 100. i don't like self-imposed punishments. They don't humiliate. The great thing is to have a punishment imposed by another person. For the future, my friend Lila will provide that. She didn't approved of this action, and promised i will suffer for it. Lila is an angel, by the way.
My butt is sore and red. Welts? Yes, but i think they will disappear in few days. Blood? Not a drop. Can i sit? Yes, i can, with some pain but without serious difficulty.
Did it hurt? Yes, it did. Have i suffered? No. i don't call that suffering. If there was any suffering, it was the doubt whether i was doing it right.
Got i aroused? No. My attention was fully on doing a good job of it. It would have been different if i had been whipped by another person.
Am i grateful for it? Oh yes, i am extremely grateful to Madam. The best part of it, for me, was when she kept increasing my punishment. It was so humiliating, and i enjoyed my humiliation. A very humble thank for it, dearest Madam.
Madam insisted that i write a full report. Here it is. Thank everybody who took the time to read this.
Maitresse_Emeraude
02-28-2009, 06:00 PM
mmmmm... lovely report... If I had knew you'd endure the 100 I surelly had easilly added another 500... but, I guess Lila's punishment will be as hard as anyone I cuold impose you...
Behave now...
Mely
I forgot to maention it; but I'd love to keep humilliating you, nothing physical, my dear whore
angelic.zest
02-28-2009, 06:13 PM
welcome back
If I had knew you'd endure the 100 I surelly had easilly added another 500...
Oh, Madam, i wish You had. There would have been some blood then.
but, I guess Lila's punishment will be as hard as anyone I cuold impose you...
Her whip is certainly better than my belt. Round not flat, is spun of real leather, and has a thong at the end. Stings like hell. And she is a muscular girl. It is due on Monday night. :)
Behave now...
Oh, Madam, having so justly whipped, i'll try my best to be a good girl.
I'd love to keep humilliating you, nothing physical, my dear whore
i am begging You humbly, please do, dear Madam. I have met nobody who does it so beautifully than You. You are extremely nice to me. Thank You for everything.
:smilie_orange1:
I guess Lila's punishment will be as hard as anyone I cuold impose you...
Well, i got the first item.
See my blog entry Oh dear (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/blog.php?b=534).
Hard? i sit on cushions, that is a fact. :) i don't think it was too hard, but it will be continued. :)
Thank You for your kind interest.
i don't think it was too hard, but it will be continued. :)
Just to round it up: my punishment is at end. See my blog entry Mathematics (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/blog.php?b=540).
Very humble thanks for your kind attention.
yama
:crawlgirl
blacqcobra
05-05-2010, 08:57 PM
I don't know what it is, mayhaps my wires are crossed who know's but i find lesbian domination more interesting. I,m not into male dominating women, Just something I can't get into. However I do enjoy being submisive to a woman. Thus the story of 100lashes.As I read it I almost could see the woman acting out what she was doing. I don't get that from say a straight male/female bdsm. Like I said mayhaps I'm wired wrong. But I like what I Like. I will say this 10 yrs ago I was a lesbians submissive. She did things to me I can an only describe as a total mind fuck. But I enjoyed every minute I was with her. I will only say this had she not passed away I think I would still be her slave. I spent five years with her.