Veil
03-02-2009, 02:25 AM
Not really a story exactly, but something I wrote while I was thinking about, trying to understand my own desire to submit. Comments and criticism is of course welcome :)
A Night at the Movies:
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I think we're in line for the ticket window. My heavy hooded sweater hides the fact that inside the front kangaroo pouch my wrists are bound together with tight flexible cloth wrappings. The hood is pulled down low, hiding my face in deep shadows, and the wide black cloth of the blindfold around my eyes. I keep close to my Mistress, terrified of becoming separated from her in the press of strange bodies around us. Standing near me at all times, she holds the end of my leash, it's length hidden inside the sweater with just the thick black loop sticking out at the side, blending in (I hope) with the black clothes I wear. To anyone looking, it hopefully looks as if my Mistress were just holding my hand or something.
Each shuffling step forward I take at her tugging lead is agony. A tight chastity belt hugging my waist, strung between my legs and pressing tightly against my sex and anus. Two wide plates of the belt attached to my Mistresses toys. A thick short plug that fits snugly inside my rear, stretching my rim and making me want to whimper loudly with each step. The other plate holds a slender curved dildo, held snug and deep inside my cunt, already coated in the juices that drip and drool from me. Every step since leaving the car is torture, the toys moving inside me and making me want so badly to drop to the ground and beg my Mistress to fuck me right there in front of everyone.
A change in the texture of the air tells me that we've entered the cinema building. My Mistress leads me carefully along as I shuffle a little behind her. I keep my head bowed and try not to falter, even though I can feel my own wetness spilling around the tight thong of the belt and sliding down my thighs. My Mistress had dressed me in a short black skirt before we left, in addition to the sweater. I'm terrified that it's ridden up from my movements. That everyone can see the belt around me, that the shining slick skin of my thighs is plainly visible to all.
I feel the change again as we move through a doorway into a brightly lit room. I can feel the heat and light on the small amount of exposed skin on my face under the hood. I walk carefully on the downward sloping floor at my Mistresses lead, trying so hard to keep my legs from shaking as the toys shift and move inside my holes. Finally after what seems like an eternity, my Mistress stops and I hear the rustle of cloth as she sits. She pulls on my leash, tugging me down onto the hard seat beside her. I gasp, unable to swallow the sound in time, as the pressure against my rear pushes the plug in deeper, and the change of the angle of my hips makes the curved cock slide up against my most sensitive spot.
Sitting as still as I can, wanting desperately to grind myself against the chair and fuck myself with my Mistresses toys held inside me. She speaks to me, light simple small talk. I nod and mutter, hoping nothing looks too strange to anyone else. I can't feel anyone in the seats around us, but blind, I have no idea how many others fill the theater. Or how many may arrive before the movie starts. Suddenly I feel the lights dim, the room becoming dark and hushed. The sound of pre-movie commercials starts and I feel my Mistresses hand move down between my legs, stroking my skirt along the locked plate covering my pussy. I squirm helplessly, trying to spread my legs in the seat and beg wordlessly for her touch against the maddening barrier of the chastity belt.
The commercials end, and I hear the hallmark of the movie's production company start; loud fanfare and swelling music. I feel a hard demanding yank on my leash. Quickly I slide forward off my chair, kneeling on the hard sticky floor and shuffling between my Mistresses legs. A shiver of excitement and fear runs through me. I have no idea if anyone can see me, if people in the row are staring at me as I kneel before my Mistress. I feel a hand on my head, fingers moving through my hair and pushing me down. She's raised her own skirt a little, my cheeks touch the warm skin of her thighs as her hand guides my head down against the hard cushion of her chair.
Bent tightly between the rows, my rear pressing against the back of seat ahead of us, I feel a closeness and hear the rustle of fabric as she covers my head with her skirt. Her hand still pushing me down through it, still guiding me forward as the movie starts. Blind, my ears muffled by my Mistresses legs, I can make out only the occasional word as my face inches up to her warmth. My nose bumps against the damp crotch of her panties and quickly I tilt my head back, pressing my mouth open wide against the cloth. Mouthing gently against her panties, my tongue slides out to stroke a long hard line along her hidden lips. I can taste my Mistress, the flavour of her sex on my eager tongue, and her scent filling my nose.
The sounds of the theater, the movie, the fear and worry about the people around us vanishes as I work my small face against her panties. Licking and rubbing my lips to gather all of my Mistresses taste and scent as i can. Her body and pleasure becoming the total focus of my senses and my world. Her hand slides down my back over the sweater, grabbing my skirt and slowly pulling it up over my ass. I feel her fingers sliding down between my cheeks, spread out around the thong of my belt, catching the base of the plug filling my anus and wriggling it. Her fingernails trace hard against the soft flesh between my pale cheeks.
Shaking and moaning softly against the cloth hiding my Mistresses sex from me, I spread my knees on the floor, twisting my arms against their bindings in my desire to reach back and spread my ass open for her touch. Instead, she takes her hand from me and slips it under her skirt, pushing my face away for a moment to pull her panties aside. I hear a faint rumbling purr, feel it through her body as she encourages me, tell me without speaking what she wants from her pet. A faint whimper escapes my lips as I eagerly, hungrily push my face up against her exposed pussy. The silky folds of her touch around my lips as my tongue slides up and down the length of her slit, tasting her directly and starved for the musky nectar of her body.
Tilting my head against her thigh, I pull one of her wet folds between my lips and suckle it tenderly, tracing it's shape with my tongue. She shifts in her chair, sliding forward to spread her legs a little wider. Her hand touches on my head again, brushing my hair against her skirt as she again guides my head to where she wants her pets efforts. Moving my head as she instructs, I seal my lips around the apex of her folds, digging in with my tongue to push the little hood off her pearl and quickly exploring it's shape and rise with my dexterous tongue. Sucking hard on the soft flesh, I hold her clit lightly between my teeth, flicking the tip of my tongue firmly over it's tiny surface as my face presses and wiggles against her crotch.
I can feel the wetness of my Mistress kissing my cheeks, making my face stick to her thighs as she squeezes my face hard between her legs. I purr deep in my chest, sending the subtle sound up my throat to vibrate her between my teeth. I feel her hand grip my hair tightly through her skirt, pushing my head down. I move my mouth, breaking the seal on her flesh with a soft muffled pop and a ragged draw of my breath.
Squirming my chin down hard against the cushion, I slide my tongue down her slit, laying it flat and firm between her lips, gathering her essence tenderly. The tip of my tongue finds the molten entrance of her cunt and eagerly curls inside. My Mistresses hand relaxes a little on my head, stroking me now before moving down my back again. As I fold my tongue tightly and remake the seal of my lips around her entrance, I feel her grip the back of my belt, near the lock, and begin pulling it hard up. I moan helplessly into her tunnel as she forces her toys deeper inside me, the leather of the belt digging hard into my skin as I writhe there on the floor. The need inside my holes nearly overcoming me, a burning wish to cum for my Mistress so strong I freeze and shudder.
I almost cry out as her hand moves quickly to pinch the flesh of my cheek hard and twisting, reminding me of my responsibility to her. Quickly I push my tongue up inside the soft slick walls of my Mistresses cunt. Licking wildly with the tip of my muscle, curling and worming it inside her to taste as much of her as I can reach, I drink her honey gratefully. I begin sucking on her flesh rhythmically, pulling hard each time my tongue thrusts inside and relaxing as it withdraws. Each time my tongue enters her, it's folded tightly into a long tender finger, and flattens wide as I draw it back out. I pause now and then, holding my tongue inside her and scraping against her walls to clean them of her slick cream and drag it down to my starving mouth.
I feel my Mistresses body shudder, her taste flooding my mouth again and again as she claws hard painful lines across my rear with her nails. Her hand moves back to my head, patting it gently, stilling me. My Mistress allows me to stay there, my cunt slowly drooling around my belt and down my legs; my senses filled with my Mistress as she keeps me there under her skirt. I feel something rest against my back. A bag of popcorn. She relaxes around me, leaning back to enjoy the movie. I sigh happily, breathing and tasting her as my total experience.
I hear her laugh at something on the screen. her hand resting lightly on my head and stroking my hair, telling me she's pleased with her pet. I nod happily, enjoying the pain in my knees and the sweet agony of the toys filling me. My heart warm in hope that she's pleased with her pet, and knowing I am loved and kept by my Mistress.
A Night at the Movies:
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I think we're in line for the ticket window. My heavy hooded sweater hides the fact that inside the front kangaroo pouch my wrists are bound together with tight flexible cloth wrappings. The hood is pulled down low, hiding my face in deep shadows, and the wide black cloth of the blindfold around my eyes. I keep close to my Mistress, terrified of becoming separated from her in the press of strange bodies around us. Standing near me at all times, she holds the end of my leash, it's length hidden inside the sweater with just the thick black loop sticking out at the side, blending in (I hope) with the black clothes I wear. To anyone looking, it hopefully looks as if my Mistress were just holding my hand or something.
Each shuffling step forward I take at her tugging lead is agony. A tight chastity belt hugging my waist, strung between my legs and pressing tightly against my sex and anus. Two wide plates of the belt attached to my Mistresses toys. A thick short plug that fits snugly inside my rear, stretching my rim and making me want to whimper loudly with each step. The other plate holds a slender curved dildo, held snug and deep inside my cunt, already coated in the juices that drip and drool from me. Every step since leaving the car is torture, the toys moving inside me and making me want so badly to drop to the ground and beg my Mistress to fuck me right there in front of everyone.
A change in the texture of the air tells me that we've entered the cinema building. My Mistress leads me carefully along as I shuffle a little behind her. I keep my head bowed and try not to falter, even though I can feel my own wetness spilling around the tight thong of the belt and sliding down my thighs. My Mistress had dressed me in a short black skirt before we left, in addition to the sweater. I'm terrified that it's ridden up from my movements. That everyone can see the belt around me, that the shining slick skin of my thighs is plainly visible to all.
I feel the change again as we move through a doorway into a brightly lit room. I can feel the heat and light on the small amount of exposed skin on my face under the hood. I walk carefully on the downward sloping floor at my Mistresses lead, trying so hard to keep my legs from shaking as the toys shift and move inside my holes. Finally after what seems like an eternity, my Mistress stops and I hear the rustle of cloth as she sits. She pulls on my leash, tugging me down onto the hard seat beside her. I gasp, unable to swallow the sound in time, as the pressure against my rear pushes the plug in deeper, and the change of the angle of my hips makes the curved cock slide up against my most sensitive spot.
Sitting as still as I can, wanting desperately to grind myself against the chair and fuck myself with my Mistresses toys held inside me. She speaks to me, light simple small talk. I nod and mutter, hoping nothing looks too strange to anyone else. I can't feel anyone in the seats around us, but blind, I have no idea how many others fill the theater. Or how many may arrive before the movie starts. Suddenly I feel the lights dim, the room becoming dark and hushed. The sound of pre-movie commercials starts and I feel my Mistresses hand move down between my legs, stroking my skirt along the locked plate covering my pussy. I squirm helplessly, trying to spread my legs in the seat and beg wordlessly for her touch against the maddening barrier of the chastity belt.
The commercials end, and I hear the hallmark of the movie's production company start; loud fanfare and swelling music. I feel a hard demanding yank on my leash. Quickly I slide forward off my chair, kneeling on the hard sticky floor and shuffling between my Mistresses legs. A shiver of excitement and fear runs through me. I have no idea if anyone can see me, if people in the row are staring at me as I kneel before my Mistress. I feel a hand on my head, fingers moving through my hair and pushing me down. She's raised her own skirt a little, my cheeks touch the warm skin of her thighs as her hand guides my head down against the hard cushion of her chair.
Bent tightly between the rows, my rear pressing against the back of seat ahead of us, I feel a closeness and hear the rustle of fabric as she covers my head with her skirt. Her hand still pushing me down through it, still guiding me forward as the movie starts. Blind, my ears muffled by my Mistresses legs, I can make out only the occasional word as my face inches up to her warmth. My nose bumps against the damp crotch of her panties and quickly I tilt my head back, pressing my mouth open wide against the cloth. Mouthing gently against her panties, my tongue slides out to stroke a long hard line along her hidden lips. I can taste my Mistress, the flavour of her sex on my eager tongue, and her scent filling my nose.
The sounds of the theater, the movie, the fear and worry about the people around us vanishes as I work my small face against her panties. Licking and rubbing my lips to gather all of my Mistresses taste and scent as i can. Her body and pleasure becoming the total focus of my senses and my world. Her hand slides down my back over the sweater, grabbing my skirt and slowly pulling it up over my ass. I feel her fingers sliding down between my cheeks, spread out around the thong of my belt, catching the base of the plug filling my anus and wriggling it. Her fingernails trace hard against the soft flesh between my pale cheeks.
Shaking and moaning softly against the cloth hiding my Mistresses sex from me, I spread my knees on the floor, twisting my arms against their bindings in my desire to reach back and spread my ass open for her touch. Instead, she takes her hand from me and slips it under her skirt, pushing my face away for a moment to pull her panties aside. I hear a faint rumbling purr, feel it through her body as she encourages me, tell me without speaking what she wants from her pet. A faint whimper escapes my lips as I eagerly, hungrily push my face up against her exposed pussy. The silky folds of her touch around my lips as my tongue slides up and down the length of her slit, tasting her directly and starved for the musky nectar of her body.
Tilting my head against her thigh, I pull one of her wet folds between my lips and suckle it tenderly, tracing it's shape with my tongue. She shifts in her chair, sliding forward to spread her legs a little wider. Her hand touches on my head again, brushing my hair against her skirt as she again guides my head to where she wants her pets efforts. Moving my head as she instructs, I seal my lips around the apex of her folds, digging in with my tongue to push the little hood off her pearl and quickly exploring it's shape and rise with my dexterous tongue. Sucking hard on the soft flesh, I hold her clit lightly between my teeth, flicking the tip of my tongue firmly over it's tiny surface as my face presses and wiggles against her crotch.
I can feel the wetness of my Mistress kissing my cheeks, making my face stick to her thighs as she squeezes my face hard between her legs. I purr deep in my chest, sending the subtle sound up my throat to vibrate her between my teeth. I feel her hand grip my hair tightly through her skirt, pushing my head down. I move my mouth, breaking the seal on her flesh with a soft muffled pop and a ragged draw of my breath.
Squirming my chin down hard against the cushion, I slide my tongue down her slit, laying it flat and firm between her lips, gathering her essence tenderly. The tip of my tongue finds the molten entrance of her cunt and eagerly curls inside. My Mistresses hand relaxes a little on my head, stroking me now before moving down my back again. As I fold my tongue tightly and remake the seal of my lips around her entrance, I feel her grip the back of my belt, near the lock, and begin pulling it hard up. I moan helplessly into her tunnel as she forces her toys deeper inside me, the leather of the belt digging hard into my skin as I writhe there on the floor. The need inside my holes nearly overcoming me, a burning wish to cum for my Mistress so strong I freeze and shudder.
I almost cry out as her hand moves quickly to pinch the flesh of my cheek hard and twisting, reminding me of my responsibility to her. Quickly I push my tongue up inside the soft slick walls of my Mistresses cunt. Licking wildly with the tip of my muscle, curling and worming it inside her to taste as much of her as I can reach, I drink her honey gratefully. I begin sucking on her flesh rhythmically, pulling hard each time my tongue thrusts inside and relaxing as it withdraws. Each time my tongue enters her, it's folded tightly into a long tender finger, and flattens wide as I draw it back out. I pause now and then, holding my tongue inside her and scraping against her walls to clean them of her slick cream and drag it down to my starving mouth.
I feel my Mistresses body shudder, her taste flooding my mouth again and again as she claws hard painful lines across my rear with her nails. Her hand moves back to my head, patting it gently, stilling me. My Mistress allows me to stay there, my cunt slowly drooling around my belt and down my legs; my senses filled with my Mistress as she keeps me there under her skirt. I feel something rest against my back. A bag of popcorn. She relaxes around me, leaning back to enjoy the movie. I sigh happily, breathing and tasting her as my total experience.
I hear her laugh at something on the screen. her hand resting lightly on my head and stroking my hair, telling me she's pleased with her pet. I nod happily, enjoying the pain in my knees and the sweet agony of the toys filling me. My heart warm in hope that she's pleased with her pet, and knowing I am loved and kept by my Mistress.