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NovaFlame
06-11-2010, 06:59 PM
So i heard about bdsm a week ago.

you can call me bree, and i'm 18.

I just got out of a 11 month relationship. THe sex was never satisfying, it was great, but i always wanted something more. we tried choking but he felt too bad.

it still wasnt enough. And it wasnt just that. I love to please him. I love to make him as comfortable as possible. From cleaning a sink full of dishes, making him breakfast and doing anything else he asked me to.

I had told my bestfriend about the sex issue and asked her for some help. A week ago she came back and told me that maybe i'd be into being a sub. Shes a great friend and wouldnt ever think of judging me, and i love her for that.

So i guess that brings me here. It doesnt sound right, the whole mask thing kinda scares me..hell this whole thing makes me anxious. But Ive read the stories and I want it happening to me. And I know that I'm never going to be sexually satisfied or happy in a relationship until i find a guy that wants to be my dom. Easy as that.

So thats me, in a nut shell. and the pic is me.

mistresscj
06-11-2010, 08:36 PM
Welcome Bree! I am also new to BDSM. As with your experience I have always been satisfied in the bed but tried little things but it was never enough. Then I got back together with an ex from high school. It had been over 6 years since I had seen him. We started hanging out and sleeping together and he told me his lil secret about BDSM. He was so scared to tell me. And now he is really surprised on how much I am into it!!! I had my first experience being Dominant last week and it was awesome. I was so nervous but it was fun :) All I can say is study up there is so much to learn. And if you ever have questions just ask, dont be afraid. Everyone here is honest and awesome! Good luck to you :)

denuseri
06-12-2010, 03:42 AM
Welcome to the Library!

Please do remember to be careful with your personal information (this aint facebook ya know). Feel free to ask if you ever require assistance. Have fun and be safe.

rosebud
06-12-2010, 09:36 AM
Hello bree, Welcome to the Library!
i agree with denu. Just take your time,
read, explore, have fun and be
careful!

xx rosie

Wickedly_Good_777
06-12-2010, 10:07 AM
Hi Bree,
I am sure you will find him, as there is one out there for everyone. I would like to say welcome to the site and have fun while you are here. :)
Sincerely,
Master David

Master Davis
06-12-2010, 03:35 PM
Welcome to the library Bree