spankingdesires
08-03-2010, 07:32 PM
I am looking for an online only relationship. What I would really love is someone to instruct me in my self spankings. I basically want a spanking coach. I want someone to report to when I have been bad and be told how to punish myself. But my desire for spanking goes much deeper than that. I spank myself for punishment, for maintainable, for stress relief. What kind of spanking I give myself dictates what tools I use and so forth. I would really love someone to talk all that out with and then tell me how to carry out my spanking. I want to basically create a spanking program with someone and then follow it with their help.
My BDSM interests extend past spanking as well. CBT, Enemas, Nipple torture. I'm game for all kinds of things. I just need a coach to guide me . . . and if I need it order me.
The only catch is, I can't provide pictures or movies. So this would be all text based. I realize that is a deal breaker for a lot of people. The closest thing I can do to live is instant messaging.
If anyone would like to help me out with this I would be eternally grateful.
Please no one under the age of 21.
My BDSM interests extend past spanking as well. CBT, Enemas, Nipple torture. I'm game for all kinds of things. I just need a coach to guide me . . . and if I need it order me.
The only catch is, I can't provide pictures or movies. So this would be all text based. I realize that is a deal breaker for a lot of people. The closest thing I can do to live is instant messaging.
If anyone would like to help me out with this I would be eternally grateful.
Please no one under the age of 21.