FaerieLytes
05-30-2011, 04:45 PM
so... most of you by now have seen my posts,most of them talking about my "vanilla" boyfriend, well this weekend He became something more, no i'm not collared yet, but its a possibility i entertain often... i cant go into detail without His permission but... He truly Dominated me over the weekend, i have NEVER felt like He made me feel those two nights. my body was tingling with numbness my ass on the other hand was in so much pain from repeated spankings... not as punishment but because i LIKE it X3 ... i have never been to subspace... or so i think, can anyone explain it to me? from my point of view i was aware and happy, at total peace... from His side i was unfocused far away and completely compliant and pliable ect... so i wonder, mostly because i like to know things... did i get there?
on a side note... has anyone else had trouble climaxing while "playing"? because i know for a fact that i can.. i do it fine on my own, and even in a submissive mind i can get there... i have a few factors that might play into it but im not sure... i have trouble trusting people but He makes me so calm i dont think its trust... i know He is new to sex but i am not... and He is doing everything that works NORMALLY... any suggestions on how to make it happen? ive already decided to bring my B.O.B. next time to help but if its mental then it wont work...
signed
~Fae, a surprisingly unsure sub
on a side note... has anyone else had trouble climaxing while "playing"? because i know for a fact that i can.. i do it fine on my own, and even in a submissive mind i can get there... i have a few factors that might play into it but im not sure... i have trouble trusting people but He makes me so calm i dont think its trust... i know He is new to sex but i am not... and He is doing everything that works NORMALLY... any suggestions on how to make it happen? ive already decided to bring my B.O.B. next time to help but if its mental then it wont work...
signed
~Fae, a surprisingly unsure sub