elisa
08-11-2011, 06:00 PM
I'd like to tell you other wise, but the truth is I joined out of curiosity and I'm not sure what I'm doing yet. I think I'm submissive, but I dont know and truthfully I'm a little scared to find out. I thought joining a forum would be the safest way to ask questions, get to know other people, find answers, or just read about other peoples experiences. I know that bdsm is not just a one time thing, but a lifestyle and I'm confused about it possibly being my life style. most of the curiosity came from me wondering why i've never been interested in relationships before. I've only had 1 previous boyfriend and it lasted only a week, I've never done anything with anyone so it made me wonder why. At first I thought it was me. But truthfully (risking the risk of sounding conceited) I'm pretty, nice, and smart. Later on, i've realized that my ideas of relationships, my fantasy's are not what other people like or may agree with. So basically I'm here to try to figure things out.. and then.. who knows.
elisa
elisa