Atomic_Kitten
02-29-2012, 03:54 PM
Umm.... Where to start?
Hello and thank you for taking your time to read this. My name is Shelby but you can call me Kitten or Kyo... I am a little nervous and shy so forgive me. I am trying my best.
To start off I have only been in two relationships; one past and one present. My past relationship lasted me five years. It was with a women and that was something I never planned for in my entire life. I was raised my a Catholic father and we will just say he disliked gays. That relationship was good. I loved and got love in return. About 3 threes into the relationship it started to get rocky. I would try and talk to her and she would help at me for expressing myself. I am not going to get too detailed because I would rather not bore anyone. Around year four I started to talk to her about bdsm. I didnt ask for anything big I just asked to scratch the surface. She ignored my suggestions and we went on in our life. I mean we did try little things in and out of the bedroom but she never seemed interested and stopped as soon as she could. After a couple more months our fighting got worst and I left her. That was the hardest thing to do in my life. I was so attached to her. I mean I woke up and fell asleep to her voice.... I am such a clingy person because of her and I didnt know what to do without her. We are still friends..
After a few months of detaching myself from her I started looking into bdsm. I didnt do a lot of research but I looked into it a little. Then one day I did something odd. I went onto a chat site and posted 'free slave'. That was completely out of character and I wasnt sure what I was looking for... But I am happy I did it. I started my second relationship that day. I met my Master. It was so odd. He asked me do to things I would never do and would ever want to do, but I did it.
I am new to this. I was a complete vanilla a little under three weeks ago and I still kind of am. Three weeks ago I met my Master.... It is going really well. The only problem so far is that it is a long distance relationship. And that is making it hard... He is very understanding. And I wish to further our relationship.
I am here to learn and grow. I would like to know what exactly I am looking for. I didnt some internet research and nothing really sounded right to me. I would also like to find some of my limits.
I hope that wasnt annoying. ^^; I wasnt really sure what to write.
Thank you for reading and I would also like to make some friends. ^^
Hello and thank you for taking your time to read this. My name is Shelby but you can call me Kitten or Kyo... I am a little nervous and shy so forgive me. I am trying my best.
To start off I have only been in two relationships; one past and one present. My past relationship lasted me five years. It was with a women and that was something I never planned for in my entire life. I was raised my a Catholic father and we will just say he disliked gays. That relationship was good. I loved and got love in return. About 3 threes into the relationship it started to get rocky. I would try and talk to her and she would help at me for expressing myself. I am not going to get too detailed because I would rather not bore anyone. Around year four I started to talk to her about bdsm. I didnt ask for anything big I just asked to scratch the surface. She ignored my suggestions and we went on in our life. I mean we did try little things in and out of the bedroom but she never seemed interested and stopped as soon as she could. After a couple more months our fighting got worst and I left her. That was the hardest thing to do in my life. I was so attached to her. I mean I woke up and fell asleep to her voice.... I am such a clingy person because of her and I didnt know what to do without her. We are still friends..
After a few months of detaching myself from her I started looking into bdsm. I didnt do a lot of research but I looked into it a little. Then one day I did something odd. I went onto a chat site and posted 'free slave'. That was completely out of character and I wasnt sure what I was looking for... But I am happy I did it. I started my second relationship that day. I met my Master. It was so odd. He asked me do to things I would never do and would ever want to do, but I did it.
I am new to this. I was a complete vanilla a little under three weeks ago and I still kind of am. Three weeks ago I met my Master.... It is going really well. The only problem so far is that it is a long distance relationship. And that is making it hard... He is very understanding. And I wish to further our relationship.
I am here to learn and grow. I would like to know what exactly I am looking for. I didnt some internet research and nothing really sounded right to me. I would also like to find some of my limits.
I hope that wasnt annoying. ^^; I wasnt really sure what to write.
Thank you for reading and I would also like to make some friends. ^^