panthera
05-05-2012, 04:55 PM
I've been reading posts in the forums here for about a day, and decided to introduce myself. As my title suggests, I'm a little nervous about opening myself up. I'm a shy person by nature.
I have known from a very early age that I was a submissive person, it was only recently that I was able to put a name to it. I have always thought of myself as "people pleaser" and have hidden the thoughts and fantasies I had behind closed doors. I was pretty young when the fantasies in my dream turned to me being restrained, and "forced" to do things (which I enjoyed but believed a "good girl" wouldn't do unless someone made her).
Now that I'm older (34) and more comfortable with myself, I'm looking to explore that side of me more thoroughly. I am here to learn, explore, meet, and eventually hope to find an online Dom.
I have known from a very early age that I was a submissive person, it was only recently that I was able to put a name to it. I have always thought of myself as "people pleaser" and have hidden the thoughts and fantasies I had behind closed doors. I was pretty young when the fantasies in my dream turned to me being restrained, and "forced" to do things (which I enjoyed but believed a "good girl" wouldn't do unless someone made her).
Now that I'm older (34) and more comfortable with myself, I'm looking to explore that side of me more thoroughly. I am here to learn, explore, meet, and eventually hope to find an online Dom.