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ZombieButtercup
06-10-2016, 11:00 AM
First off, please allow me to thank and acknowledge all of you Doms/Masters reading this. I appreciate you taking the time to listen to my words through these typed letters.

As said in my profile, this will be my first time reaching out to find someone in this lifestyle to let me be theirs in all the different ways I can.

I've known almost all my life I was a very quiet and submissive person. The first time I ever heard of BDSM in general was from an erotica book called Master/Slave. I was just hitting the climax of puberty and I can remember that book touching places inside of me that I have never had touched again to this day. It changed my whole perspective on what I wanted out of an adult relationshipbing. I tried being honest with my significant other and was essentially called a freak and crazy.
I know now that nothing is wrong with I want out of life and I'm no longer afraid to find it. If I had to name the main things that attract me to this lifestyle I can quickly think of quite a few.
The idea of giving someone my unequivocal trust to guide me, teach me, and possess me is an unexplainable turn on in more than just a sexual way. I've never trusted anyone to that extent.
Going hand in hand along with that would be the idea of someone having complete control of me. In every facet of my life.
I am of a masochistic personality and while I can't say I would purposefully try to be punished, it does come with being trained. Punishment does excite me though.
Last but not least, I crave the collaring. The feeling of it around my neck on a daily basis. I can only imagine it would feel like my Masters hands on me, always there with me.

I hope I do not sound silly in this post, and if nothing else any guidance or advice is highly welcomed. I wish you a great day and hope to hear from any Masters that may be interested in training me.

As you wish,
Sierra

Master Nexus
09-28-2016, 04:13 PM
There is something about you that intrigues me but I can’t quite put my finger on it... yet. I kind of liked your profile, and your mind says that you need a Dom to train you and brainwash (make) you be obedient. but I’m not quite sure about you. :-p Here’s why: RESPECT for your superior Dom is the beginning of your training. You always holding your Dom in esteem / and to regard your Dom favorably is your transformation into being truly submissive. And your unconditional surrender of your mind, your body and your soul to me - giving me your unequivocal trust (your complete confidence and reliance) to guide you, teach (reprogram and train) you and possess (own) you - will be the right decision that creates the solid foundation of your long-term, meaningful, stable relationship with me / your future lifestyle with me - your new Dom. To be right and make the right decision in your life, you have to stop your never-ending search for a Dom who is stronger than you are - emotionally, financially, intellectually, physically and spiritually. Your decision to ALWAYS obey me and NEVER attempt to disrespect, disobey or defy me is not being brainwashed, that is a prerequisite. And you meeting those requirements is being smart and you having intuition and good common sense. So today, right now, END YOUR SEARCH FOR STRENGTH! sub Sierra, what makes you so much more interesting and attractive than all these other women?

MASTER NEXUS