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Masters_lilone

11-05-2005, 11:15 AM

A little bit about me- i am a 37 year old bi female switch i am lucky to be owned by a sweet and loving Master who will soon be my husband. i curently live in NYC but will be moving soon to NC to be with my Master. i am Mistress to a verry special boy and was Mistress to a verry sweet and loving girl who i lost in a bad car accident.i consider my self to be still a newbie in the lifestyle. my Master has lots of experience due to the fact that when he was 16 he was a slave he is now a switch just as i am. me and my Master are planing a lifestyle wedding i will be recivingmy wedding ring and collar on that day then after our wedding cermony there is gonna be a big party. all of my Master's pervert friends are gonna be at the party. weare planing asmall party for just the family too.

Ruby

11-05-2005, 01:16 PM

Welcome and congratulations on the upcoming wedding.

Am looking forward to your future updates.

learningtopleez

11-06-2005, 12:00 PM

Congratulations on the upcoming wedding Master's lilone! And the party after the wedding sounds like it will be lot's of fun! Looking forward to having you down in NC....wonder if you will live close to me?? ;) As Ruby has said, we look forward to the updates! :)

Masters_lilone

11-07-2005, 03:15 PM

i will be keeping you all updated oh and learing where in NC do you live i will be living in statesville :)

learningtopleez

11-07-2005, 10:14 PM

i will be keeping you all updated oh and learing where in NC do you live i will be living in statesville :)

Darn...we will be about 4 hours apart! I live close to the coast! I'll PM you as to where I live exactly! But it's closer than New York! :)

Masters_lilone

11-12-2005, 10:02 PM

I'm as happy as a pig in mud.... my Master is comming to NY next month to visit me and if things are going ok for my Master he is gonna be bringing me back to NC with him... starts to do the happy snoopy dance... i'm a lil bit nervous but excited too though

learningtopleez

11-13-2005, 12:47 AM

Congratulations Masters_lilone! Sounds like things are cumming along nicely!!:p I'm sure you are nervous...I certainly would be! But Max always liked it when I was nervous.....maybe your Master Paul likes that too! Best of luck sweets!:)

Masters_lilone

11-13-2005, 07:55 PM

thanks for the well wishes learning

Masters_lilone

11-14-2005, 07:58 AM

i am gonna be collared next month when my Master comes to visit me but we are gonna wait to get married though because our boy and hiswife and daughter are in germany for two years because our boy is in the miliatary and his finishing up his active duty time he is in the airforce reserves.

DungeonMaster6

11-14-2005, 09:01 AM

May your new life with your Master be a rewarding lifetime experience.:p

Masters_lilone

11-14-2005, 09:18 AM

thank you for the well wishes Sir

Ruby

11-14-2005, 01:04 PM

i am gonna be collared next month ...

Very exciting news Masters_lilone, congratulations!

Now if you want to share the details of your ceremony:
public or private
formal or not
etc, etc, etc, please do.

learningtopleez

11-14-2005, 09:18 PM

I'm with Ruby on this one Masters_lilone! Share...pleeeeezzzzz!:D

But only if you really wanna!:)

Masters_lilone

11-19-2005, 11:20 AM

i am posting this update because learning and Mistress Ruby asked me to share the details of my collaring :-)

for those of you who didn't read the post i am gonna be collared next month when my Master comes to visit me.

it's just gonna be me and my Master and it's not gonna be a formal collaring. for my collaring. depending on how the weather her in NY is at the time of my Master's visit will decide on where i will be collared. i am planing something real special for my collaring there isa park not to far from my house that has a big hill that overlooks the waterand is a favorite place of mine and i want to share it with my Master. i am planing to read something that i wrote just for him and to give myself to him totaly in all ways and to tell him excatly how feel about being his lilone. oh and hopefull i will have pictures to share with everone after i am collared :-)

Nikita

11-19-2005, 11:56 AM

i am posting this update because learning and Mistress Ruby asked me to share the details of my collaring :-)

oh and hopefull i will have pictures to share with everone after i am collared :-)

They aren't the only ones following this thread. I am too.:D If you give us the date, I will have a personal silent moment for you.;)

Then come back and 'pull up your collar' for us!

Hope he will allow you to share.

Nikita

Masters_lilone

11-19-2005, 12:07 PM

i will post the date that my Master is gonna come to visit me i just have to ask him when first :-)

learningtopleez

11-19-2005, 08:36 PM

Masters_lilone

11-21-2005, 01:13 AM

hummmm mabey giving my Master a BJ isn't such a bad idea after all and it just may work when it comes time to ask him if i can share the picts from my collaring with you all :-D

Masters_lilone

12-05-2005, 11:07 AM

Kaori-san

12-05-2005, 12:22 PM

my Master is not gonna be able to visit me this month like he was planing to it will be at least 6-8 weekes before he will be able to visit me:( .... but at least now i have more time to plan my collaring cermony

Your ceremony sounds like it will be beautiful Masters_lilone, and i'm sorry that you won't be able to see your Master for such a long time.
At least with all this time for extra planning your ceremony will be even more wonderful.

learningtopleez

12-05-2005, 11:03 PM

Ruby

12-06-2005, 02:14 PM

Masters_lilone,

6-8 more weeks of anticipation and it will come before you know it. The cheering section will be rooting for you, to help give you strength and patience.

If you need a hug and support, we're here, too.

All the best,

Ruby

Katmandu

12-07-2005, 06:05 PM

Ooh, yes please! Do share the ceremony with us!

Masters_lilone

12-09-2005, 12:45 AM

to answer Kat's request i am planing on sharing both my collaring and wedding cermonies with you all:-)

Masters_lilone

12-17-2005, 11:59 AM

My Master is planing to come visit me on Valintines day :-)

Ruby

12-17-2005, 07:56 PM

Great news! Congratulations.

Masters_lilone

12-19-2005, 10:55 AM

:-)...... yep yep it is.......i am so excited about my Master comming to visit me finally.........it's gonna be averry special three weeks between just spending time together and planing our wedding....we are gonna be getting married here in NY...... i will be kinda busy..... at the moment i am a bundle of nerves because my Master's visit is also the day that i will be reciving my permant ownership collar......i just hope that i don't for get anything during my collaring.

learningtopleez

12-20-2005, 09:31 AM

My Master is planing to come visit me on Valintines day :-)

How romantic!! He sounds like a keeper luv! Now...to try and be patient till next year! :p And I am talking about me! LOL :D Can't wait to hear all about it sweetie!

Katmandu

12-24-2005, 07:26 AM

Really! How are the rest of us supposed to keep our cool??? ;)

Masters_lilone

12-25-2005, 01:46 AM

ok for all of you wondering how to keep your cool...... ummmmm ummmm mabey a cold shower will help :-D.

I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been sending me well wishes and congratulations on my wedding and collaring. i will keep updating my thread asthe time gets closer.

Masters_lilone

12-29-2005, 04:03 AM

things are going great between me and my Master except for one small thingi 'm having a small problem with opening up fully to him and i'm feeling down about it. he told me that it's because we have only been Master and slave for less then a year and havent had any real time together yet.. i feel as if mabey if iwasn't hurt so much after opening up to some one that i wouldn't be having this problem now.we talked a lil last night and i started toopen up to him but it was hard for me to do though and yes i know a slave is not suopsed to keep things from there Master or Mistress. but what does a slave or sub do to overcome something like this.:-(

Jadetiger

12-29-2005, 04:27 AM

For one thing stop beating yourself up over it. You are only human. I will give you some good advice that I got from members of this forum. Relax and enjoy your Master. Everything else will start to fall into place and you will automatically start opening up more and more to him. Love and trust are two different things. Trust is something that comes hard for most people. We are all insecure at times and hide because we are afraid of our own feelings. Your master loves you and understands so give yourself time. As the love grows so will the trust.

Jade

learningtopleez

12-29-2005, 11:23 PM

What Jade said lilone....you have been hurt in the past, and that is a difficult thing to overcome.....but you also have to remember that this is a different person. Besides luv....we take risks everyday when it comes to love, and opening up our hearts and souls to another. But if we didn't, then how would we ever know if it is meant to be? Take it one small lil step at the time sweetie....he is patient....he understands. Now...be that happy lil slave girl I know and luv so well! February isn't that far away!! :)

hugs and kisses
~ltp~

learningtopleez

12-29-2005, 11:23 PM

Darn it...another double post!

Masters_lilone

01-02-2006, 04:53 AM

jade and learning i read your posts and i am not gonna beat myself up over this any more... my Master has been so understanding about this.it's just that it's bothering me a lil bit because i know that my Master wasn't the cause of any of the hurt i am going threw and that is why i want to be able to open up more to him.oh and learning i will always be the happy lilslavegirl that you know and love.

learningtopleez

01-02-2006, 10:22 AM

Goody! But anytime you need to talk sweets....just post away! We will be here to listen and help!

hugs
~ltp~

Masters_lilone

01-07-2006, 01:01 PM

there may be a slight change of plans concerning me moving to NC. my Master is thinking about moving to NY. i'm excited that he may be moving here but i'm also kinda sad about it because i feel as if i am taking him away from his family and i'm also worried about how his neice is gonna take the news because she is real close to my Master due to the fact that he has practily raised her from when she was a baby due to her farther walking outof her mom's life and not wanting any thing to do with her or her mom.and also my Master only has a year and a half of nursing school left and i'm worried about if he will be able to have his school credits transferd to a school here in NY or if he will have to retake all his classes all over again
things will be rough for us for awhile if he moves here due to the fact that he will be in school and him needing major surgery on his knee. i told him that i think we should wait to get married till he finishes school because i don't want anything to stop him from finishing school.

Masters_lilone

01-28-2006, 07:46 AM

I'M SO DANG HAPPY.... in two more weeks i will finally be with my Master he is comming to NY on valintines day(I'm getting the one thing i wanted more then anything for valintines dayand that one thing is my Master :))while we are in NY we are planing to go collar and toy shopping i will be collaring my Master as well as him collaring me. and we will be planing our wedding we will be having two wedding cermonies one here in NY and one back in NC. my Master's uncle is gonna be doing our cermony in NC... i'm so nervous and excited at the same time. i finally finished planing the collaring cermony and i know that Master is gonna be suprised and happy. my soon to be mom in law loves me already and she hasn't even met me yet. after our cermony in NC me and Master are plaing a big party so all his friends can meet me.i'm so nervous about having to meet all his friends plus my new family all at the same time... HELP MEEEEEEE!....i'm a bundle of nerves right now just thinking about my up comming wedding plus the start of my new life.

Ruby

01-29-2006, 08:41 PM

Great news, Master Paul's lilone!

The Valentine's day countdown is on.
Am hoping its better than you can imagine.

Masters_lilone

01-29-2006, 09:14 PM

thankies.. and yep it will be the best valintines day ever :)

Masters_lilone

02-03-2006, 03:37 AM

i just wanted to share with you all the vow i am gonna make to my Master when he collars me :).... thiswas written from my heart and is not your usual collaring vow

My Beloved Master...as i come before you and beg your collar on this day i give to you all that i am and will become. i know that it is threw your love that i will find my true heart and grow to be all that you want me to be not only as your slavegirl but also as your wife and mistress.when we first started talking i had no clue how hard i was gonna fall for you.we have been threw so much but it only made our relationship stronger.i still can't believe that ithas only been less then a year that we have known each other it feels like i have known you for ever.i know that my life will be different now because you are a part of it.i think back to something you told me when we first started our relationship and it just makes me know how verr lucky i am to be owned by you.Master i willingly give myself to you from this day foward in all ways. may our journey never end because in you i am now complete and in you i found the freedom to grow and spread my wings.you will always be the wind beneith my wings.

learningtopleez

02-04-2006, 12:20 AM

Hiya Masters_lilone!

It has been too long since I have caught up on your news! See! February is already here! I am super excited for you hun, and I understand the nervousness you must be feeling regarding meeting his family and friends, but rest assured that everything will fall into place! You have already said that your new mother-in-law to be loves you already sweetie! That's half the battle right there! :D

And the words you have written for your ceremony are just beautiful sug! I know he will love you all the more for writing them yourself! I wish you much happiness, love, laughter, and fun!

hugs and kisses
~ltp~

Masters_lilone

02-04-2006, 05:52 AM

i'm a bundle of nerves at the moment as i realise that i will soon be with my Master for good now ... i still can't believe that even though we have known each other for just a short time we are gonna be getting married. at times it feels as if this is still just a dream but i know it's not though because of the fact that valintine's day is comming up soon.i know that my Master is gonna beso happy when he hears the words that i wrote for my collaring. it seems as if even though our relationship was rough when we first started getting to know each other it just made our love for each other stronger.my Master told me that he is just as nervous as i am. and that once his family meets me they will love me just as much as he does:)...i'm just gonna be my self around them so this way they can see that i'm just a normal girl.i still can't believe that i will be going from city girl to farm girl it will be a big adjustment for me but i'll get use to it but it will just take time though:kiss:

Masters_lilone

02-04-2006, 05:56 AM

hey learning .... thanks for the well wishes :)

learningtopleez

02-06-2006, 12:25 AM

hey learning .... thanks for the well wishes :)

Awwww....you're quite welcome sweetie! And being a farm girl ain't all that bad! :rolleyes: Just teasing luv...I have only lived in the country (not an actual farm though) my whole life! I have had the pleasure of visiting NYC a few years back, and was quite overwhelmed! Everything was so tall! And noisy! Just expect nice, quiet, warm evenings (once spring arrives!), with the smell of gardenia or honeysuckle in the air. It's quite beautiful here and you will be just in time for the spring/summer! And the beaches are heavenly! :cheerlead LOL Okay...have I sold you on it yet? :p Just give me a holler if ya need any southern advice sug!

And only 8 more days luv! I am so happy for you! :)

hugs and kisses

Radar

02-25-2006, 02:28 PM

It is now feb 25 lilone, how come no more updates?

Aesop

02-26-2006, 07:50 AM

lilone is away from the board right now to be with him. I'm sure she'll update us when she gets back.

Masters_lilone

03-24-2006, 04:47 PM

this is a picture of me and Master. it was taken after a carrage ride threw central park

Masters_lilone

03-24-2006, 05:41 PM

Valintine's Day was extra special cause i got to spend it with the one who i love more then anything... Master arrived two days before valintine's day and i had met him at the train station. his train was suposed to have arrived in NY at 8:30pm but because of the snowstorm the train was late getting into NY and didn't get into the station till after midnight. we took the train back to my place so we could talk for a while and he gave me my Valintine's day gifts he gave me a bathset and a sweatshirt that had three animals on it and the word North Carolina on it. he was dead tired so i had let him sleep for a while then when he woke up we had called for hotel resavations and spent a week and a half at the hotel. seeing as it was Master's first time in NY we did the usual tourist things

Masters_lilone

03-24-2006, 06:05 PM

we went to the empire state building and to times square and to chinatown and we did some shopping because i needed some new clothes. we had planed to go toy shopping but that never happened so that is gonna be one of the things we do when we are together again.i'm still here in NY and my Master is back home in NC. Oh and for Valintine's day Master had given me my public collar he is gonna collar me with my leather collar when we are in NC and i will be collaring him as well then... the only bad part was that Master wound up in the ERwhile he was here he had a ear lung and sinus infection the flu and a broncitis attack all at the same time. :-(...... i was really worried about him cause he is diabetic and can have reall bad reactions from being sick... so i had spent a few days taking care of him. Master was kinda feeling down because he thought that he had ruined our time together because we couldn't play much cause he was sick. i told him that i was still having a good time and i didn't expcet him to give me play time cause he was sick.

subdude05

03-24-2006, 06:11 PM

That's so sweet and heart warming (exept for the sickness thing), my Girlfriend/Mistress is away at the moment and i miss her, so i kind of know how you feel.

Ruby

03-25-2006, 09:29 PM

this is a picture of me and Master. it was taken after a carrage ride threw central park

What a great photo - so romantic!

So sorry to hear that your master ended up in the ER.

Am hoping he is recovering quickly/recovered and that
you two have many wonderful adventures.

Thanks for keeping us up to date.

Masters_lilone

03-27-2006, 03:31 AM

your'e welcome.and Master is feeling much better now :-)

learningtopleez

03-27-2006, 12:49 PM

Just catching up around here M's lil_one! What a great pic. of the two of you! I am sorry to hear that your Master was sick for part of your time together, but it just proved to him how much you love him hun, by taking care of him! I am super happy to hear he is all better! And I am so happy that the two of you got to spend time together!

*hugs*

Masters_lilone

04-01-2006, 06:28 AM

yep that's true learing... i do love him so much... it was kinda hard to get much sleep while Master was sick though cause i had to be up all different times to be sure he took his meds on time but it was worth it though

Masters_lilone

04-15-2006, 04:19 PM

i will be sharing another picture with you all once i am on my new computer:shithappe

Masters_lilone

05-05-2006, 03:39 AM

i still can't believe how lucky i am to have Master in my life now. with each passing day my love for him grows stronger because he stuck by me when i was going threw a hardtime andloves me no matter what. i have grown asa slave so much cause of his love and he taught me how to trust again after i was hurt bad by my ex master some times i feel as if i'm dreaming because sometimes i think to my self how did i wind up with such a loving master.

Masters_lilone

05-15-2006, 04:33 PM

i was just reading a old post and jade was right when she said that over time as the love between me and my Master grew it would be easier for me to open up to him... i love him so much now and am finally able to open up to him fully and in every way. Oh i'm finally gonna be moving to NC to be with him hopefully he got the new job that he was inerviewed for:ra

Ruby

05-15-2006, 10:57 PM

... i love him so much now and am finally able to open up to him fully and in every way. Oh i'm finally gonna be moving to NC to be with him hopefully he got the new job that he was inerviewed for:ra

Congratulations on the progress in your relationship.

Good luck on both the move and his potential new gig.

You two rock!

learningtopleez

05-22-2006, 12:13 PM

It sounds like things are going great for you M's lil-one! I am happy that you have overcome the past bad relationship, through all the love from your Master now! Good Luck on his job and on your move! Come on down sugar! :) The weather has been great here!

Masters_lilone

06-07-2006, 03:20 PM

I'M SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED FOR A WHILE BUT NOTHING MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH US TILL NOW:rose: HERE IS THE LATEST NEWS:) ...... MASTER MAY BE COMMING TO VISIT ME FOR CHRISTMAS IF HE CAN GET TIME OFF FROM WORK YES MY MASTER IS BACK AT WORK HE STARTED A NEW JOB THE BEGINING OF THE MONTH:) NOW THAT HE IS BACK AT WORK HE IS GONNA BE BRINING ME BACK TO NC WITH HIM... THIS WILL BE THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVER I WILL GET TO BE WITH MY MASTER FOR EVER:whip:

submissivewife

06-07-2006, 06:52 PM

That's good to hear lilone....I know you have been looking foward to being with him. Congratulations.

Masters_lilone

06-08-2006, 04:18 PM

Thanks :)

Masters_lilone

03-23-2007, 07:05 PM

I KNOW IT HAS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE I LAST POSTED THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY FOR ME AND I HAVE BEEN WITH OUT COMPUTER ACCESS UP INTILL NOW. AS OF NOW I WILL BE ABLE TO POST MORE FREQUNENTLYso much has happened to me that it will take a while to up date you all:hihi:

His_blizzard

03-23-2007, 07:09 PM

Well...details...details... Please! Inquiring minds want to know! :)

cariad

03-23-2007, 07:25 PM

Huuuuuuuuugs - welcome back. And as blizz said....details please!

cariad

Masters_lilone

03-24-2007, 03:16 PM

:sex: thanks blizz and cariad for the welcome back. well my Master was here for valintines day and we spent a whole week together just like we did last valintines day and this summer i will be moving to NC to be with my Master for good andyes we are getting married still all we have to do is just set a date for our wedding.;whip

i will continue to update yallon things going on with me:wave:

Masters_lilone

03-30-2007, 05:41 PM

:span: i have been so busy over the past few months... i have been rewriting the story that i have posted to the library on here. and keeping my journal for my Master so he can know what i have been up too while we are apart.i still can't believe we are finally gonna be together for good this summer. it feels like a dream to me at times that we are gonna finally be together for good soon.:)

Masters_lilone

03-31-2007, 04:44 PM

Well at the moment i am not able to talk to my Master cause he has no phone service at the moment:32: and i'm feeling kinda sad cause untill the summer talking on the phone is the only way we can spend some time together:confused: i will continue to give y'all updates

Masters_lilone

04-25-2007, 04:08 PM

things are still great with me ..... i'm so excited cause this summer i'm finally gonna be with my Master for good........ doing the happy slave wiggle.:)

Masters_lilone

05-15-2007, 03:12 PM

i'm feeling really down my dad passed away yesterday morning and i haven't told my Master yet because i don't want him to worry about me .i'm still planing to be with him in august or sooner then that.

cariad

05-15-2007, 03:28 PM

DrGeordie

05-15-2007, 10:50 PM

Ouch - I cannot imagine the fullness of what you are probably going through, but am doing my best to send a virtual hugs as I post this.

I would also encourage you to tell your Master - by not telling him, even for very good reasons, you disempower him, and you don't give him the option of caring for you at this time. Just my thoughts...

cariad

My commiserations on the passing of your Father. I agree with cariad. Part of a Dom's role is to support you and care for you in the times when you need his strength. He can't help you with things he doesn't know about.

~hugs~
DrG

tessa

05-17-2007, 08:55 PM

I just finished reading through your thread. How exciting it's been to see your commitment to each other develop. I was saddened to hear of your father's passing. How tragic for you. Telling your Master will bring you some comfort, I hope.

Best of all to you both!

tessa :wave:

Masters_lilone

05-24-2007, 05:05 PM

i already told my Master about my dad's passing and he wishes he could be here in NY with me but he can't get time off from work right now:icon277: .. i miss him so much and really wish he was here:sex:

MajesticFae

05-26-2007, 08:19 AM

*hugs* I hope that just knowing how badly he wants to be there with you is atleast somewhat of a comfort.

Masters_lilone

05-31-2007, 07:38 PM

it is a comfort to me because it just shows me how much he loves me:wave:

ceegee{Benz}

05-31-2007, 11:55 PM

u also have to realise that even tho he can not be with you in person.....he is with you always in spirit....smiles

and happy birthday to you hugz

Masters_lilone

06-05-2007, 04:40 PM

:D .... thanks for the happy birthday ceegee and hugs right back at ya:D

Masters_lilone

06-08-2007, 03:36 PM

I'm just sitting here looking over my fourms and doing the happy slave wiggle because of the fact i'm gonna be with my master for good in two months :wave: ....

Masters_lilone

06-15-2007, 05:13 PM

:eek: i'm just checking my fourms like i always do. my week has been kinda boring and i miss my Master like crazy.i'm still rewriting my story and i hope to have it finished soon so i can re submitt it to the story part of the site:pray:

Masters_lilone

06-20-2007, 02:36 PM

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY......i'm gonna be moving to NC sooner then i thoughtall my Master has to do is just finish up moving our stuff from the house to our trailer and then he will be comming up to NY to bring me home:11_2_102: .......:bondage:

tessa

06-20-2007, 04:47 PM

Congratulations and I wish you both all the best!!

tessa :wave:

suchaminx

06-21-2007, 12:28 AM

WOW - I just love reading posts like you last one masters_lilone, makes me go all 'tingly' inside so goodness only knows how you must be feeling.

So happy for you

~does the happy dance~

love

minxy xx

TeddyBearGaySlave

06-21-2007, 01:10 AM

Hey, congratulations! Wish you good luck in your "new" life. :)

Masters_lilone

06-21-2007, 08:05 PM

:)..... awwwwwwwww thanks teddy bear

Masters_lilone

06-26-2007, 06:15 PM

:32: ok ok...i love my Master bunches but he is being a big poopie head right now. he needs help money wise and he won't let me help him... his house phone is turned off and he needs the money to get it turned back on but he won't let me help him ... what should i do ..... should i send him the money any way or not:mods:

Sir_Russell

06-26-2007, 07:16 PM

Tough one, I don't know the circumstances or Paul. I would tell you that you may lose a Master if you just send the money. Beg him to allow you to serve him in this way just this once and see if that helps. How you can do that without his phone is a question?

Masters_lilone

06-29-2007, 04:27 PM

the last few days have been hell for me.... i had my dog at the vet this morning for surgery for a bad tumor on her side and the vet didn't think she was gonna make it threw the surgery now i'm just wating for the results of her biopsy. the vet thinks that the tumor may be cancerous. i'll know on the 5th of july if it is or not:(

jeanne

06-29-2007, 09:04 PM

My thoughts are with you - it's so hard when a pet is sick, they just don't understand what's going on. Take care and let us know the results.

Masters_lilone

07-06-2007, 07:52 AM

i took my dog to the vet today to have her bandages removed and he is still waiting for the biopsy results to come back from the lab.the bad news is that she may need another operation to remove another tumor the first operation the vet told me that he removed 20 tumors from her side. i am not worried about the results of her biopsy because i know she will be ok cause she had her operation just 5 days ago and she is fine now.

tessa

07-06-2007, 08:17 AM

I hope your puppy will be all better soon!

tessa :wave:

Masters_lilone

07-10-2007, 09:00 AM

i'm just stiitng here checking my fourms and thinking about stuff..i'm just thinking about how i can't wait to finally be with my Master for good. i'm just running my finger along the chain that i wear as my temporay collar and i'm just hoping that i will be good enough to be his slave i know that i am good enough to be his slave but i am having some little doubts about if i will make a good Mistress for him because when i domme him he wants me to be really mean to him but i just can't do it because i love him too much mabey if i didn't love him the way i do it would be easier for me but right now it just breaks my heart to even think about it.:confused: :confused:

Masters_lilone

07-12-2007, 05:54 PM

:sex: tomrrow my dog gets her stitches out i'm gonna talk to the vet about changing her diet to see if that stops the tumors from forming. she may need another operation because she may have another tumor in her that the vet didn't get the first time because he didn't want to keep her under the anisetic longer then he had to. he wants me to bring her bact to his office next month so he can check her and see if it is actually a tumor.

jeanne

07-12-2007, 08:55 PM

Thanks for the updates on your pup - I hope everything turns out well.

Masters_lilone

07-13-2007, 12:02 PM

:) Thankies... my pup is feeling fine she is back to her old lovable puppy self now

Masters_lilone

07-13-2007, 04:03 PM

i found out today that my dog has cancer the vet gave me the news when he removed her stitches..i'm blaming my self cause i didn't have a way to get the tumors removed sooner the vet wants me to bring her back in 6 to 8 weeks to check if her other tumord got any worse..i'm trying to decide if i should have the vet put her down even though she is not suffering because she will not ever get better and she will have to keep having the tumors removed...today is the worst day of my life.