Vixen's Submissiveness

[Guest 91108]

Since Dec 23rd actually for Christmas , When Wolven Vixen, my wife, asked me if I could be more Dominant with Her after reading an IM with one of my online Pets ... grins .... I have been a very happy man. extremely blessed already is how i saw some things but now..... :)

we have spent nearly everyday from then to the present ... as she is on 10 days vacation.... exploring the beginnings of what she's wanting to try......
and learning how to be submissive.....

We've done bondage with ropes, Spankings by hand numerous times, blade, spanked with blade :hubba: ... ice and warmth...
speaking of which today I was again using ice on her ....
I trailed from her sensuous pussy up around her belly and to her mouth .. when suddenly the ice had melted so much it popped out and went down her mouth.. a look of shock and spituuieeee up came the ice about 12 inches.
i caught it and said it'll be alright and we both nearly died laughing our asses off.
guess you had to be there to see it to see the humor in that..... LMAO

so on goes the journey of BDSM for Wolven Vixen.

[TheDeSade]

COngratulations Wolf. I am sincerely glad that you have found another level of happiness and satisfaction in your relationships!

[wolfs_lilgirl]

congratulations Sir:)!

[I1985]

Really good to hear all that Wolf. Seems like you have a great time together, gives a man hope you know ;)

[Guest 91108]

Thanks..

Oh she's getting the down and dirty quick learn program.

chuckles...

Today i took her out to town, to see how she'd do being sub in public.
With a little hair pull to start off her hesitation, she quickly came in line. :hubba:

[Ruby]

Congratulations!

And thanks for sharing that classic moment.
Being able to laugh when we play is priceless.

[Guest 91108]

ok seems to have become a thread of "found this funny while exploring.."

so here's another.

today while exploring with her ... giving her more than ample spanks..
i was rubbing her ass some.... I pressed down on a spot and she began giggling.
I thought this very odd...... I pressed again and she lost it ... uncontrollable laughter...
I pressed same spot on the other side........... Guess what...... more uncontrolleabled laughter bordering on the insane.

So dear folks of the Library i submit to you the "Ass button".

Located about half inch to either side of the tail bone, about 4" lower than the top of the hip bone.

I plan to have further research into this new found anatomy part .. as i think it may enhance doggystyle orgasms.. information to be following....

Also will be making available a DVD with with "Ass Button How To " going on sale for 19.99.... ( LMAO ) and shipping and local tax not included ( LMAO)
Payable to "Donations to Further Wolven Vixen's BDSM Exploration of Self."

LMAO ~!!!!~

~~ on a more serious note.....
a word of caution... do not ever ...
never.... think one should try whipping their pet with the leash...
especially if it has not been soaking in a container of ice water for say 15 minutes or so......
Chuckles insanely.....

[Curious_1]

Wolf....gonna ask hubby to see if I have that spot ...grins

[Guest 91108]

smiles

[I1985]

Nice Wolf, looking forward to your DVD series, lol

Keep us up to date...

[Sextoymaker]

Wolf....gonna ask hubby to see if I have that spot ...grins
Trust me and him It does work given the right circumstance.

[Guest 91108]

Thought i'd add something different to the thread.....

A couple images i think they'll be self explanatory.... and no this isn't all my accoutrements, but i make some and have some to buy yet.
chuckles.

oh and the cedar post there ............... works lovely smiles............

[Guest 91108]

ok I had an idea this morning...:idea:

well i modified it ... and here is the "first draft done"
I think the pics will explain themselves again..... :sado: :crop: :284:
Grins wickedly.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

i liked the pics Master!smiles

[Guest 91108]

good. I'd like to tie you up there. smiles.

[I1985]

Going strong Wolf. As I said before, your a lucky bastard....lol

[Guest 91108]

smiles..

[wolfs_lilgirl]

i would like to be tied up to "" kisses and hugs Sir!

[wolfs_lilgirl]

sir im very happy for u!!! and.. well sry about what happend! smiles

[tainted Angel]

Hello to you Mr Wolf LOL

I'm really pleased that this is happening for you. I hope that my own learning continues as well as I can ompletely share the joy that you feel at the moment, my life is in a very similar position on the flip side.

The home dungeon looks great, we have a very accomadating bed as it is made of slats and can easily be used with ties, we are also looking into door restraints!!

Keep us posted.

[Guest 91108]

Hello Tainted Angel Glad to see you finally posting here bouts.

Now come here for your daily Smacks !@@! grins wickedly.

love the av.. same one as you use on dungeon space yes? nice.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Surrender


I surrender to you , Sir.

Your unwavering presence in my consciousness
mandates my very thoughts, my every emotion.
I surrender them to you only.


Your command, so strong, so gentle….
Takes away my breath - my sight - my grasp
Of all that is real, leaving only the fire of ecstasy that fills the deepest most hidden places of my soul.
I surrender them it all to you.


So desperate my need for your touch --
My burning flesh waiting…
Longing crying out to melt my body into yours.
I surrender it to you.


A connection that reaches into every corner of my being
My mind , my body, my all --
Everything that I am trembles deeply, completely.
I need for you to own me, to want me, to take me as your own.
All of me Sir,
I surrender to you.. Take me please…

Wolven Vixen 1-3-07

[I1985]

WOW......................great.................... ....that really got me silent.................

[tainted Angel]

WOW and I say again WOW

Straight to the core of that need within every sub. Beyond the physical and above the roles a true need.

Amazing.

Yes the Av is from my dungeon space it was sent to me and I love it. Daily spanks?? Does that mean you owe me from over Christmas?? LOL

[Guest 91108]

WV -- smiles -- MINE~!~


Tainted Angel... could very well be true.

[tainted Angel]

WV -- smiles -- MINE~!~


Tainted Angel... could very well be true.

WOW Thats erm....counts.......runs out of fingers.....a few!!

:span: :span: :span: :crop: :crop: ;pank ;pank

I'll be nice I promise ;rose; So do I get ;whip as well


LMAO *sighs* I feel better now!!

[Guest 91108]

lol @ TA.
yeah you can get some hard ass spankin's then hrm...

[wolfs_lilgirl]

wow.. it was soooo nice what u wrotee!! im in shock lol! geetings!!

[Wolven_Vixen]

My task for today is to write about what happened last night and how I felt.

I was being punished--and this is what happened:

Naked...standing , legs spread wide open with spreader bar- wrists in cuffs attatched to hooks on pulleys stretched as far up and out as they would go. Blindfold. ---I have never felt so vulnerable as I did in that moment.

Then came the teasing. The soft touches that sent me instantly into what must be sub space. My body went weak for I was at his mercy. The hard smacks on my ass with those hands that I crave. The flogger....at first in a playful way all over my body. My breasts and stomach, inner thighs and back.

He abrubtly stopped the teasing to remind me that I had been bad and had to be punished. Then ..nothing..for what seemed like forever. I could feel him circling me and the piercing stare in his eyes. Oh how I wished I could see him.

I trembled with apprehension---wondering what was to come.

SMACK! The hot sting of the leather belt on my tender ass cheek. (oh how I love that belt) Another smack harder....more and more...getting harder each time---but he must have noticed the I was enjoying my punishment too much and stopped again....circling....circling.

"Do you trust me?'
With those words, I was reminded that this was, indeed, supposed to be punishment. "Yes, Sir. I trust you." I could barely get the words from my mouth. I knew that I had dissappointed my Sir, and that he was serious about teaching me a lesson.

A jerk of my hair, pulling my head back..then WHACK! The bamboo cane hard across my bare ass. The pain shot through me like I had never felt it. Several more hard whacks!! Had I not been supported by the ropes and cuffs, I would have surely fallen to my knees. My heart raced and I thought about how I had displeased him. I knew I deserved what I was getting. Another whack and I jerked forward.
--"BE STILL!! Next time you will do as I say, won't you?!!? "Yes, Sir!"

A few more smacks on my aching cheeks....then it stopped again.
I felt him taking off my blindfold, but it took me a minute to be able to open my eyes. When I finally could see, I looked up at him and he kissed me so gently and smoothed my hair. Then he rubbed aloe gel on my ass and released me from my restraints...so slowly and gently.

I was still shaking. He asked if I was cold. I don't know for sure if I was or not. Maybe I was, or maybe it (the shaking) was from the intensity of what I had experienced. Sir has reminded me repeatedly that "I don't know" is not acceptable, so I just said "Yes, Sir".

"Into bed!" ...his voice in the commanding tone that I know I sometimes require. I jumped in as fast as I could move and pulled the covers over me. He straightened the blankets to suit him and reminded me again about learning to do as I'm told.

"Go to sleep." He walked out of the room and ther I was, all alone, to re-live what I had been through until I fell asleep.


I admit that my mind gets foggy and I sometimes can't remember all that happens in a session, but this is what happened the best I can remember. I hope Sir will be pleased with my story. It's the best I can do right now, but I will work on my writing.

[Guest 91108]

:clap:
I know you didn't want to do this task.. that's why i told you to do it. Grins.

I like how you captured some of the moments ....

[tainted Angel]

Nicely recounted and well written I would say.

Trust is an amazing thing.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

i love ur writings!

[Wolven_Vixen]

:)

Thank you.

[Masterandsub]

Very well written!

Is it the writing an account of what happened that you didn't want to do? or writing generally? I hope it is the first, as you certainly have a talent.

Yours

Master Martin

[Guest 91108]

Masterandsub,
... It is mostly that she is very shy and doesn't like to put things out there for others. She is very hesitant to post.... She has little net time , which i know and understand...
I'm trying to work on helping to bring her out and opening her up some so she knows it's ok and acceptable , not just merely between the two of us...

[Timberwolf]

This has been a great thread so far, thanks for your openness in sharing with us.

The ass button, eh? Will have to conduct a search sometime.

[Guest 91108]

Timberwolf it is there... I've been wondering if that button is mobile underneath the skin though. WV seems to have a couple of them in different locations.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

im interested about that button

[Guest 91108]

Wolfs_lilgirl, Bring your ass to me and i'll show you all kinds of buttons. :hubba:

[wolfs_lilgirl]

lol really Sir?:P

[Guest 91108]

LMAO Do you Have Any doubts at all what i can do?

[wolfs_lilgirl]

no no. Sir of course not!!

[tainted Angel]

LMAO!

This ass button does sound interesting, will wonder off to do research of my own!!

[Guest 91108]

smiles.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

smiles !! and kisses and licks :P

[smilie]

You area very lucky woman vixen!!! And to you Wolfscout i know where my "button" is its on my left inside hip!

[Guest 91108]

smiles.. thanks for your comment , smilie and for the info tip.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Very well written!

Is it the writing an account of what happened that you didn't want to do? or writing generally? I hope it is the first, as you certainly have a talent.

Yours

Master Martin

I think it's a fear of "public speaking"....and a lack of confidence in my writing....

I sat here for about 20 minutes one day to figure out a 2 sentence reply on another thread...then I didn't post it.

My thanks to you for the compliment!! :)

[wolfs_lilgirl]

I think it's a fear of "public speaking"....and a lack of confidence in my writing....

I sat here for about 20 minutes one day to figure out a 2 sentence reply on another thread...then I didn't post it.

My thanks to you for the compliment!! :)

i know exactly how u feel.. at first it was so hard to me to write.. and its still is.. but.. then u start to get more confortable.. greetings.

[Masterandsub]

@ Wolven_Vixen

I understand your feelings on this, I'm training to be a schoolteacher and the number of people (student teachers and pupils) who have a similar fear, not just about public speaking but about confidence in expressing themselves in other ways (such as writing) is incredible - 7 or 8 out of every 10 at least, in one form or another.

You're welcome to the compliment by the way.

All the best

Master Martin

[Echoes]

Wow on this whole thread.
Congrats to you Wolf and Vixen, you have begun an awesome journey and thank you both very much for sharing this.
I absolutely loved your poem Vixen, it was breathtaking.
...an ass button humm ? ? ?

[Guest 91108]

smiles....

Vixen pics. (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/showthread.php?p=213384#post213384) :hubba:

[Mishka]

Wonderful thread, Sir. You're a very lucky man to have such a wonderful wife.

[Guest 91108]

Smiles.. i'm lucky in a few ways .. everyday i see new signs .. grins.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

yes u are lucky! sir!!* waves at mishka!! *

[Wolven_Vixen]

You area very lucky woman vixen!!! And to you Wolfscout i know where my "button" is its on my left inside hip!

You are right, smilie. I AM the lucky one.

[Wolven_Vixen]

**blushing**

I can only hope that Wolf is really as lucky as y'all say. I do try hard to please him, but I am still in training.

As far as the ass button....trust me ladies....it's torture. :scare:

[Guest 91108]

WV, so is my insured tongue. <weg>

[Wolven_Vixen]

WV, so is my insured tongue. <weg>

...melts in a puddle on the floor....

[Guest 91108]

You can't melt till after-Later < more wegs >

[Guest 91108]

she said to me this morning after I had fussed about something and then turned it to all my subs...

" You know Sir, we women, just can't help how naughty and bad we are, it's part of our make up and makes us who we are. Reckon you'll just have to spank us and punish us each and every day. "

At last ... she finally gets that point. :4:

[Wolven_Vixen]

;)

...which point do I get?

[Guest 91108]

I reckon you get point one so I can smack you first and last. :evil:

[wolfs_lilgirl]

she said to me this morning after I had fussed about something and then turned it to all my subs...

" You know Sir, we women, just can't help how naughty and bad we are, it's part of our make up and makes us who we are. Reckon you'll just have to spank us and punish us each and every day. "

At last ... she finally gets that point. :4:

i agree with her! smiles

[Guest 91108]

:4:

[Guest 91108]

Vixen , Darlin' .......

I made your chain flogger while ago. smiles.

Ask me about it. chuckles.


Edited to add a gag. grins....

[Wolven_Vixen]

:eek:

That's gonna hurt.

:ty

[Guest 91108]

< weg >

[TheDeSade]

I like the look of that Wolf. .. care to share the plan?

[Guest 91108]

I freestyled the flogger....
a 6" wood dowel.
60" of jewelery chain you can buy at wally world on cards.
duct tape.
one paper clip to a fix the chains.
drilled on small hole thru the dowel to hold the intertwining paperclip with 6 chain tails ( is heavy enough I think with 6 but 8 or more is possible.)

has held up in afternoon practice sessions for tonights play. :evil:

and the gag is a ball gag with center substitued with parts of same chain and section of old leash. grins.

[TheDeSade]

excellent.. . .. we need a thread somewhere for bdsm crafts and creations

[Guest 91108]

That's a good idea.

[Guest 91108]

Today I learned that my limits are past where I thought they were. *smiles*

smiles We've pushed that many times lately.

[Guest 91108]

This evening we tried sensory deprivation while i used several things upon her.
was very hot.. :hubba:

[Wolven_Vixen]

*trying to breathe*

...yessss...very hot...tied to chair...cold ice followed by hot tongue....spanks and smacks with various instruments...feathers..chains..crop..other things I don't even know...

Good thing I was tied in the chair!

[Guest 91108]

IF that was hot, wait till you see what I got in mind for you for your Sunday Delight.

[Wolven_Vixen]

:woohoo:

Yes, Sir....waiting I am. *looks all innocent and shit*

[Guest 91108]

" *looks all innocent and shit* "

Reckon you are now officially corrupted and assimiliated. ROTFLMAO.

[Wolven_Vixen]

" *looks all innocent and shit* "

Reckon you are now officially corrupted and assimiliated. ROTFLMAO.

Is that like a promotion, Sir?

[Guest 91108]

hrm yes.. I'll tell you more about it and responsiblities After-Later .

[wolfs_lilgirl]

lol!! waves at both!! hi!! smiles

[Guest 91108]

last night was very interesting..

I bound her spread eagle to the beam.. blindfolded.. and spread.
I placed adjustable nipple clamps on her.
and flogged her till she cried. Was a very good flogging session for her.
I love it when she gets to the point she can't answer anymore as she is so wrapped up in what's going on. smiles.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Many people do not seem to understand how I am able to "share" my husband with his online subs and/or pets. I will try to explain it to you who are interested.

We have a very special, and I believe, very unique relationship. When we met, we were both in a downward spiral in our lives. For me, it felt like rock bottom. Then we met, and after we had talked and spent some time together, it seemed that we both found hope.

I can't honestly say that we were instantly on cloud nine. We each had our demons to face, but we just knew that, together, we could face anything. We gave our all to one another; true caring, compassion and honesty that neither of us were used to. I don't know any term that fits us better than "soulmates".

We never argue or talk down to one another, and it doesn't take lying and dishonesty to be able to get along so well. We are blessed with the gift of being able to communicate. When we have a problem, or even a disagreement, we always manage to work through it, calmly, together.

That brings me to the question of how I can "share" my husband that I love so dearly. I'm sure that he feels some degree of "love" for his online subs. Knowing him as well as I do, I know it's often much more than play. He cares about what's going on in their real lives as well. That would be true with anyone he calls a friend. Everyone has acquaintances that they don't call friends, but once a friend, there is a connection.

I don't mind that he gives pleasure to others, as long as they return the favor. ;) I don't mind that he cares for his online subs, because I don't feel threatened by them. He is honest with me about that part of his life. He doesn't hide things. He always puts me, and our life together, first... so I'm not giving up anything, and nothing is being taken from me. He is an honorable man, and I trust him completely. He is, and has always been, by far, the best I could have ever dreamed of.

[violet girl{MM}]

*smiles at Vixen's words*
*waves hello to her*
That is so beautiful....i am now more honored to be Wolf's sub than i was before
*wonders if that is even possible?*
*smiles*

[Guest 91108]

Wow, I'm glad WV thinks of me as she does.
And vgirl thank you for your comments too.

WV's post we talked of while she was typing it. it was from the http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/showthread.php?t=8830 thread. i think Hime mentioned something about looking her way and she talked to me of it the other day. i liked what she said in the piece she posted.

[Wolven_Vixen]

:wave: Hi violet girl.


:crawlgirl ...I do Sir....can't help myself. *smiles*

[Guest 91108]

Yesterday, We spent the better part of the day attending to each other.

I must admit that She has traveled far in a short amount of time.
I'm constantly both pleased and excited by the changes I've gotten to witness first hand.

Wolven Vixen,
I was amazed when you accepted my offer for marrige.
You amazed me when you offered to be my sub as well.
And now , I cherish and adore the fact that you have grown into what I would have guessed to be a "Dream Woman".
One whom would do all things, be all things, and walk side by side with me through my life journey.

I wish to show my gratefulness and my appreciation to you daily.

I hope you both see and feel what I mean here,
For your time with me has changed me into a better man.
Only you would know what that means.

After/Later darlin'.
me.

[Sir_Russell]

Wolfscout

That is beautiful and I hope you feel that way forever. I all ways say that a Dom/Master must earn respect and honor from his sub/slave each day.

I hate being envious

Russell

[Guest 91108]

Thanks Sir_Russell.

[cariad]

That is beautiful Wolfscout - I know Sir Russell has just said so - but there is no alternative description that I can find.

It is lovely to see you each appreciating each other and acknowledging that appreciation. I wish you a lifetime of happiness together.

hugs
cariad

[Wolven_Vixen]

Yesterday, We spent the better part of the day attending to each other.

I must admit that She has traveled far in a short amount of time.
I'm constantly both pleased and excited by the changes I've gotten to witness first hand.

Wolven Vixen,
I was amazed when you accepted my offer for marrige.
You amazed me when you offered to be my sub as well.
And now , I cherish and adore the fact that you have grown into what I would have guessed to be a "Dream Woman".
One whom would do all things, be all things, and walk side by side with me through my life journey.

I wish to show my gratefulness and my appreciation to you daily.

I hope you both see and feel what I mean here,
For your time with me has changed me into a better man.
Only you would know what that means.

After/Later darlin'.
me.


My Sir, my love...

Words cannot express how much this means to me. I would gladly walk by you to the ends of the Earth and back again.

I am amazed myself, at how much I've grown in so many ways since we've been together, and I thank you for that from the depths of my soul.

I pray that we continue our growth together for lifetimes to come.

All my love to you always......

[Guest 91108]

Smiles .. and we shall ...........

[slaveangel{HM}]

*smiles* So happy, so so very happy! *beams and flies out*

[Guest 91108]

Writing to put it on her thread


What the wonderful things WV has done for me so for on my wish for my bday.
so many things in the last two days. and i have one more day left. :evil:
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm licks her

[Wolven_Vixen]

Writing to put it on her thread


What the wonderful things WV has done for me so for on my wish for my bday.
so many things in the last two days. and i have one more day left. :evil:
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm licks her

I can never do enough for you, Sir. Thank you for all that you are to me. I could only hope to be as good to you as you deserve.

Now if I'm good enough, may I have more licks, please???

[Guest 91108]

....
Now if I'm good enough, may I have more licks, please???


Only if I can lick till I get to the center , and then when you're bucking and carrying on trying to get away.. guess what ... nu huh. :evil:

[Wolven_Vixen]

....speechless.

[Guest 91108]

um
Wolfscout giving a situational report.

I'm sorry to announce i have to go to lunch now.
WV's new diet plan and extracurricular activites,
burning the walls of the house down three times and it's just now 1PM on Sunday.. well ...
Needless to say I need more energy so a meal is in order.

Stay tuned for future reporting.

This has been a WolvenWorldNews Special Report.

Later Pervies.

[wolfs_lilgirl]

smiles!! have fun!

[Guest 91108]

We did. she says she needs a break. * Big Grins*

[Eponine]

Only if I can lick till I get to the center , and then when you're bucking and carrying on trying to get away.. guess what ... nu huh.

...so deliciously cruel...

burning the walls of the house down three times
cooking? yes, my ex always used the joke that the smoke alarm was the bell for the timer when dinner was done! lol

(i have not yet figured how you do the multiple quoting... if you couldn't tell)

[Guest 91108]

thinks back on what an interesting week it's been ... :camera2: :hubba:

:cae7gler: :tease: :woohoo: :sex:

[Wolven_Vixen]

:)

[Guest 91108]

TEASE !!!! of the highest order.

[Wolven_Vixen]

*grins*

That's my job.

[Guest 91108]

And you do it soooo well.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Sir discovered a new toy today...

He has one of those leather tools (I don't know what you call it) that is a rounded point on one end, and a slightly sharp point on the other. I never know which end he'll poke me with. The sharp end sticks, not enough to break the skin, but definitely enough to wake up my senses. The rounded end sorta tickles, like being poked with a finger. So I get all tensed up to be ready for the sharp end, and he changes to the other, and I get all giggly...then when I'm off guard from giggling, he changes back.

I really like this new toy! It's a lot of fun, with a little pain in the mix!

[Guest 91108]

Wonders when she is going to post to her thread again. :evil:

[Wolven_Vixen]

Wonders why I never seem to know what to post that anyone will care to read....

[suchaminx]

anything, everything, details :) :)

~HUGS~

minxy

[Guest 91108]

Wonders why I never seem to know what to post that anyone will care to read....
I keep telling you the answer to this.


anything, everything, details :) :)

~HUGS~

minxy
Smiles.. that is what i keep telling her .... well, maybe minus the detail part. chuckles.

[moptop]

Oh good grief, I'm so out of touch, I can't BELIEVE I've only just found this thread - way to go, guys! Wolfy, WV, I am so delighted. (I mean, I had of course noticed WV around, and knew she was here and having fun, but knowing how she got here, just makes it so much better!)

[Guest 91108]

Thanks moptop. from us both.

Smiles i too am thinking back on things with WV.
lickslips and thinks i have to go wake her up with some ice and have some fun before she goes to work. :evil:

[caligirl{Rob}]

smiles so big as i so enjoy reading of Y/your journeys! As i long for the day when i spend each day with my Master_Rob

hugs!
cali

[Guest 91108]

Thanks cali.

[Guest 91108]

ok... as a few know.. tomorrow is an expected very long trying hard day for me...
It's another round of testing at the VA for my seeking benefits/service connection for my disability.
If i knew that WV wasn't going to be beside me and supportive.. I'd probably pull back and not go.

Just wanted everyone to know that is the measure of what this Lady can do for me.
How important She is... It is not me that is important .. but her...
What she does ... What she thinks.... How we relate to each other.
Makes my life continue onwards..
Gives me purpose and the ability to look forward to each sunrise.

She is both the love of my life and the dream woman I've always wanted/needed.

That's more than i've said in a few days so i'll hush for awhile.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Dearest Sir, What makes me important is you. Without you, I am not so special. I wouldn't have anyone to relate to. What I do for you, is also for me. I know with all my heart that we are both truly blessed with what we have together. It is a gift that we have been given that I cherish. I will always be beside you, because that is where I am supposed to be...where I want to be, and where I have to be.

[Guest 91108]

Jul 25 2007, 12:18 pm
a meeting

I sit waiting for her to arrive....

I hear the car pull up the drive and anticipation is growing .
I have missed her presence .

I remain seated until I hear her enter .

When the Door shuts , I walk into the Hall ...
Watching ....
She places her day bag down on the bench .
She removes each piece of clothing .
Keeping eyes demurely downcast .
I watch the material slide over her skin .
The way she pulls it so slowly cause she knows I'm watching .
Knows that the sight of her flesh is more than enough to raise my desire .

I Stand still ... Observing ... Hungry for her .

She removes the last piece of clothing and kneels.
Her arms outstretched before her... her head to the floor....
sitting on her legs ... feet tucked beneath her ...
awaiting further instruction ... waiting patiently ...

She won't move until I do instruct her .
We both know this .

I Growl in approval and gaze upon her form .

This is my woman.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jul 26 2007, 6:03 am
A few moments in Time.

I tell her to "Rise".
She does and I let her leash drop and dangle from my hand.
Instantly you see the change in her wash over her face.
I attach the leash to her collar and lead her to the room.

As I take a seat in my chair she kneels at my side.
You can see the look of anticipation on her face.
She is wanting to badly to "Do" the slightest of things.
I smile at her and small talk ... delaying in tease.

Her expression is sad but she answers and maintains her positioning.
I finally smile and hook the other chain to her which lets her roam more of the house.
" I need a drink, my Slut. "
She's off to retreive it.

When she returns, not only is there a drink, but a snack she has fixed.
she kneels and lifts it to me while bowing lower....
I watch her full of appreciation and knowing
This is what she wants to do.

Looking closer I see she is also smiling and wet.
She has waited all day to do one thing.
Be of service to her Sir
And in that service is where my pleasure comes from.

[Logic1]

beautiful
lovely to hear of mutual trust and love.

[davidnhisgirl]

Wow wolf that is beautiful

Davids girl,
emi

[angelic.zest]

beautiful Wolf thanks for sharing!

[Guest 91108]

Thanks Logic1, davidnhisgirl, and az.

I'm probably going to be adding to it.. as the WV is interested in my view of things as they happened. easier to write then talk sometimes.

[jeanne]

Wow, that's really wonderful! I look forward to reading more - learning the Dom's view of the relationship - particularly the thoughts going through your mind - is very, very interesting to me. Thanks, Wolfscout!

[MajesticFae]

Lovely lovely. =)

[Guest 91108]

his_j and MajesticFae - thank you.

[^firefly^]

Wolfscout & Wolven_Vixen,

Thank you for sharing this wonderful little peek into what you do.

[Guest 91108]

Thanks Firefly. it does add..

[Guest 91108]

Jul 27 2007, 5:49 am / Devious

The Session
Because she had been so good ..
I hooked the leash and lead her to the bedroom.
I had already laid out what I wished to use and prepared the beam for her.

I bound her wrists to the pipe that was suspended.
Placed a cock gag on her and fastened around her head.
then I placed two adjusting clamps to her nipples ...taking
my time and doing it slowly so she could feel me toying with her breasts.
Placed a clit clamp on her and thumped it a few times listening to her gasps.
I grabbed the spreader bar and put it on her ankles fastening it secure.

Standing back up in front of her .. she looked at me with those doe eyes.
I placed a blindfold on her knowing that would excite her greatly.
then ear muffs to add to her sensation loss.

I moved behind her and stood there.
after a few minutes she began to tremble.. not from cold...
but from the excitement of what might come.

I picked up the buttefly vibe and placed it upon her clit and pulled the harness tight knowing it would press the clamp hard againt you she screamed behind the gag as i cinched it tightly.
The i reached back and began to play with her asshole.
I reached over to the cup and got a piece of ice and pressed it into her ass.
Smiling as she screamed in surprise.

Her hips were already working to the vibe and clamp
I grabbed her medium sized vibrating butt plug and lubed it...
Slide it inside her as she groaned behind the gag loudly.
Cutting it on medium...

I pulled the ear muff back a bit...
" I shall return soon." and laughed releasing it.
She Moaned long and hard as I walked out.

[jeanne]

Oh! I don't have words. Except maybe Wow!

[MajesticFae]

*drool* Yummy, love, simply yummy.

[Guest 91108]

Jul 27 2007, 5:23 pm / Horny
Session Part 2
I return to the room nearly 30 minutes later after a beer. <weg>

she is wiggling and moaning.. squirming..
wetness running down her legs...
I step closer and begin to trail my tongue up her leg ..
slurping the lovely cum juices from her...

This always drives me so wild with desire.
The evening is just getting warmed up good.

I pick up the chain i had laid in a bucket of ice while i drank my beer...
and begin to wrap her waist with it.
She groans and hollers from the extra coldness of the steel
on her warm undulating belly.
Criss-crossing her breasts with the chain and making a loop cross
over each nipple with clamp...
then i place a snap link to hold one end to the other.

The chain is wrapped tightly so her breathing is restricted a bit.
This makes her feel everything more and I intend to make use of it.

I stand still and watch my lovely.....
Knowing she is expecting more so I give her more.
I reach down and grab the vibrating plug
and begin to fuck her ass hard with it.

to be continued.

~~

Jul 28 2007, 2:28 am / Devious
Session part 3
As she did want more I planned to give her all she could stand.
I cut the butterfly vibe and the analvibe to high.
Shoving them both hard against her.. driving her...
pushing her closer to the edge to linger there.

I tell her
"You Will not Cum"
"You will not ask or beg"
"Wait to be told if told"

I could hear her whimpering from around the cock gag.
I knew what her eyes would be like behind the blindfold...
Pleading .. begging .. thinking she would do anything in the world to let me allow her to cum and soon.

I grab the chain she is wrapped with and begin to snatch her body roughly as i drive the vibes against her ....
Rocking her body hard in it's constraints.
I hear her scream around the gag.

Knowing she is very close I drive her more.

Pushing her.

She will not cum.

As much as she wishes she will fight it.

She has worked hard to get this far.. now she will work harder

I reach under the chains and snatch off a nipple clamp...
listening to her holler and see her face wrinkle up in pain.
then the other is snatched ...
I tweak and roll each nipple in turn.......
watching her....
measuring her limits....

to be continued.....

* smiles *

[MajesticFae]

Amazing again, Wolfscout.

[bad_kitty_77]

Wow, am quite enjoying this thread! Can hardly wait for the next update.

[tanis]

Your sub is amazing! Thanks for sharing the journey.

[Guest 91108]

session part 4
DATE: Jul 29 2007

Pushing her further along the edge , watching her ...
Always has such a strong effect upon me ..
Knowing if I make her wait to be pleased,
her pleasure intensity increases ...
and so will her desire for after I allow her to Cum.

So I keep up the pressure as I wish her to have a very hard long session.
And it has been .....
One she will think of often for quiet some time.
and which will thus keep her aroused and interested.
Not that that is a problem but she is a Wild Woman when her lust is aroused.
And the Wild Woman who has lost control and remains submissive is what I often push her too.

Her groans and moans have become very loud now.
Her undulations and hip thrusts have increased tempo.
She is almost where I know she can no longer hold back even if she tries.
And the Howling begins.
Ah....

Cum Now, my Slut.
Pushes her onward...
Driving her constantly...
Howls turn to screams as she cums as never before.
Ahh.. that's what I want .. Become my Wild Woman.

I remove the blindfold and muffs...
I take off the Butterfly vibe and the Clit clamp
and move to be behind her..
Pulling her hips back I Slide my maleness into her roughly...
Listening to her growls of pleasure....

Use me she begs.
Yes, I shall Use you, my Slut.
I pound into her mercilessly,
Slamming and hearing bodies slap together in
primordial passion.
Her growls become deeper as her pleasure builds again.
Building towards an ending we both seek.
I grab her head and snatchin it back harshly...
Cum with me, my Wild Woman.

And so we arrive at the dusk of a session.
I hold onto her a few moments..
Then remove the chains while she hangs in her restraints.
Then Slowly undo the spreader bar to her ankles, and
the ones to her arms and wrists.

Holding her.. Supporting her.. I lift her up and carry her to the bed.
laying her down gently... Covering her..
going around and laying on the other side ..
moving close so that I may be with My Wild Woman
as we both calm and let go of thoughts,
only sharing in the after emotions and consuming passion.

[bad_kitty_77]

Wow, I'm breathless...literally.

[suchaminx]

Wolf and Mrs Wolf

I have no words, wish there was some to describe how you have just made me feel, but I don't think there are

WOW, MMMMMMMMM, WOW - Thank you both so much for sharing x

love and hugs

minxy xx

[Guest 91108]

Smiles.
thanks bad_kitty_77 and minxy.

[Pertez]

:1850: :wow_nbs: That was Awsome Wolfscout enjoyed every word of it

Many thanks

[tessa]

How exceptionally wonderful to read about you two. :)

All the best!

tessa:wave:

[cadence]

Thanks Logic1, davidnhisgirl, and az.

I'm probably going to be adding to it.. as the WV is interested in my view of things as they happened. easier to write then talk sometimes.

Thanks for sharing this.
A Dom I know, used to write his experiences as well in another forum. It was so interesting to know what was going through his mind while he was playing with his sub.

A time will come when I will feel comfortable enough to express my sexual needs with my boyfriend...........I would most definately point him towards this story as it is real and full of the charged excitement that is shared between two people who care deeply for each other.

[Dorkalicious]

I just realized while I was reading that, your post and the song I was listening to climaxed at the same time.


:D

Thank you for sharing... Makes me all hot n stuff ;) For sure. Not to mention the pure passion in the end. *siiigh*

[jeanne]

Wow is still the only word that comes to mind. Thanks!

[Guest 91108]

Because of being a part of The Husband/Wife and the D/s relationship I have with Wolven Vixen .. And the Quality of our relationship......

This is a good place to put this post.

~~~

Yesterday, I sadly released Wolf's lilgirl. After numerous chances ... There were many reasons .. We parted as friends then .. if it remains so remains to be seen.

As much as I have a Need for space and time to be filled ...
I have replied to a PM with a very good response....which is close to what follows:
Please know I'm not taking any submissives online again. Possible ever.
nor will I train anyone.
And I will add to that that only the two besides WV in my sig will have any that Kind of closeness with me at all again ...
I value my time here ... what I have learned from others ... I hope I learn more...
I shall strive to devote more time to those who reciprocate my actions.
Those who understand that relationships are a cycle of give AND receive.. and to recieve on must give. Not that it needs to always be giving first...
but that to continue to receive means you give more than is necesary to get what you will. it's not always one for one. Sometimes you give just because. From both sides.

So, in closing..
When people part ways in a most difficult time .. That is mainly the business of the two. please allow them the chance to maintain friendship and work things out in solitude and privacy ... if it is possible.


I hope this post makes sense to those interested enough to read of it.
I am blunt in what I say. I do not gloss things over.
Some think there are hidden agendas. hidden goals.
There is only what is stated.
Simple as I strive to be a simple man.

[MajesticFae]

*hugs*

[Guest 91108]

Thanks for the hug, MajesticFae.
it's nice to see someone is unassuming and nondramatical.

[Guest 91108]

A little over a week ago , I added a daily task to WV.

I told her to write during lunch at work, something which could be done that night. Some Action we could take or something she could do for me...
the length didn't matter as much as she had to get the point across.

The has done so every day. I placed them in her notebook.. and plan to pull one out randomly each day and give her what she wrote.
She has become quite the kinky lil slut for me. grins.

Perhaps later I will share one of the activites she came up with.

I'm still gnawing on yesterdays. Rawrr.

[Logic1]

gotto love that *smiles*

[Guest 91108]

hrm.. some updates as she doesn't have time .. chuckles wickedly......

first note to add.. yes she had been doing her task properly...
and we've pulled them and made use of them.

second.. new interests with the lifestyle have come up.. and we are progressing nicely.

third..... yes I've noticed some changes in me as a Dom. some I like.. some i see are going to have to be evolved.

fourth... a big one.... Posted this on my MDS :

Someone asked me tonight if I was looking at all for a rl live-in slavegirl.. my answer was simple yes. But that sg is going to be one who is so different... and ..
No. do not ask to be for the answer will be "No" .
We're going to take our time.. WV and I.. and find that person we both want to share our home with. I don't care if it takes years. but I hope not.
now what that means is we have decided some time back that we are both some interested in a possible sg for us both. that part is cool. But mutually agreeing on that person will take considerable time and effort. Then there is the "nominee's" taking considerable time and effort to understand and all accept and decide upon constraints and rules...... is going to be a fun journey for all one day I'm hoping.

So we're are already in a best of many worlds scenario.. and it may go a step beyond what many dream to another reality. smiles wickedly.

[Logic1]

Interresting developments and I wish you guys the best of luck *smiles*

[jeanne]

That's quite a development! I wish you luck and speed with your search.

[Guest 91108]

:birthdays ;rose;

Today is WV's Birthday .. and Yes I made it a GRAND CELEBRATION !!!

So ...
she got chained to a cedar post today..
thought of burning at the stake ..
but I burned her up another way. :hubba:

[Wolven_Vixen]

* fans self .. rubs ass ... fans self ... rubs ass *

Yes, Sir. Burning up .... fans self ......

[Flaming_Redhead]

Happy birthday!

Wolfscout, you're evil. *grins*

[cadence]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

[Mishka]

Glad you had a very happy birthday Vixen!!!

[jeanne]

Happy birthday, WV. I hope you enjoyed your celebration!

[Guest 91108]

Happy birthday!

Wolfscout, you're evil. *grins*

Red, thinks ... why Yes I am. :4:

[Guest 91108]

I was told my new AV is evilness. chuckles.

[Logic1]

It is Wolf, but you need a big belt in those jeans to get that "truely evil look" :p

[Guest 91108]

I had just used that belt on her ass. she was strapped to the bondage bench i made.. see the Wolf's funtime thread. I'm uploading now.

[Logic1]

I kinda guessed that was the case lol
belts are awesome for spanking

[Guest 91108]

You……

From the moment I awake you,
Till you slide off to sleep,
My whole day is filled with
Thoughts of you.

I think of the hand which strokes my back
When I am sore.
The hand that rubs my head as only you can do
When I am stressed.

I think of our passionate times together
And how time seems to fly.
A weekend only seems like a few hours.
An hour isn’t enough to gaze upon you.

As you slide off to sleep,
I wrap around you and hug you tightly
Thinking of you and what you mean to me each day.

Do you know how lucky I feel to be part of your life?
How blessed I feel we are that we share things as we do?
Do you know the steel cable that runs from your soul to mine
So that we may never loose contact again ?

Larry 6/9/07

[Wolven_Vixen]

Thank You, Sir. I am honored.

[Wolven_Vixen]

Sorry i haven't been around much, but a big thank you to all who wished me a happy birthday!!

[Mishka]

We just like it when you can pop in to talk a bit. You're a pleasure to be around.

[Guest 91108]

Yesterday was a interesting day for WV me thinks.
Mix of iced chains....... then some ropes........ add in a vibe..
some spanks with various implements ..
Some time I leave her alone to gnaw on it some..
then go back and the warm up is done..
Time for more.......... :evil:

[Logic1]

sounds like lots of fun Wolf *s*

[Wolven_Vixen]

She presents no struggle as He binds her, for this is not a sacrifice she makes, but an offering. She gives herself freely to Him, with no reserve-- watching intently as He hooks and fastens--wraps and ties. As she watches Him, she is in awe, for He is the most incredible thing she has ever seen, and she loves Him. He checks and re-checks her restraints--- then the blindfold---and so it goes---on and on she gives herself because she needs to---she must.

Hours pass as He takes her ... in every way. He consumes her ... as they both fulfill one another's deepest desires. He takes all of her, because this is what she offers. When He is done, there is no part of her that has not been touched or tasted ...teased or tormented.

He slowly removes her restraints---unwrapping and untying---her body is limp and weak. He supports her as the last chain is undone, and gently picks her up and lays her on the bed, smoothing her hair as He takes off the blindfold. He wipes the sweat from her skin, and caresses her as if she were fine china that would break so easily if not handled carefully. He runs His hands lovingly along the curves of her body---looking at her---studying her ... as though she is the most beautiful thing He has ever seen. He checks and re-checks where her restraints had been, massaging as he goes.

She adores Him for the care and attention that He gives to her. There is nothing in else on the Earth but these two souls----giving to one another---making the circle complete. She is His, and He takes her. He gives His love to her, and she accepts it thankfully---because it is not a sacrifice that He makes, but an offering.

[annie]

*sighs* mmmmm how lovely....

[Mishka]

That is beautiful, and I can picture every bit of the love and care.

[Guest 91108]

smiles at WV.

Loves ya, Babe.

[suchaminx]

Mrs Wolf - wow and wow again

thank you for sharing that - it was incredible reading

love and hugs

minxy xx

[Wolven_Vixen]

Thanks to just annie, Mishka and minxy. Y'all are very kind.

...and to Sir...i love You mostest. *grins*

[Guest 91108]

Grins back.

[cariad]

Mrs Wolf, that was beautiful. I touches the magic of submission.

cariad

[Wolven_Vixen]

Thank you, cariad.

[ladygstar]

*Smiling and in awe of not only the beauty of your words but the beauty of both your experiences*

[Wolven_Vixen]

Thank you ladygstar. Sometimes, i am in awe myself, because i am a part of something so beautiful. i know that i have been given a gift, and i am very grateful for it.

[Guest 91108]

We are thankful to have each other. smiles.

There are times when I have to think back and remember what it was like before I met WV, to truly know what being alone and not a part of life I was.

This woman has given me life, meaning, cause to continue...
my disability problem would surely have won out and I would have given up.
I know sometimes I get very close to that now.
Sometimes I overlook the true value of what we have, But Never will it be forgotten or unappreciated , nor will I not return that which comes my way .. many times over.
That cycle is what feeds our relationship. first as friends.. then as more.. much more...

Hugs my Babe to me tightly, Cherishing her for the diamond she has always been.

[rach]

Beautiful words from both of you :)

[Guest 91108]

Thanks rach.

[Echoes]

This is beautiful, thank you both for sharing so much!

~hugs~

[Guest 91108]

an update to smile for.

Today Marks one year of WV's submission.
I have been very happy with her gift this whole past year.
I have often wondered how come I didn't seek it earlier and she has asked often how come I didn't snatch her into it sooner.
The timing was all wrong before.
She had to be ready..
She had to be willing...
And mosty she had to want..
Yes .. she had to know she wanted what she did not have.

We have often discussed this during the last year, and often
we have watched others come and go... change partners etc.
Perhaps because we already had a good marriage with few problems if any to mention is the reason things have moved for us nicely.
Not to say there have not been problems but problems are part of life.
There is no "Cinderella syndrome" going on here. smiles.
I do not know of any other two that are as real world as we are with what we do.
I have attempted numerous online relationships .. as I am poly...
but.. i have not found the match that endures yet.
I think it to be the most difficult if one is serious, honest and truthful.
perhaps there is no one for me/us. (us because we are searching for a triad member but it's not looking good.)

anyways.... There's not much we have not delved into..
We've both delved into and learned that neither of us are much into heavy Sadism and masochism but that doesn't mean that bondage and impact tools are not necessary. :icon176:
I will never have unused chains or ropes... and my hand, paddles and floggers are guaranteed to never collect dust. * chuckles insanely *

WV has been busy and rarely gets online anymore.. usually just to read what I need to show her. ( I keep a her very busy lil girl. <weg> )

[MajesticFae]

Congrats to you both, love. *hugs*

[Mishka]

A belated happy anniversary to you two. :)

[Silus]

Once again you two are very lucky! This may be a stupid question, but on page 5 of this thread you stated you were looking for another live in....has anything progressed with that?

[Guest 91108]

Once again you two are very lucky! This may be a stupid question, but on page 5 of this thread you stated you were looking for another live in....has anything progressed with that?

Yes, I feel we are very lucky. We trod on through most drama that others create. I've had some bunglers too.
Yes, we are still looking for triad member if it ever happens. But.. that doesn't look hopeful. Most who contact me about it have this grand illusion thing going on.. they're not thinking about it in a real situation.
So I don't mention it much. Still have not taken another online sub.. as if i take another she will have to know I expect it to mesh with real life. period.

[sisterhoney61 {RW}]

*wavies to her fellow South Carolinian* Congratulations to Y/you both, Sir. I am glad that Y/you have found what Y/you both want and need. It's a very beautiful thing when that happens. I have been with my Master for a long time now and O/our relationship continues to grow and develop even after all these years. Blessings to You and your one, Sir.

[Guest 91108]

Couple updates due.
We had a 10 year anniversary back in June.
( yeah I've not been posting much here lately )
Still haven't taken anyone online or mix -- Though I am considering one;
name to come later if it works out.

hrm.. we just moving along I reckon..
enjoying ourselves.

~ Wolf

[Guest 91108]

Better late than not at all but....

Rads is mine . Aug 14 2008, 8:47 am
Today is the official first day that I have accepted Radiance as mine.
My being jaded , this was a difficult obstacle for me to overcome.
Past relationships .. Of many kinds and levels have tainted my thoughts on them
We have known each other for several years, only recently conversing more often.
Getting to know each other more.

I have found her to be compassionate, understanding , warm? and we have very similar needs and experiences.
We are the same age.. And though they must be explored more.. I think we have similar interests so perhaps we are very in synch with each other.

I look forward to the time we will share with each other as an only online relationship..
It is doubtful we shall meet due to our situations? I had been wanting someone with whom a mix was possible. But I need her now. And I feel she needs me.
Wants even.

She has brought a smile back to me when she appears. I have needed that kind of smile.
She has shown me that she wishes to please, and give without my having to be concerned or worried on what is to come as I have done in the past.

She will be filling a need that I have and time that I have to give someone who will be appreciative of that time and responsibility. I wish to show her that someone can be nice and still be Dominant with her. Watch over her.. Help her in the ways which I am able.

I have a strong need to have someone with whom I can be both open and Dominant.. Someone who understands that this need is more than just a mere physical craving.. It's a mental desire. Something needed for me to function . It's not about being sadistic or being sexual.. Those are fringe benefits. Chuckles. She Will be This person.

I shall end for now with :

Radiance , You are Mine.
I'm proud to have you.
~ Wolf.

[Guest 91108]

well easy come easy go.
Radiance and I split ways... just now posting this.. sorry it's rather late.....