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years ago is truly when it all began. I was living in Beaverton (yeah, yeah, i know, the lesbo living in beaverton, realllll funny) Oregon and I decided to take my interest into BDSM past the part where i read some stories on nifty and then get myself off. An acquaintance of mine mentioned being into the scene and we were going to check out some clubs (which are apparently plentiful in portland) to see what it's all about. until i found out she was into bloodletting and that freaked me out. Now, ...

which is why i've been avoiding it. life has been crazy and I have been avoiding a lot lately. Currently I'm avoiding school work by blogging. The circle never ends.

So after the initial, "hey this could work" with my Domme, we wasted no time in trying it out. We had played around with spanking and biting before and we both have extremely dirty mouths when it comes to sex, but never in a distinguished domme/sub sort of way. And sex has been an issue with us due to her teeny tiny ...

i am sorry, but for a couple questions, i seemed to have made a mistake and put "yes" for ones i have never done. maybe it is because they are things i would love to try...

these are the things i put "yes" to accidently:
Fantasy gang-rape: no 5
Fisting (vaginal): no 5
Following hand signals: no 5

For each item, you need to provide two answers:
First write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity.
Mark N/A if it does not apply to your gender.
Next, indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0
to 5.

NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit).

0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don't ...

"Good girls keep diaries...bad girls don't have the time..." - Mae West

I'm an avid diarist. I love writing, especially erotic fiction and fantasy. There was a time when I was far too embarrassed to share these stories with anybody. They are, afterall, a peek into my mind and some of the dark recesses within. But you'll see all that for yourself if you choose to follow my scribblings here.

The nature of "truth" has boggled the minds of philosophers ...

Made a few changes.. cant think of a good name to change to tho..

any thoughts?

love xx

I submitted this story to the Library, but I thought I'd post it here as well. Leave a comment with your thoughts, criticisms, suggestions, etc. I totally welcome everything.

The World On Her Knees

This story is about an FBI agent who gets caught up in a snuff slavery racket in Iran. There will be lots of twists and turns, hopefully.

Chapter 1

I’m watching a video. I can’t believe what I’m seeing.
Picture Jesus on the cross. Picture ...

One year ago I was searching for information, and that search led me to a little website we all know, love and affectionately refer to as "the library".

In the past year I have learned much and grown even more. I've made many friends that persist both here and off-line. I've seen new people join and enjoyed watching them grow in their own journey as I have and continue to do.

I found the library at a time in my life when it was exactly what I needed and ...

Hey there,

It's kinky lil' me. I have a hobby of reviewing sex toys so I'll be givin' y'all updates on all the newest vibes and equipment, in addition to some make-it-yourself stuff.


Over and out

I almost entitled this one thoughts of a madman, but it didn't sound right.

I was in a very public location on Sunday, with a lot of sitting down and standing up. A young lady in front of me was wearing a dress with ties around the waist on it, it was untied, she was holding her hands behind her back gripping each elbow with the opposite hand. I thought to myself how good she would look if her hands were tied behind her back with the ties on her dress.