satisfied

I am about to celebrate the two year anniversary of my collaring next month. YAY! Who knew I could still be this happy? Sire is a wonderful man and together we are an amazing couple.

I recently forayed into the Top side. I am lucky enough to have found a very willing sub who totally adores me. He is young and curious, I have enough experience to be good for him, yet little enough that this is also an exploration for me. We all have to start somewhere. I am lucky because I live with ...

i can see that it has been way too long since i have posted an update here. About a year actually!

In that time i have left my old Master, found a new one, and in doing so have discovered my happy place! We have been together for about 10 months now and life just keeps getting better and better!

~slave sirenity~

Last night Master and I were playing and he decided to use the wartenberg wheel on me. I was laying there naked while he rolled the wheel across my skin. Over my chest and stomach, down my legs over other yummy parts. This was all met with a mixture of pain and pleasure on my part. I had a difficult time staying still as he ran it over my clit because I was cold and shivering. I must say I was very nervous at that point. Not that he would hurt me, but that I would jerk because I was cold and hurt ...

Wow. I think I see a pattern in this title. The thing is that I could write endlessly about the new experiences that I have been having since I met Master. He has even had me start a list, which we both enjoy looking back at and going...Damn! He is really corrupting me! (or was that just my thought? *shrugs* hmm..oh well. moving on.)

After practically falling to my knees at Master's feet shortly after we met. (a new feeling for me) I have been bombarded with so many new feelings ...

Okay so i have always hated shopping. i absolutely despise shopping of any kind, no matter why it is necessary.

So when Master ordered me to go shopping for a school girl outfit that i am to wear when he gets home in a couple of weeks, you can imagine my less than entusiastic approach to this particular task. To avoid having to travel from store to store in a vain attempt to find the appropriate clothing (in December in the northern US) i asked a local lifestyle friend where she ...

It seems that just when i think my life is going in one direction that it takes a sharp turn the other way. I have met many Doms. Have befriended some. Have been hit on by some. Yet had not found a single one that i wanted to submit to. Until recently.
I met the man whom i believe with all my heart is meant to be my Master. We had an instant connection that I have never had with anyone. He makes me want to submit to him just by growling a few words at me. *smiles* i get all squirmy just ...

I am so happy right now. Who knew that living alone could make me feel so lighthearted? I haven't been this happy since.......well, since the last time i lived alone. *grins* I guess i'm just not the marrying type. That's okay though, a good friends has pointed out to me that it doesn't mean i'm broken it just means that i'm me. And that is by no means a bad thing. It is so wonderful to bo surrounded by friends and family who want nothing more from me than for me to just be me. I am taking this ...

OK, so just to give an update so that i'm not getting anymore advice onthis subject,(thank you to those who tried to help. i do appreciate it) BD has moved out. Turns out that we just really, really don't like eachother and it has just been pure stubborness that has kept us from admitting it up to this point. He seems to be okay. I'm okay. it's amazing but we are acting better toward eachother now than we were when we thought we were spending the rest of our lives together. I have long wondered ...

So, i don't think BD is interested in bdsm at all. In fact i am getting the distinct impression that he thinks i'm a little twisted for being turned on by it at all. Seems like he's barely tollerating topping me. I told him what i liked and he did it for me once. I think it kind of turned him off, so i'm just gonna let it go. He tried that's all a person can ask for right? I kind of wish i'd never said anything about it. Having tasted it a little and then knowing that i'll never have it again is ...

I have been married for six years and generally having sex with my husband means that I am going to have at least one orgasm. He is a very agressive person by nature. I want him to top me and I need help figuring out how to get him to want to do it. It seems like he's embarassed to order me around in the bedroom.