sweetlynaughty

I still hear your voice echo in my head
I think of you and us as I lie in bed

Every night my demons sing me a sad lullaby
I try to block them out but they hum until I cry

Your once precious words now fill me with sorrow
I hug myself whimpering your name and hope for a brighter tomorrow

How could I have once been your constant and center
Now my tears fall like raindrops when I read your old letter

Your comforting jokes ...

I feel his warm whisper against my neck right below my ear, “I want you to do something for me; you’ll be scared and self-conscious but do it anyway.”

Immediately my heart pounds hard against my chest and I feel his hand tighten around me pulling me flush against his body. The palm of his hand warm right under my left breast; his thumb stroking my nipple. My body goes limp and I know instantly….we know instantly, that I am his and I will gladly do anything he commands of me.
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Kneeling at his feet always feels like home. His eyes on me when he looks down at me when he’s taking a break from work; I could sit here for hours, I love the content look on his face when he looks at me at his feet. We both know I belong here.

It never lasts that long though, and that’s my next favorite part of being with him.

His sudden command to me, “Stand.” My breath catches, and I know exactly how he expects me to stand. Facing him, my legs spread wide, ...

I long to belong to a strong Dominant man
Someone that wants me with my flaws, scars, and mixed up pain
I want him tell me everything will be alright
Please take away this lonely pain and replace with bright light

The hope I once had now replaced with despair
I fear that my Dom will never be here
I require too much time and effort I’ve told more than once
Please train me to be a better sub that doesn't require so much

I long to please ...

Hi Everyone!

I wanted to let everyone know that I have updated my name from mpellegrino to sweetlynaughty. Hope you like the change!

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In my perfect world it would be you

In my perfect world we would be true

Your voice in my head is all I would know

Your control over me my submission would glow



Pleasing you always is all I’d desire

My obedience is something you’d always admire

At your feet is where I’d belong

In my presence you’d always feel strong



Commands you’d whisper to me ...

Hey Everyone,

Well, I've been here over a year and I finally started a new thread. I would love for you to check it out and respond:

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/sh...for-Submission

I have been on the site since April, 2010 and have learned many things, met many people, and experienced so much.

One thing I struggle with is the disappearing act. People I see week after week, month after month, and then….nothing. They are gone as if they never existed, the only evidence behind is what they left, a profile, maybe blogs and the saddest…the people, friends or Doms/subs left mourning their loss. Is a quick email really too much to ask?!? A simple explanation or ...

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i have always known that i was lucky to have Red Dragon as my Master. He is so kind, intelligent, funny, sexy, dominate (yes he does have an alter ego), and loving. *hands everyone a barf bag – LOL* Red Dragon has been my Master for about three months and we have already been through ...