sweetlynaughty

We always envision how things in our life will develop but in order to survive and grow we must adjust to the unexpected.

I know why I feel hurt and betrayed but it doesn't make me feel any less humiliated.
I know it's not all his fault or not all my fault but it hasn't made me stop chastising myself for making assumptions.
Trust is something I give too freely at times and get hurt too often for giving.
Suck it up, deep breath, forgive both of us. I have to push this aside and go to work now...

Sir...

I kneel before you with my head down
I kneel before you wearing a frown

You keep telling me it's not time pet
You keep telling me of why we met

We talk for hours almost every night
We talk for hours until I cause a fight

I keep reaching out to you hoping you'll give in
I keep reaching out you knowing it's a sin

You have been patient and been kind
You must be wondering if I've ...

The situation's all critical
You've got to look first before you go
If you wasn't too sure then now you know
The situation is all critical

Wait, okay, you've got to look before you go
Wait, okay, you've got to look before you go
Deep into the darkness where I hide

The monsters all buried down deep inside
You never know when they're satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don't shine
The monsters are buried down ...

I don't understand people that play games. Why can't people just be honest, say what you mean, mean what you say.

Why do people betray you?
Why do people lie to you?
Why do people deny it when you ask...why?
Why can't people just stand by their word?
Why don't people realize it is unacceptable to lie to me, to deceive me, to betray me?

Why do I forget sometimes that some people lack the characteristics of loyalty, sincerity, compassion, ...