Hello wolf, I just came across a posting you made some time back on a now abandoned thread. I was wondering how you have been and if you were able to finally submit the way your heart wished for. I know what you mean about having the desire to be a slave but not able to fully be one. I hope you were or are moving in that direction. Sometimes it is the things that are worked for the hardest that are the most rewarding in our life. Cheers. ~moco~