For my Once Controlling Dom
by
, 01-19-2014 at 11:36 PM (2386 Views)
I still hear your voice echo in my head
I think of you and us as I lie in bed
Every night my demons sing me a sad lullaby
I try to block them out but they hum until I cry
Your once precious words now fill me with sorrow
I hug myself whimpering your name and hope for a brighter tomorrow
How could I have once been your constant and center
Now my tears fall like raindrops when I read your old letter
Your comforting jokes still make smile
But my pain is still here and it has been for a while
This time there was no email to warn me that you were leaving
Just silence day after day and the lost state of a lonely grieving
I am lost and aimless without your dominance guiding over me
I cannot accept my gift of submission to you was not meant to be