Sirs_GoodGirl (Whyteknyght)
Collared by Whyteknyght

Age

53

About Sirs_GoodGirl (Whyteknyght)

BDSM Role:

Submissive 90%/Domme 10%

Gender:

Female

Status:

HIS sub/his Domme

BDSM Interests:

Spanking, flogs, collars & leashes, being controlled. Serving my mate and earning his "good girl" when I please him.

A Bit About Yourself:

RETICENTLY back as I've been inundated by truly lovely people telling me I shouldn't leave just because someone is a total asshole here to me and says disgusting things to me. Only, of course, when it's just me and him or a couple of people who are too weak to stand up and say "HEY" that's not RIGHT!". I did. And I got slammed for it.
It messed me up so badly I literally lost it. Bad timing, and worse treatment by this..predator...just all came together at once and it took me so low it's unbelievable. But my lovely, dear, sweet friends are here, and they've sent me dozens of "Don't Leave! He's a piece of crap, and has no pull over you! We miss you!" so here I am. And *&^k you, you piece of garbage. I truly hope you never come near me again.

Not really sure I can call myself submissive, YET....just beginning to explore this with a new lover, he is as new as I am to it and finding he quite likes being dominant...541-984 4781 .I've always had a huge curiosity about BDSM, and have had some brief experiences with men who were into humiliating me. But they really meant it, and that was awful. My new guy loves women, adores me, but can be very VERY debasing during sex, very controlling, which is a huge turn on. So far, nothing but skype/phone (long distance relationship!) in this manner, when we did spend time together in person, it was very loving, as it was our first time together.
I'm interested in being ....OWNED by him, in bed, sometimes. I think. I also am interested in spanking (he did that to me and for the first time I didn't have the urge to laugh at the person spanking me for being timid), flogging, ties, and anything else that would make me feel like I belong to him. But I'm scared. And I don't know how I'll react when he flogs me for the first time. Or ties me up. Thank god we are very open about it to each other and I know he would never actually hurt me, that if I find myself uncomfortable with anything he'd immediately fix it.
I'm looking for guidance. I do not want a full master/slave lifestyle, simply to escape the control I have to have over myself all the time in life, and let him take over, follow his lead...let him calm the anxiety and doubt that seem to follow us all at times. He calms me, he centers me, and when he tells me "good girl", for doing what he "suggests", I am filled with joy, and peace, and pride.