Welcome to the BDSM Library.
sex hikaye porno sex izle
Tab Content
  • Phenyx's Avatar
    3 Days Ago
    I understand that communication is one of the key points of any relationship. i also understand that being open and honest is one of the many fundamental necessities in building any relationship be it vanilla or bdsm. I mean, if you cannot be open, honest and trust the one you are with then what is the point. But is there a point when being too open, too honest, too trusting is more damaging then it is helpful? I am often told that if truths are to cause anger and upset that the person I am with is obviously not for me and I understand this too. But still, I do have to wonder if there is a point in which lines should be drawn when some of the truths that you share can be in fact damage the faith or realness to a newly budding relationship. I mean... of coarse 'eventually' these truths will have to come out but when is the appropriate time exactly? Do you wait until you know the person well enough to know how they will handle such truths and hope that the truth you hide will not overwhelm or blindside them? Do you just blurt it all out and hope for the best because at least they know from the get go what they are dealing with so there is no confusion later on as to why they threw their hands up in the air and walked away because in reality? the truth was in fact overwhelming and too much for them to handle. And what do you do if one of these truths can be turned on you as a weapon but at the same time can become a very serious blindside if not warned what that truth is before it is smacking them in the face? Do you still hold tight to the truth to try to save yourself and hope for the best when it rears it's ugly little head in the future? And what if the truth breeds so much complication that it has them slowly bringing their hands up and backing away because lets face it? Who likes 'that' much complications. Do you still share it and when? in the beginning so you know what you are both getting into or do you wait a while until you get to know them before you toss the complication card out and hope they don't run away screaming? My next curiousity is, is if you hide so many truths then how are you to truly get to know someone? how can trust be established if you cannot be free to give everything you are even if that everything can sometimes be a nasty cold bite of reality? The truths i speak of are not the simple ones like 'Oh by the way? I'm naturally blond and just dye my hair brown because i like how it makes my eyes pop' or the 'Oh by the way I spent 5 years in the pen for stealing a car' kind of truths. I'm talking truths that are the very make up of the person you are, the person you live with every day, the person you see when you look in the mirror and know that the truth behind that reflective glass is not as pretty as we can hope it to be. These truths will unlock the understanding of the person you are and without these truths? then the person you show is only part of what you see when you look in that mirror. and i am talking truths that cannot be hidden, truths that will raise up and make themselves known even without words, truths that you cannot hide because they are part of who you are. These truths are what can break you, destroy you, or set you free... so when do you speak of these truths exactly?
    0 replies | 21 view(s)
No More Results

5 Visitor Messages

  1. View Conversation
    All your posts are gone!
    Can you still write to me here?
  2. View Conversation
    Nope, you didn't come across as wanting anything more than word banter.
    And that's what I'm looking for here as well. Frankly what I'm looking for is to discuss the "insides" of BDSM and maybe make some nice connections with some nice people. This means sharing and discussing some pretty intimate stuff. And that's actually dangerous business because it is way too easy to get carried away with sharing intimate stuff and obsessed (get carried away) with the person with whom you are sharing and discussing that intimate stuff. (Been there, done that). In high school I knew a girl who eventually turned into a leatherdyke and spokesqueer. She had a regular BDSM column in a publication. I looked her up back in the summer and she said she's happy to discuss. She is probably the only "real life" person that I feel safe to discuss BDSM with. Safe: 1 because she knows kink and 2 because we wouldn't be sexually attracted to each other. (I know she's a dyke. Her words) I contacted her again recently and she has no time. So I came here to this forum to get a chance to discuss matters of this personal nature (hopefully without getting carried away)

    I found your presentation completely respectful. No worries.
  3. View Conversation
    Hi Phenyx
    I've enjoyed your questions too! You're a good writer.
    I'm married and committed to my wife. I'm not looking for an affair. I'm looking to discuss philosophy and psychology in, but not limited to, BDSM. In general, BDSM is not my wife's favorite topic. I'm very willing and wanting to go deep and talk about that innermost stuff. You seem very good at expressing that innermost stuff.
    You've said in your profile you're not looking for Mr Right and not looking for cybersex. Suits me fine. But even if you decide you're looking for a dom, I'm not your guy.
    Scot68
  4. Thank you just_ine I too hope more will answer and i'm glad you enjoyed them. And no worries I have LOTS more where those came from.
  5. Hi!

    I enjoyed your questions on the forum. I hope more people will answer and that you will keep asking!

    J
Showing Visitor Messages 1 to 5 of 5
About Phenyx

Basic Information

About Phenyx
BDSM Role:
Submissive
Gender:
Female
Status:
looking
BDSM Interests:
Not sure yet. Still exploring but will update as soon as I know
A Bit About Yourself:
curious in nature, open minded, honest, can be a bit bratty at times, a little intimidated of power exchange but not enough to hide, i do not question being submissive rather 'how' to be, friendly and unafraid of life, can be a little challenging at times, i love sharing smiles, inquisitive so i tend to ask a lot of questions, over thinker, respectful, a touch of exhibitionist, playful in nature, not really shy, and.. not sure what else to say so if i've missed something? Please feel free to ask.
Vanilla Interests:
Reading, long walks
Location:
In the mountains,USA

Statistics


Total Posts
Total Posts
16
Posts Per Day
0.15
Visitor Messages
Total Messages
5
Most Recent Message
12-17-2016
General Information
Last Activity
3 Days Ago
Join Date
12-07-2016

7 Friends

  1. Funsize Funsize is offline

    Registered User

    • Send a message via Yahoo to Funsize
    Funsize
  2. Gatekeeper Gatekeeper is offline

    Banned

    Gatekeeper
  3. PaDom PaDom is offline

    Registered User

    PaDom
  4. Scot68 Scot68 is offline

    Registered User

    Scot68
  5. Selash Selash is offline

    Workaholic.

    • Send a message via Yahoo to Selash
    Selash
  6. switchbunny87 switchbunny87 is offline

    Banned

    switchbunny87
  7. TigersView TigersView is offline

    Registered User

    TigersView
Showing Friends 1 to 7 of 7
No results to show...

Back to top