Hellow, I am new to the board...I've been here just a few weeks now. I've met some of you in Chat and have spent quite a bit of time reading on the message boards. This is such an accepting and inviting sight!
I am a submissive, always have been, but only in the past year have I explored it in a sexual context. It was always there, but I was afraid of it really, and didn't quite know how to place it in my life. My fantasies had always fostered around BDSM but still it scared me and I felt rather embarrased to want such things.
Then I settled into a happily married traditional wife role and was quite happy for many years. Then about 2 years ago, I felt the need to reaquant myself with "me"...not as a wife or mother or nurse, but as simply myself. So my journey here started a few years ago...as I started my self rediscovery, I became quite honest with myself about what I wanted physically, emotionally, sexually...I didn't want to be just the cookie cutout that I had become. Thru lots of tears and many emotional lows, my husband and I opened our relationship. This has been the most adventurious challenge I have ever taken on...but the end results are worth it.
One of the things that I finally accepted was desires for BDSM scene...and accepting it as part of me and now I don't think I could ever look back! I have an amazing husband whom I share so much with...but BDSM is not part of he and I. And right now, I don't want that with him...I suspect I never will. I do have My Sir. He has been part of my life for over a year now...he is married, much more experienced in this lifestyle and has been an amazing and wonderful teacher and master. I do have so much to learn. Even better though, He is my friend, whom I respect, admire and trust. He is my safe place
So there you have it...Wife to an amazing husband, mother of 3, collared submissive to My Sir, RN, soccer/hockey/cheering mom, Brownie leader. So there is me..feeling amazingly lucky to have the things that I have in my life!
Please say hi!
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