Vitriol

God I feel so lonely tonight
An empty house once full of light
So many dreams shattered
What could have been lies in tatters

Futile anger boils inside
As the old and the new coincide
The perfect new plan falls into place
And all I can think is what a waste

Across the other side of the country a guru you seek
And all I see is that you are so fucking weak
Emotionally immature he said
And you ate it up like so much bread

This dream, this nightmare never ends
Oh but we will be the best of friends
You screwed me all these years
While playing on all my fears

Well fuck you and all your plans
They are just like so many other scams
My heart is now cased in stone
Enjoy your life as you live alone

The venom I spit cleanses me
And very very soon I will be free
Your chains that bound
Have joined so many others on the discard mound

All those times it was convienient to keep me down
And have me be your marionet clown
Are gone forever and forever gone
Find someone else to suck dry and lean on.

Hugs.........

so sorry for your pain.. hugs Sir

snow

Thanks snowflake, wasn't pretty but I'm over it now. Poetry is such good therapy as is talking and I have some great friends with big ears. LOL.