My Special Girls

I've been around in the lifestyle since I was 16 or so - I'm past 60 now. I've known a few girls - never been one for quantity, I've always preferred quality. The relationships I've had have been intense and sweet. Life intruded - careers and the like - which pulled relationships apart in the past.

For all that the initial relationship with "c" has collapsed, something good has come out of it. Something better than good.

So this thread isn't a thread as much as a tribute to the two girls who I found while trying to establish a poly relationship with the one who is gone.

I met two girls - rosebud and twilight. They are very different in some ways - and very similar in others. For those of you who have read thrall's piece on clusters - that happened with both rosebud and twilight...not just from my end - but from theirs as well. I feel like I have known both of them all my life - and have been searching for them all my life as well. They complete me - a feeling I've never had before.

I just can't imagine life without both of them in my life. I'm not speaking as a dominant - I'm speaking as a man who has fallen in love with the two most wonderful girls I have ever had the joy of meeting. A man who has fallen deeply and completely in love with two women who make my heart sing, add bounce to my step and make my days shine. They are my family...rosie/twilight/Whippett - twilight/rosie/Whippett - Whippet and his two most special and wonderful ladies...beautiful girls whose smiles make me feel like I could take on the world and win.

Rosie, Twilight - thank you both for being in my life, for giving me a joy and contentment I've never had before in over 60 years of life. I love you both with everything I am and will ever be, and look forward to spending the rest of my life loving you both and being loved by you both - a family! My family - incomplete without both of you in it!

Girls, the sun rises, fresh in the glow of your smiles. My heart is reborn in the sounds of your laughter, the gentle cadence of your voices. My life is given meaning by the touch and sounds and scents of your presence.

Both loved, equally. I am defined, I define myself, in the love I have for both of you; in the love you give me back so sweetly.

Rosebud-Twilight / Twilight-Rosebud: the two women I have waited all my life to find. Thank you both for loving me, for coming into my life, for being who you are: sisters to each other, the loves of my life. Each year that passes will be a joy and pleasure - basking in your love - loving you both with all that I am and will ever be. Both of you are so very vital and needed - now - 10 years from now - and for as long as I draw breath (and I intend to be around for a very long time, girls, a very long time indeed!).

I just want and need to say this as publicly as I know how. Rosebud, Twilight, I need you both in my life. I need your love and presence each and every day to feel whole. And I thank you both with all I am that you feel the same about me.

Thank you both for loving me, for consenting to be my girls.

Until the stars grow cold, and time ends, I will love you and need you in my life, my left and right, my front and back, my partners, lovers and so very cherished loves.

I can't match the beauty of the words with my own Master, but I love you so very much and these lyrics describe some of what I feel. I don't know who wrote them but Ricky Martin sang them and they resonate with me in a way I never expected they could until now.

I am Made of You

I came a long way From out of nowhere I stand before you
All alone Like a wolf's cry in the distance
I heard the calling Of your soul
Oh... I hear you cryin'

[CHORUS:] With your love Show me how to live
'Cause you are made of me
And I am made of you With your life
Show me how to give You are made of me
And I am made of you

We'll walk together
Through the fire
Through the darkness
To the sun
Like two raging rivers full of passion
At the ocean We are one
Oh... I hear you cryin'

[REPEAT CHORUS]

I am made of you You are made of me
And everything you are
Is what I'm meant to be I am made of you
You are made of me And everything I am
Is what you made of me Oh... I hear you crying
Oh... Through the darkness To the light:

[CHORUS]

With your heart
Show me what is true
'Cause you are made of me
And I am made of you With your soul
Walk my spirit through
You are made of me
And I am made of you
Oh... I hear you crying through the darkness, through the light

that was heartfelt and beautifully written.
thank you for sharing your love for those fantastic women of your life with us
:)

I am really lost here. Nothing new in that. *laffs*

I am glad Rosie and Twilight make You happy. I love to see my friends happy, and You have been a wonderful friend to me. Hope it's ok to say that. Welcome Twilight and Rosie.

If at all possible, please give c my love.

*Hugs*

Wow, beautiful words from a very lovely man! Both girls are blessed to have you in their lives, as you are blessed to have them. I am so very happy for you all!

*smiles* my heart too sings with joy and the smile on my face at this moment is unwavering.
Am so happy for you A/all. You three are very special people and deserve the best in eachother and your journey together as a family and as partners, in life and the lifestyle.

hugs and kisses and snuggles

angel xx

What a lovely post. You're a lucky man and they're lucky ladies.

my Dearest Master -

i had been waiting for You for three years, and just when i thought i would give up and remain single, we entered into each others lives and things haven't been the same since!

So much has happened, so quickly! You have made me so incredibly happy, and i can't wait to wake up each morning knowing it is a day we will share. i too, can not imagine my life without You, Master. i have fallen deeply in love with You, and am looking forward to the journey we are on, one in which i can see no end in sight.

i can feel the wonderful words You have written, and i can see them in Your eyes when You look at me in Your special way, which causes my breathing to quicken with excitement. And when You touch me, oh my goodness, my submissive world spins so much that i need to hold onto You to keep my balance! i love You so much and i wonder, at night, when we are holding onto one another, how this all came to be and i agree with You about "clusters"...that it was supposed to happen, was meant to be and i am so fortunate to be with You!

You are an absolutely wonderful, fantastic Man and Master and i thank You for expressing so beautifully, what is in Your heart...a heart that is so huge and filled with so much love that the happiness you give to others has included my new sister, twilight, whom we are about to meet in person, whom i already love and who will complete our lives as a family!

i love You!

rosie

PS: i would have posted this sooner, but i've been tied up *weg*.

rosie, twilight - you are both eloquent and beautiful ladies - I love you both :bigkiss:

AWWW so happy for you all!!! Wishing you all a long and happy future!

Whip, Rosie, & Twilight lovely and heart felt thread. I wish you all the best life has to give all of you.

I know that you will bring out the best in each other. I wish you many wonderful years filled with laughter and joyous memories to cherish.

btw...i am very envious. i hope that if and when my Master and i find our third that she is as wonderful as your two beautiful ladies.

Hugs to all of you.
With Love,
Shy