Relinquishing by MyOwnWorstEnemy

Relinquishing

Sever Depression
Disquiet reflection
Still indifference
Unbroken Utter hopelessness
Underlying the haggard appearance
Of uninspired existence
Of one who is...
But isn't
Withdrawn from enthusiasm
& jadedly going through the motions
Destitute by means of self-deprivation
Sustaining life listlessly
As if out of obligation
All the time festering within
Suicidal tendencies
& broken wanting
Lacking The will to be
Distant happiness Self-esteem
& the stagnancy
Of long standing dreams
Embodying insufficient means
To make amends
With this tormenting
Feeling Of relinquishing