With regret

I need to apologize to my Miss, I’m sorry Miss that some regrettable things happened, and they wont happen again. I disrespected you, and let things get out of hand when they shouldn't have. I should have known how you would feel about what was going on and said something to make sure what I knew you would want to happen happen. I didn’t think, I thought of nothing but myself and instant gratification at the expense of you. I should have done things differently, I should have used my head and kept you and what you would want in the forefront of my mind, which I didn’t do. I allowed myself to be used in a why that was disrespectful to you, and put you in a bad light, something that I should never do. What I did was serious , a significant breach of the trust you give to me, and the trust you put in me last night. I know I don’t deserve you, and I deserve any punishment you give me, I just hope you still want me.