humiliate me with stories and piss

I'm still new at this and find that I can't actually do humiliating acts in public. However, if you think you can write me stories to get me off and give me ideas on how to priviately humiliate myself with my own piss, I would be very grateful. I love stories that involve: piss, rape (even though it's never really rape because the girl, me, always wants it...), group, humiliation, and even some bestiality. As for the piss, I used to just piss in the tub and roll around in it, or piss in a container and pour it on myself but I find I'm getting a bit bored. If you have any other ideas (or want to demand me to do those again) please help me out. Send me your stories and ideas here or in a private message. ;]