24/M looking for Mistress

I am looking for a mistress that can give me dominating and humiliating tasks and orders that I have to do and report back. I feel very excited about being dominated. I am a beginner.

I have one rather stange condition: I will not spend any money for my sexual/fetish desires. I know it makes it hard for tasks, but I have taken an oath. Thats why I also do not have any toys but regular household stuff.

I am a virgin. Whenever I masturbate, my only thought are about being dominated.

Likes : Piss, humiliation, tasks (either in private or public) that makes me humiliated, some torture, orgasm control

Dislikes : Anal play (unhealthy), extreme pain

Limits : Will not spend any money. No total nudity in
public. I work in an office and its decorum has to be maintained.