Little nervous to be here
Hello everyone, I am a 24 year old male, You can all call me RVD or broken which one does not matter to me I answer to both
I am here on the request of somebody I care very deeply for, they had told me to take my time and to come when i was ready but they did want me to come and tell my story so I could see "exactly what it means to live the BDSM lifestyle" so I figured the sooner the better. For as long as I can remember the BDSM lifestyle has interested me, at the age of 18, I got involved with a Master. Master J was my first real glimpse of what it meant to be a submissive outside of some light bondage in the high school locker rooms, he also nearly runied my love of the liftstyle. The way he taught me, it was all about giving up all power over my life. Alot of things happened that I was uncomfortable with but every time they did and I spoke up I was met with a crop to my backside. Other than me there are 2 people in this world that know what happened to me at that house, and one of them directed me here.
After Master J I got into another relationship were I was essentially Cuckolded, on top of the cheating she was another power hungry person, enjoyed having someone at home to order around and beat up when she wasn't off gallivanting around and bringing men home to my bed, As uncomfortable as it all made me I gave in and dealt with it all for 4 years, I dont want to get into details about either one of my previous experiances because to be honest I still live in fear of both of these past owners,
I don't know if i will eventually tell more of my story possibly if requested of me by the person who invited me here, I care about and respect both him and his significant other and...as scared as I am by it I feel completely submissive to both of them after a very short period of time. They wanted me to come here to learn... and Learning is what I plan to do
