Can't find a story- Hoping you can help :)

Hi avid readers,

I am appealing to you for help, hoping you know the story I am looking for. I've looked dozens of times, and forgot to add it to my favorites.

It is about a girl who has a "Master" in her head that humiliates her and pushes her further and further. She eventually gets an online Dom as well as a boyfriend (want to say his name is Alan?). There were several updates, and the Master in her mind was pushing her further and further.

Anyone know the story I am talking about? Hoping to find it again, so I really appreciate your help. Post here and/or send a PM if you know it.

Thanks in advance :)

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