19-f seeking untraditional online master

I am 19 and I am seeking a master for online service. I prefer not to talk about the experiences I have had before. All I will say is I am looking for someone mean who will actually treat me like a slave. Too many past masters have treated me to much like an equal and that isn't what I am seeking. How I want it to work though is the master will tell me to do something and I will either perform it or not but as a slave I know I should. If for ANY reason(besides the reasons I will list in a second) I decide not to do it. You can call an override. An override will be a punishment that I have to do no matter what. There is no "no I don't wanna". It can be degrading, embarassing, painful, etc.. There is only one reason I can say no and you cant call an override which is.. You cant ask me to do something that would indicate I did something at all weird if I walked out of my house 5 min after I got done. Like say.. you cant say "stab yourself". obviously that is way to extreme. If i stabbed myself and walked outside I would have blood all over myself and people would know something happened to me. basically dont tell me to do anything that would prevent me from living a normal life outside of the "bedroom". If anyone is interested email me with the subject "inquiry". cutenikki1234@hotmail.com please have windows live messenger too thanks :)