Male submissive looking to explore

I'm hoping to find someone to chat with (and maybe more) about a constant male rape fantasy of mine. I fantasy about being kidnapped and kept for torture and rape. I can't stop jerking off to the thought of being subjected to methodical, sadistic abuse. Being tortured, restrained in positions designed for maximal humiliation, my holes violated with dicks and whatever object seems most humiliating and painful. My dickhole impaled with torture devices until I beg to be deepthroated and have my ass stretched. All the while being kept in uncompromising orgasm denial, allowed and forced to get hard, but never cum. Until finally, after days, weeks, months, my pathetic little cock squirts from a vicious asspounding. I begin to feel pleasure from what is inflicted upon me and I'm slowly brainwashed through the torture and rape to be an obedient sex slave. I am taught how to use my holes to please whomever uses them. My throat conditioned to take cock deeper and my ass stretched and trained to accept any size cock. Shown recordings of my gangrape from the previous night to improve my technique. And when the training is over, sold to an owner or to a brothel.

Still looking if anyone is interested.