i need help finding a story:help:

i am kinda new and i am looking for a story that involves someone finding their niche... either falling in love or into their new role. not one where someone is brain washed or forced and gives up hope... but one with hope.... where there is some level of caring between the characters

am i in the wrong place?

some stories i have found that are good are
cowgirl by topcat
caught fire by dari [by far my favorite]
belly riders by Jillian and Pomponio Magnus[ http://www.asstr.org/~Kristen/09/belly.txt ]

i like a assortment of things just i like there to be some level of love/trust in the story... or new expierence... i don't like stories where people just go through the motionst of the story so that it can advace..

i like weird things that make the sex/story unique and i am looking for a really good plot...
can someone point me in the right direction?

i am also a big fan of fanticy and some transformation
i like some snuff and cann but i like it to be really detailed...

can someone point me in the right direction... thanks in advace