Break Me

(I realize there is already another poem here called “Break Me”. Please forgive me a bit of title thievery, but I simply couldn’t think of anything I found more appropriate. “Break Me” just sums up what I wanted to say so well. Besides I doubt it will be the first or the last time a SM poem bears the title Break Me. While I generally haven’t been that interested in sadomasochistic activity, recently some things I’ve read have opened that door a bit. This poem is my attempt to put my feelings into words. I hope those with more experience than myself still enjoy it.)

Break Me

She walks around me
Slowly
Making me wait on all fours, heart beating
She waves her flogger about, in front of my face
Teasing me
She runs it gently, over my face
Down my neck
Across my back
Down my thighs
The cool leather sliding across my skin
Like the teasing fingers of a third hand
Small shivers abound
And I think to myself
That’s nice

The first blows come
They are gentle
A little tingle, nothing more
A small sting on by back, my ass
She walks around me
Slowly
And strikes me again and again, gently
A small sting
A new game that would hurt no one
But a beginning
She orders me to beg for her
To beg for more
And I think to myself
That’s not so bad

And so being the good boy I am
I beg her for more
Please pretty please
With a cherry on top
Give me more if you can
As usual she is amused
By my half beg half sarcastic jive
And as usual
She will make me pay for my attitude
In her own loving way
And so she strikes me harder
Across my back, across my ass
Again and again
It stings me more
Snap against skin
The stings grow sharper and more in number
And I think to myself
That I kind of like that

And again she stops
And she walks around me
Slowly
She asks me what I think of our new game
As she tells me to beg her for more If I can take it
And so I am faced with the choice to stop or move forward
So I smile up at her
My loving Goddess, and I ask a little question of her
A simple inquiry
Is that as hard as you can hit, bitch?
She smirks, and so do I
And so she sets herself to the task she now knows is at hand
Break me
If you can
And now the blows come harder
The sound of leather through air
And the crack of leather on skin
And the moan of submissive at Controller’s feet
And I think to myself
That fucking stings… do it again

But again she stops
And again she walks around me
Slowly
And again she tells me to beg
But this time when I beg
I mean it
She smiles down at me, triumphant
Please Goddess
Break me
If you can
And so she sets to turning me red
To a symphony of cracks and cries
And it suddenly dawns on me
That I don’t want her to stop
My glazed eyes upwards
The adrenaline pumping
And I think to myself
God yes
As I beg her
But not for mercy
No need to ask, Goddess
You win

Break me
Again
And again and again
And again and again and again

Oh

Break me
Again
And again and again
And again and again and again

Don’t stop

Break me
Again
And again and again
And again and again and again

Please

Break me
Again
And again and again
And again and again and again

Whip me into a frenzy
And when it is over
I crawl to you, exhausted
And I kneel at your temple to give thanks
At this new strange mixture of pleasure and pain
That I feel across my body

The day after arrives
When all that remains is the pain
And the redness
Every time I move
I must think of you
Our time together
The pleasure we bring each other
And I think to myself
How proud I am to bear your mark

I really like that. Nicely put into words.

Beautifully put Timberwolf, I hope to read more from you soon :)

Thanks for the encouragement.

I really enjoyed that ...gave me ideas

"gave me ideas"

Oh dear, this could be trouble. ;)

*grins evily at Timberwolf that breaks into laughter*
Don't worry hon I don't think I'm a switch. Actually it gave me some ideas for my art work. *smiles@you*

This is awsome Timberwolf...

Thanks S_B glad you liked it.

I like! Makes me curious about how it all feels... And glad I am the top and don't necessarily need to find out! ;)