Just discovered this forum a couple of weeks ago, so I introduce myself.
My life in a few lines : West European, born in 1958, at 12 exploring the joy of playing with my boy toy. A very strict Roman Catholic education has marked my person and kinky sexual fantasies. I faced severe repression against my natural need to feel comfortable nude, forcing me to develop a secret life. Whenever I could, I got undressed and soon discovered how self-torture increased the excitement of masturbation. Sometimes I tied myself naked in the truss of the attic, binding up my nipples, penis, spanking my body... My nipples were often swollen like those of girls starting to develope their breasts. At 14 I pierced my nipples with needles and thread and as late as at 17 I got my first time sex with a girl.
Camping on an isolated spot in the Ardens with a few schoolfriends meant a big relief to me. A spontaneous play in a river got us naked, inspiring us to turn into a nudist camp. I'll never forget my first days and nights stark naked in wild nature, walking barefoot, playing mudball, oilwrestling and trying out our most dirty fantasies on each other. Today I consider myself heterosexual, but at 18 I let other boys abuse my naked body just for the sensation of being abused... (this never happened again lateron). Remarkable enough, it took some more years before I read about BDSM, to understand that we had practiced SM as such.
As leader of various research projects, I spent most of my time in France and Germany, travelling a lot also elsewhere. With my unusual tastes for nudism, BDSM- and WAM-plays, it proofed difficult to find a suitable partner. Got some years a relation with a 10 years older Frenchwoman, good in WAM but afraid of BDSM. Got to try several short relations. Had finally success with a secret affair with a German wife, BDSM switch and nudist. She got divorced from her husband when she confronted him with her lesbian girlfriend who knew about me turning us into a menage a trois. Back in France I got much satisfaction with a hippy-girl of my age ready to try out whatever our imagination suggested. I kept contact with my german friends by phone, mail and a few mutual visits a year. All the travelling forced me to enjoy LAT-relationships, practicing virtual sex by phone and internet, having had only every now and then life sex with my wild French blond hippie girl, a couple of times a year sharing torture, bed and body with my German lesbians. Holidays I liked to spend with these and other nudist friends walking naked in the Provence. Some health and other problems of all these friends tend to make me left more isolated, feeling lonely, looking for new explorations.
My picture : Male, heterosexual, age 48 (I look rather 40), doing a lot of sport, fitness, powergym weighing 74kg, 1m78cm tall, chestnut brown hair and eyes. I like drinking special beers, read 4 and speak 3 languages work most on computers. I like being naked outdoors, walking, gardening, working... hence my nickname Nudist here.
BDSM-wise I'm a switch, often dominant, however able to enjoy being tortured as sub, but only by women, applying jagged nippleclamps, whiping, bondage, wax, ants, nettles, suffer humiliations (getting messy), being naked forced to flash (library, office, ...) or put through extreme cold, heat or uncomfortable places (cave, cellar, stable, haystack, swamp, snow, ruins,..). Of course I apply my sub experience without mercy when being dom! Finally, I'm also a WAM-lover, getting messy with food, paint, mud, clay or oil wrestling, only partly satisfied in some BDSM-session, I really miss this aspect. I never found a woman being keen nudist, keen-BDSM woman (switch or sub) and WAM-girl at once.
Why do I come here ? I hope to find new friends via this forum, learning from your BDSM experiences, sharing my experiences sofar with like-minded women and men (see photos of me in agony in the threads about nettle play and crucifixion), perhaps helping to push back frontiers for suppressed desires in myself and those who cross my feelings. Some of you already proved to me to be sexually most exciting.
See me true to life in the picture threads !
