Unmasked

Unmasked

There is only one thing,
I've not shared with you,
The deep darkest place,
I've kept hidden from view.

It contains all my secrets,
All the things I can't say,
My scars and my fears,
That I keep locked away.

Not telling you this,
Has been my greatest sin,
I have so much to say...
But where to begin?

I pray you'll forgive me,
You are all I hold dear,
Losing you from my life,
Is my greatest fear.

I'll tell you I'm sorry,
I'll beg you to stay,
But I'll understand,
If you just walk away.

Our future together,
Forever scarred by our past,
If you cannot love me,
Once I am unmasked.

I wrote G some rather heated words last night. I know he'll see this too.

Lily is able to forgive you, and want to help you. That's good enough for me because I trust her judgement, and I will follow her lead in this, as such. My hand of friendship is still there if you want it.

It doesn't mean you've regained my trust, or hers, or anyone else's. But if you want my help, it's there.

Lovely lilly ---you deserve better

Thanks Timber and lily. I know Rabbit is right too. My heart is sick with grief at what I did and I don't expect anyone to forgive me or trust me again.

I think my time is pretty much over here, and no amount of apologising or publicly humiliating myself will make things right. Your PM said it rather succinctly Timber and you are right in everything you have said.

I can barely type this as is such is the way I feel. Think I'll just find a hole and disappear and for what its worth, again I'm sorry.

"Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you got till it's gone. Pave paradise and put up a parking lot."

I do deserve better....and I am quite sure that I have found it.

This wasn't written as a way to make Greg feel bad.... it was inspired by some deep conversation and emotional moments.

Quote:

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Our future together,
Forever scarred by our past,
If you cannot love me,
Once I am unmasked.

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We are not scarred.... maybe a little battered, but time will heal all of those wounds.

And I still do....I still do....

Truly you are a gift to me lily. I love who you are.