I wasn't really sure where to post todays experience so I thought I'd stick it here.
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I wasn't really sure where to post todays experience so I thought I'd stick it here.
Bad Girl
I have times when I have an overwhelming need to hurt myself. I’ve learned to channel it into a safe playtime. Today was one of those days.
I walked into my bedroom and pulled out my two toy chests.
“You’ve been bad,” I heard in my head. It must have been Sbbe, giggle.
“What did I do?” I wondered realizing I needed to be punished. I stood pulling out my toys preparing them. “I refuse to take or even make myself available for a new master.” I nodded, Yes that was what I was doing that was wrong, and I knew I wasn’t repentant which made it worse.
I pulled out the big pink dildo then tossed it back and found the smaller one with the Swiffer extending handle. I found the clothespins attached to a small bungee cord. Then saw the more wicked mini clamps dipped in the rubber coating also attached to a mini bungee cord.
The white comforter was decorated with my toys and I it sent a pleasant sensation over me. I reached in and found my butt plug and set it out covering it with a fresh finger condom. I could still hear Sbbe fussing at me for being such a naughty subbie denying her a master and for not being repentant in the least.
A timer, paper towels, some lube, all joined the toys and I slid the toy chests out of the way.
“You’ve been a naughty, nasty little subbie,” Sbbe hissed at me as she decided what our punishment would be. She seemed a bit Dommish to me but I didn’t tell her thinking she was upset enough. “Leg up, butt plug in,” she demanded. I was just glad she let me lube it up. It’s been months since I last used it and was glad she wasn’t demanding the medium. In and out I worked it, such a delicious feeling then deeper and it started to smart. In and out and finally it was seated. I stood and took the clothespin on the cord. I knelt in front of the dresser and pinched the pins on my breasts just under the nipples letting it get a good grip.
“Don’t let that plug out,” Sbbe ordered, “you’ve just been way too casual about this all.” My hands turned the timer to 5 min and I pulled the bungee cord to go over the dresser knob it was just too far away so I extended it with the nastier bungee cord clamps. “Reset that timer,” the bossy Sbbe ordered, “hands behind your head and don’t you dare drop that plug.”
The clothespins pulled as I knelt tall clamping my bottom tightly trying to be very still. I could feel movement but thought I had a chance. I obediently concentrated on my offence and what a selfish woman I was keeping Sbbe from her fun. The plug was sliding I gripped tighter. I was shocked when the timer went off. I lifted the bungee cord from the dresser knob and then reached behind me the butt plug had just been holding on.
“You don’t think that’s all do you girl?” I knew it wasn’t. I pushed the plug back in having to lift my leg to the bed to get it seated again. “Don’t touch those clothespins It’s only been 5 min they aren’t coming off that soon. “Now stand, hands behind your head. Think about how bad you’ve been.” I set the timer for another 5 min. Immediately I knew the plug wasn’t staying this time.
“If it falls out 10 swats with the paddle, it’s still in the chest. It won’t take you a moment to get it out. No excuses. If it falls out you get it back in immediately.” At 3 min it hit the floor. I grabbed it up and shoved it back in as I hurried to the chest. The light wooden paddle missing the rubber ball felt funny in my hand. I realized I’d never even used it. I’d found a large wooden spoon Hawk had enjoyed using on my bottom. “Nasty little subbie won’t take a new master even if he’s as good as Hawk will she. She selfish and needs her own time.” Sbbe wasn’t really happy at this point so I hurried to the computer chair and leaned over.
“Hook the bungee cord under the arm,” she ordered and I obeyed, “Resistance,” she hissed and I lifted till I could feel a strong pull. “Five on each ass cheek.” I obeyed quickly not wanting her to double the punishment. The pull on my breasts added to the sting as I swatted first my right cheek, it pulled even harder as I had to reach to my left.
“Since you can’t keep your toys in your body where they belong get the Swiffer dildo and prop it on the plug so it won’t cum out.” I knelt in front of the dresser opening the handle on the dildo till it pressed hard on my bottom. I had to prop the end up with my toes to keep it from sliding. “Change out the clamps on your nipples. No rubbing.” She was sure in a bitchy mood. “Turn the clamps ½ so it evens it out.” I groaned as I positioned the clamps then slowly released at the same time.
She sure knew how to hurt a girl. “Set the timer for 5 again, your luck I don’t make you do 10 but your time is almost up for those nipples. The clamp were directly on my nipples base causing me to want to whine and argue. “Now this time you get that cord right over the knob of the dresser no extension this time.” I knelt as high as I could the tension was almost unbearable. “hands behind your neck.”
“Why am I doing this?” I wanted to repent but I knew I would be lying I wasn’t taking a master. It wouldn’t be far to him. I’m just too busy and not interested in complicating my life at the moment. “Bitch hump that butt plug,” she was angry now. The movement pulled on my nipples, the Swiffer handled dildo shifted so I had to press harder with my toes at the awkward angle. I shifted my right foot to help my left and knew I’d have to trade at some point.
My toes ached my nipples screamed my pussy was getting wet. The timer went off and slowly freed the bungee cord and turned. “Don’t get up, turn,” she stated and my eyes dropped to the paddle. “Readjust to the right.” I wanted to complain or beg but knew it would only make it worse. “Mount that dildo, quick! Set the timer again, hands behind your back. Fuck it.”
My eyes were watering, “Bad girl,” was being chanted in my head. The timer went off and the order to remove the nasty clamps came. I wanted to say no but carefully positoned my fingers. I’d learned the hard way you don’t want to slip with these clamps. Off they came. “don’t rub,” again she was hissing in my face. “Paddle 5 each on the nipple on then the other.”
The sting was all I could take as I finished feeling totally chastised I crawled up on the bed the plug still deep in me. She had mercy on my and allowed me to slid the dildo in pumping it in and out imagining a real master controlling and manipulating me. But never an easy taskmaster Sbbe ordered the clothespins back on my abused nipples vibrating eggs pressed against them. I saw her forgiveness as she allowed me the purple vibrator against my clit and I lost all my air as the sensation of an orgasm washed over me. My head tossed as I gasped. The nipples were freed the vibrator pressed in harder it started again.
She allowed the butt plug escape but only after pressing the vibrator to my clit once again. That special orgasm that comes from the exit of a plug made my third orgasm. I lay collapsed on the bed after pulling the big comforter over me. The vibrator bruised my clit and pussy I knew I’d be sore later but I just didn’t want to stop. Finger nails flicking the bruised nipples, wicked thoughts of masters controlling me kept me cocooned for an hour. Wicked girl wasting all that time, I feel wonderful sated and completely aware of the aches in me. Sbbe has agreed to let me stay uncollared for a little longer.
If you enjoyed my playtime, this really happened, giggle.
Let me know, I survive on words, I thrive on strong words.
Sbbe and Me
So it really happened. Did Sbbe look you in the eyes while ordering you to do the above?
LOL she was too grumpy to look in the eyes. I was smart and kept my eyes down.
giggle
Yum. I think I'll be coming back here for a few more reads. :) I always knew you were a top-shelf performer, but you have no business being such an excellent taskmaster! Brilliant writing, although I've come to expect nothing less from you, dear.
Kisses I was beginning to wonder if it was any good. Lots of reads but only 2 comments.
Thank you
Sbbe
well, I recognize this feeling that you're both the Dom/me and the sub in one and the same person - either as an exploring solo subbie or later, at the time you're writing. This is rather good, hon, it's sexy as well as sort of detached and fresh. Naughty girl...
Oh I love that detached and fresh.Quote:
Originally Posted by gagged_Louise
Isn't it strange how you as a normal sane person can disconnect at times and become a second person inside yourself. I guess it's the angel and the devil on your shoulders idea.
Thanks Louise, Kisses.
Sbbe
:exellent1 Story Sbbe Thank you i loved it :rose:
Thank you Pertez.
Sbbe
LOL 96 views and only 4 comments. Now Sbbe's really getting pissed. :)
Come on if you like it or hate it let me know.
I liked it. It was different but well worded and expressive!!!!!
Now, now you must be patient you know.Quote:
Originally Posted by StillBehindBlueEyes
So there are only a handful us us brave enough to tell you we liked it. You know we don't want you really getting pissed. Keep up the good work.
How's that?
Thank you Angel{HM} and you too Warbaby. Just need that feed back.
Sbbe
*reads through, then whistles*
That, I knew you were a good performer, SSBE, but, this I think is a bit surprising for one who's been away for a while.
Thank you SwitchSam. I had a good time with my little playday.
Sbbe
Being English, I thought from the title that it meant you'd got drunk - but this was much more fun! thanks, sbbe(s). I enjoyed it both as a story and as a real life description, yesssss, it's great when you can bring out both sides and give yourself a really hard (good) time, isn't it!
As far as the writing goes - a little more proof reading, perhaps? :D
Sorry about errors. It was a first draft right after it happened.
Glad you enjoyed it despite the grammer.
Sbbe
What grammar? All I saw was legs.Quote:
Originally Posted by StillBehindBlueEyes
Kisses for a reader willing to overlook grammer. Giggle
Sbbe
TYQuote:
Originally Posted by StillBehindBlueEyes