Different Kinds of therapy
I have a very important question for those of you who have abuse history. For a while I was speaking to my Master about the possiblity of acting out a kiddnapping/rape scene to see if it would help me with some of my nightmares/flashbacks/panic attacks. Has anyone done this? I know that everyone reacts to things differently, but I am trying to see if it has helped some people or if it's most likely just going to make things much worse.
Thanks!
Fyrefly
thank you for this thread denu
hi denu when i was 16 i was rapped in broad daylight and was dragged into the mens loo by my hair and had to endure many hours of assault and abuse by this one man i fell pregnant by this man at the time i was a catholic so couldnt have a abortion and wouldnt so i gave my son up for adoption and still waiting for this very day that my son will find me and knock on my door and ask me what i asked my real mum as i was adopted to why did you not keep me and will tell him the truth that i couldnt because i was to young at the time and my adopted parents wouldnt let me then i met my youngest son dad who abused and used me like a doormat use to beat me if the dinner was not ready or it was to cold etc etc he also stabbed me on the right side of my belly and i almost died this was all in front of my youngest son so i stood up for my rights and pressed charges and he was sent to prison for 5 years for attempted murder the first rape he was also sent to prison for 8 years but the court made me feel so small as the accused lawyer said that i was asking to be rapped as i was wearing a mini skirt at the time my oldest son dad was different he was the loviest man that i ever had but had to go back with his parents where they original come from and now on this very day i have a lovely Master/partner who i love so much and have been with my Master/partner for nearly 5 years and wouldnt change him for anything or anyone