Taming the beast- my transition from Dom to sub

So, I instructed my beast to jot down his feelings while they're raw...and he has asked me to do the same. I made sure that he is OK with me posting this here, in his thread.

I am so proud of you, beast. You have crossed a milestone here. I am happy that you have discovered that it is OK to perform a task, and that it isn't demeaning at all. I am thankful for the fact that I got to see this first hand. Your openness to the tasks that I set forth for you to perform for me pleases me so VERY much! You allowed me to help you to trust me as your Mistress, and that means more to me than you know!

The fact that you have done an about-face with your opinion about what tasking means and the pleasure that it can bring to you shows me that you've discovered your inner submissive. This is beauty.

I am anxious about the prospect of pissing on you. This will be a big deal for me, as your former slave. I plan to do this soon.

I love you, beastie. You are precious to me, and I appreciate you and all that you are doing for me!

i'll let the photos speak for themselves...

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She is getting really good at this!

thank you for sharing with us all. i applaud your honesty and candor. Strypi seems like a wonderful Mistress. i look forward to hearing more about your journey.

We've had an extremely busy week with no personal time at all. i haven't had a session or a task in several days and my bruises have all faded. i am not feeling as submissive as i should, but Mistress Strypi assured me that i will get some attention today.

As She promised, Mistress Strypi tuned me up well last night, and brought me to the poi.nt of weeping and sobbing, but I only had to ask for a break once. i feel much more proper now. She used very light implements including a paint stirrer, a belt, and the handmade hairbrush paddle so there is little bruising but there is still some pain this morning. My knees didn't fare so well though. She had me kneeling over a beanbag chair, and today i am limping at work from the pain in my knees. She even placed a pillow under my knees for padding but that didn't help. i am going to have to take my beatings standing like a slave instead of kneeling like a submissive, or i could lay face down i suppose. i hope for more of the same tonight, but tomorrow is the full moon and i get to be a beast! i plan to ravage every hole She has!

I don't like you being on your knees. Yes, it is a wonderful feeling to have someone kneel before you, but knowing that your knees are suffering, at your age and all :p
...I just don't like it. We will work something out when we get settled into our new home.

I am proud of the way you handled this beating! You did very well! Good Beast!

Now, I know you haven't had time to do so, but I am anxiously awaiting your entry about the latest session!

Thank you Mistress for your compliments. It has been almost a week since that beating and i can't remember all of the details, but i DO remember experiencing sub space for the first time!

When She first began beating me She instructed me to say Mistress after everything i said. So She asked me, "What's my name?" and She began swinging the paddle against my ass, hard. i uncontrollably yelled, "Mistress Strypi, Mistress". This continued for about 15 minutes and suddenly my breathing became slow and calm, the room seemed quiet, my eyes closed, and i felt as if i were floating. The paddle didn't even cause me to wince, and when She asked me to say Her name while swinging the paddle at my brused and lumpy ass i was able to respond in a smooth and loving tone. i think this is the sub space i've always heard of!

This was supposed to be our last session before the full moon beast unleashing that i had been anticipating all month, and Mistress said i had earned it. Anticipation be damned, we both caught a sudden nasty illness that made any lunar celebration utterly impossible :-( Mistress promised me a make-up day but it won't quite be the same. If She agrees, i would rather wait for the next moon.

I've really enjoyed following your journey thus far. Thank you for sharing!

Thanks! i've been enjoying the challenge and i've enjoyed writing about it too. Maybe someday when we've mastered this switch, we might switch a third time for the ultimate challenge and learning experience.

We are out in the middle of nowhere on FM 748 storm spotting and waiting for storms to develoo in the Texas panhandle and Mistress Strypi pulled over and instructed me to cut a switch from an elm tree and a flogger from a yucca bush. I'm cumming in anticipation. i'll post pictures of the implements and damage later.

Did i mention i am cuffed AND collared? :-)

We stopped at a conveniencande store in Miami TX (population 588) while i was wearing my cuffs and studded colar and Mistress Strypi was wearing a white tank top withthe words "husband beater". That was fun!