heya!
Was waiting for you to check in... good to hear from you!
Hugs,
mysc
ps.. anxiously awaiting your story
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heya!
Was waiting for you to check in... good to hear from you!
Hugs,
mysc
ps.. anxiously awaiting your story
well Master paid for me to come and see him,my car wasn't working right so he got me a round trip ticket on greyhound lol.When I got to his town I got a cab to his house he came out and paid for it.Help me with my bag.We hugged and went in the house and I met one of my subs (it's his room mate) I talked to him for a little bit but wanted to lay down cause I have not slept at all.I went to his bedroom and but my bag down and layed on the bed.He came in and shut the door and got on the bed too.he leaned down a kissed me sweetly,I kissed him back hungrily.We were kissing for about 10 mins just getting to know each others mouth.Then he ran his hands down to my legs pulling them around him.Rubbing my pussy getting me wet,but I ask him if we can wait I wanna take a shower and relax.He said yes,so I went and showered and got changed into a short skirt and a tight shirt.Came back to the bed and layed down next to him and kissed his back licking him.He rolled over and pined me down and kissed me hard and deep.He told me to take off my clothes,I told him to make me.He pulled the skirt off and pulled the shirt up over my head.pulled my panties down and tossed them to the floor.Took his fingers and started rubbing my clit and making me wet.I looked at him smiling at how good I felt.I took one finger and slipped it in my pussy and began moving in and out going faster and faster.By this time I was not so quite I was getting loud now and he was telling me shhhh luv.When I was wet enough,with one swiff move he pulled off his pants and boxers.And pushed in to my pussy,going deep.I cried out and he kissed me.He was moving fast wanting me to cum with him.I was running my hands up and down his back as he was going deeper and faster now.I started to cum and he had to cover my mouth with his,cause of how loud I was hehe.In a few more mins he came as well.He gave me a sweet kiss and got up and move out of my way.I went to get cleaned up.When I came back to the room he said we have to go to the store and get some thing.I said what do we need.He told me lube,I looked at him and say ok then go get it.(feeling scared)He got dressed and we went to the car and went to CVS for the lube,and he got me some cigarettes too.
We went back to his house and chilled in his room.I was watching t.v and he was fixing his pc(which is a crappy one btw)I was feeling myself going to sleep and then the next thing I know is that I feel some one slap the hell out of my ass.I sat right up when he did that.He told me he was getting us some pizza.I hugged him for not having to cook.I told him let me take a small nap till the pizza gets here,he was like sure baby girl.So I cuddle up next to him and fell asleep.He slapped my ass,and I woke right up cussing him out for that,He said pizza's here laughing.I go 2 slices and ate them and drank my Dr.Pepper and then was feeling much better.I told him I will be right back,I was going outside to smoke.He was watching me out the window.I came back in when done and but the butt in the trash like a good girl.Went back to his room and sat down on the bed he was in alt.com talking about how I was there.I told him to tell everyone there I said hi.I layed my head in his lap and watched what ppl were saying to him and watched him talking with his gor slave girl.Then he slapped my ass and I asked why you did that and he said cause I can.I reached up and kissed him.I told him to please let me get some sleep .He said ok baby girl.I woke up the next morning and found he fell asleep with his ps on and his salve girl still on asking to please leave lol.I jst sat there and watched t.v not wanting to wake him up.I watch a whole movie by the time he woke up.I told him ok I am gonna take a shower and get dressed.He said ok.I came out with just a towel wrapped around me and got dressed in his room.I was looking to see what I was gonna wear today,and I was thinking maybe no panties today.So I grabbed so lose pants and a big shirt and put them on and jumped back into his bed with him.I was laying there with my eyes closed and I felt him kissing me so I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back.He was playing with my tits making the nipples hard and I let out a soft moan.I wanted him right then.But he went to the bathroom and took a shower.He came out in his boxers and I was laughing at him.His boxers were so cute.He showed me the rope he got for us to play with my eyes were big as hell.I took a deep breath and said ok Master.He walked over to the bed and got his pc and was downloading some new music so I watched more t.v. but was thinking how I want him off the dam p.c.
Latter on that day he got a chair and placed it in the middle of his room and told me to get naked and sit in it.I look at him saying please do I have to.He said yes you do.I took my clothes off and sat in the chair looking up at him.He walked over and got the rope and walked back over to me and asked for my hands.I gave them to him,he tied on hand and pulled it behind my back and took the other one and did the same pull the rope tight making sure I can't get out.Then he took the rope and wrapped in around my chest and under my tits and then around my tits pulling tight.I looked down at what he was doing to me my tits were kinda hurting but not to bad,He took the rope and went doen to my legs and tied them to the legs of the chair.He got up and went to get a flogger.He came back to me and was slapping my on my tits with it.He was trying to get a pic of this but I said please no not ready for that just yet.He said it's fine and he looked at me all tied up and smiled.He untied me and I went to the bed and sat down asking him if I can get dressed now.He said no you can not,he got some of the lube and got on the bed said to me to relax and let it happen.He put some on his fingers and rubbed it all over my pussy and ass hole too.He slipped a finger into my pussy then one in my ass hole I let out a cry of pain but soon forgot cause he was playing with my pussy.
I had never felt something like this b4 and I liked it very much and he slipped another finger into my pussy.He was going in and out of my ass hole faster now and I was moaning and begging for more.He saw how much I was liking it and slipped another finger into my ass hole and I yelled out.He pulled his fingers out of my pussy and told my to lick them clean,I sucked on them eating my own juice for him.He pulled the fingers out of my ass and took off his clothes and rammed his dick in my pussy.Feeling him deep in me was so good.I couldn't get enough of his dick,I was begging for it.He fucked me so hard that I screamed out and he cover my mouth with his so no one can hear me.Kissing him moaning in to his mouth as he fucks his sub.He asked me where you want me to cum ,I told him where ever he wants too.He came right after that,filling me up with cum(we used condoms)He got up and pulled his boxers on and I went to take a shower and got dressed in a big shirt and my panties.I layed down on the bed with my head down at the bottom and my feet at the top watching t.v.HE was back on the pc again doing some thing.I told him I am thinking about cutting my hair,He looked at me and said no you can't.I want it long from now on.I said ok np,and layed my head back down and closed my eyes.I woke up about 3 hours latter and he was out side,I pulled some pants on and went out side to smoke.He was playing with his remote control car.I told him it's cool that he has some thing fun he likes to do.I went back in and got on his pc tried to log in to the bdsm forums but couldn't my pass word was messed up.SO he came back in and I asked him to log in and use his log in to pop into chat.They night he got some pizza ans wings and got more soda and we watched a movie.We both fell asleep and woke up the next day.That day we didn't do nothing till the room mate left the house.As soon as he left he got the lube out and came over to me and told me to get all my clothes off and get on all fours.I did just that.HE lubed up his dick and my ass hole and told me to relax and slowly pushed it into my ass hole,I cried out in pain,this pain wasn't gonna go away.As he started moving faster the more I cried but he said it gets better and better as I do it more.So I bit my lip and let him fuck my ass.After a few mins he stopped and told me to relax.I could not even sit down on my butt it was so sore.He went to the bathroom and came back and told me to lay down and I did.He came up between my legs and pushed his dick in my pussy and fucked me hard.Well when we were done I went to bathroom and got cleaned up.Get dressed and went outside to have a smoke and his room mate came home and we were talking.He was kinda mad at me for that and told me not to talk with him anymore.I said ok.Well latter on I went back out to smoke and the roommate was out there and telling me all kinds of shit about him and what he has said and done.I got pissed off and went to his room and put on his head phones and listened to music so I didn't have to hear him.But I could still see him,so I told him I was gonna go watch a movie in the living room.Well after about 5 mins of me bing in there he came out and said when you get back to your home your on your own and went back to his room.I went out side the front door and walked around a bit.He came out and I went back in and grabbed my smokes and came back out.I asked him what the hell is up.He said cause your watching the movie with my roommate and I told you about that already.I told him what was said and he said it's not true all he wants is a fast fuck with you.SO I told him I was sorry I was just mad.I kissed him,he kissed me back and we went back inside.We went to bed.He had to work in the morning.
I woke up the next morning took a shower and got all my stuff together to go back home.He got up and got dressed and got his stuff ready for work.He told me it was time to go,I had to spend the day at his job till it was time for me to go at 3:30pm.So I listened to his mp4 player and smoked and sat outside all day.When it was time to go I kissed him and told him I would im him on yahoo when I was home.My bus left at 4:10pm I would get to Orlando at 6pm.
But I did walk in my house till 8:30pm lol.All sunburned and hotter than hell.And as soon as I got to the pc I logged into my log in and started yahoo messenger up and I got a im from saying welcome home baby girl.I also was told a few rules.He told me to never talk to his room mate and take him off my yahoo list and in the bdsm forums not to say one word to him.I told him fine I can do that.We went into alt for a while but he was sleepy and so was I.So we logged out and went to sleep.
Well I liked it alot and please don't ask for pic's cause I won't show them
sounds like you had a lovely weekend dear *smiles*
good to have you back here and telling us about it.
Sounds like you had an awesome time Maam...truly heart warming too.
Nice post cream.
Congratulations. I'm always happy when subs here find their Masters. I can't explain why. My selfless nature or just willing to share the happiness I have found.
Take care and good luck.
well this is cream_(DNW) I wanted to let yall know I was working with a mod and this is what we came up with about my acc.No matter what we did I couldn't get ter cream_(DNW) fixed so I made this one up.Well thanks for bearing with me while I tried to fix my acc.
Thank you kisses & huggs
creamy is way better than your "extra account" anyways.
welcome back :)
Welcome Back creamy :wave:
Btw Great avatar ;)
I have been talking to a friend to a while in here.And I knew from the get go he had a gf.But we played and got closer to each other getting to know alot about one another.Well some how I ending up liking him and I knew I shouldn't.Well last night we were talking and I told him about what I was feeling.We talked about it for a while.I made him feel like shit cause of it,because he has a gf.Well today he cam into chat and we were talking again and I told him that I want us to be friends but we can't play anymore.He said that sounds good.He asked if he can still hug me I told him yes.But it is still hard.Mainly when I see him in chat and we are talking.I am not used to this and I am trying not to be a silly love sick girl
If you guys can help me in any way let me know I am open to ideas
creamy,
That's an unpleasant situation to be in :( Sounds like you made the right choice by stopping the play. If your feelings are really getting in the way of your being able to be friends with him, the best thing might be to take a break from talking to him for a while. Just explain to him that since you -do- have these feelings you need a little time apart, without daily chatting, hugs, etc. to get your head together.
Then once you are feeling like you are on more solid ground and have gained a little emotional distance from it all (and have had more of a chance to strengthen your connections with other people) perhaps you will be able to pick up your friendship with him?
Good to have you back...and yes...your avatar is yummy.
Sure sounds like the right decision even though it isnt a pleasant one to take.
The funny thing about love is that it creeps up on you when you least expect it or want it. You cant "will" love to come when it isnt there nor can you control it.
Hope you find a good way to deal with it.
The cat is out of the bag. If I where you I'd break all contact with him, and get back to him in six months when the love has hopefully died down. ...the other option is go for it. Love and peace....no rules. ATTACK!!!
Staying in contact like you're doing now, isn't that a bit like stabbing yourself repeatedly with a knife? A one way ticket to depressing land?
edit: ...and here's my slave's take on it. "If he had a girlfriend but still chose to play with you he's a despicable scumbag loser that you should stay away from."
good points Tom (and slave)
(unless said g/f is aware & ok with it, then he's not a scumbag, just in a non-exclusive relationship)
But I would recommend getting away from him completely, because it is making you unhappy and uncomfortable.
Dear creamy,
It's not weird at all that you develop these feelings for a friend with who you have shared such intimate experience. It is a very deep and emotional thing to do. And it could get very awkward when you realize your feelings go deeper then just the friendship thing.
I think you made the right choice to distance yourself from him (and tell him too when he comes to close, because the line is easily crossed). I think it would be wise to just let go for a while and not contact him at all just to give these feelings a chance to fade away again.
*hugs*
Feelings for people are part of life. There are some who think that BDSM should never involve them, but they tend to be people who have emotional problems themselves.
I would suggest that you either do what you did, i.e. step back and stop playing. Or perhaps look at your position on poly relationships. I would have told you that is was a bad thing to be in a poly relationship before I got involved like I did, but if I still held that line I would be no where near as happy as I am now.
I personally would stop, because the attachment will grow if you don't, and somewhere down the line, you'll get hurt or the g/f will get hurt.
i think that you made the good choice in stopping the play because even without the play you still can be friends and you dont want to hurt him or you or the one he is with so you towo should step back pause the play and try to un wind the way you feel but there is no reason to stop talkin to each other esecialy sence you two are good friend hope i could help
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umm-could you possibly be a little more specific?
I think cream is obsessed with a three letter word.
chuckles.
I was talking to someone and doing some thinking as well.I took at test "Are you submissive"Well my sore was very very low it said that I am only like 33% sub.
So I am going to try being all Domme.I think I might like it better and I make a bad sub in my opinion cause I don't wanna do what I am told.I wanna do own thing.I wanna be able to say no and say what ever I please.So while I am doing more thinking too,I must now also look into Domme name and not a sub one but I will let you all know when that happens.
I wouldn't lay all that much credence on the test if I were you as I came up low and I'm certainly not a Domme in any shape or form. But if you feel your nature lies in the direction of being a Domme then you should explore it. Or you are liable to be unhappy.
Good luck in your exploration!
I think you've captured the essence of why I don't sub full time. Sometimes being made to do what I'm told is hot. Other times, telling other people what to do is hotter.Quote:
Originally Posted by creamy
You've got to go with what turns you on and not worry so much about labels. Humans are a splendid species with differing tastes and I'm sure you'll find your niche.
ER
well as yall can see I got my name Changed and a new ava as well.
I am happy with my choice
congratululations.
It always feels great when you really get your mind together and make decisions about the life you are living/going to live.
good luck to you MsCream :)
As long as your happy I say run with it :)
Just be yourself.