Cream's Journey

sex me
sex now
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
you want ass
you want tits
I'll do what you want
but baby do it now
gimme love
gimme sex
just give what you want
but baby do it now
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
sex me
sex now
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
I want your sex
S.E.X.
I want it now
your sex allnight
sex me now

umm-could you possibly be a little more specific?

I think cream is obsessed with a three letter word.

chuckles.

I was talking to someone and doing some thinking as well.I took at test "Are you submissive"Well my sore was very very low it said that I am only like 33% sub.
So I am going to try being all Domme.I think I might like it better and I make a bad sub in my opinion cause I don't wanna do what I am told.I wanna do own thing.I wanna be able to say no and say what ever I please.So while I am doing more thinking too,I must now also look into Domme name and not a sub one but I will let you all know when that happens.

I wouldn't lay all that much credence on the test if I were you as I came up low and I'm certainly not a Domme in any shape or form. But if you feel your nature lies in the direction of being a Domme then you should explore it. Or you are liable to be unhappy.

Good luck in your exploration!

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I make a bad sub in my opinion cause I don't wanna do what I am told.

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I think you've captured the essence of why I don't sub full time. Sometimes being made to do what I'm told is hot. Other times, telling other people what to do is hotter.

You've got to go with what turns you on and not worry so much about labels. Humans are a splendid species with differing tastes and I'm sure you'll find your niche.

ER

well as yall can see I got my name Changed and a new ava as well.
I am happy with my choice

congratululations.
It always feels great when you really get your mind together and make decisions about the life you are living/going to live.
good luck to you MsCream :)

As long as your happy I say run with it :)

Just be yourself.

Is always good to seek out all options...and find what is best for you.

Remember...Your destiny is already mapped out for you....you just need to find it...smiles

cg

Good luck, hon. And yes, it is all about what makes you happy and you feel comfortable with.

That would seem to resolve your recent troubles rather neatly. All the best on your path forward. :)

Like SpartanPhoenix said, as long as you're happy, run with it. I'm glad to see you've gotten this all sorted out, and I'm very happy for you MsCream.

its already been said, but map out all your options and take a deep breath and good.

very nice MS Ceam Maam..simply stunning...follow your heart Mistress

I have met a Master I am willing to serve full time. I am going to keep my name the way it is. (Don’t worry no more name changes) I am going to
Move up to where he lives. I am going to move there on the 1st. I know for me with all that I am he’s right for me. And one thing he does with me is tell me how he thinks and feels and I do the same for him. We talk everyday on the phone and on yahoo messenger voice. We even do web cam with one another. For the both of us it’s more than sex and him being able to control me. It goes deeper than
That. With him I am really letting my guard down and letting him see the
Real me. (Which for me is not easy?) I am going to still come in here and talk and have fun. But maybe not as much. Seeing that I will be with him
And can have a lot more fun with him in person than in a chat room. I know this is a big step but with him I know I can do it and I want to do it. We know each other from here. Some of yall know him but I will not say his name I will let him tell yall if he wants to. I will always be on my on yahoo
For those of you that I talk to there. Please don’t give me any crap for this
I am a big girl; I can make my own decisions. And for me this is a step in the right direction for me. Getting far away from my ex and his family.
My only thing I am scare of is flying there (seeing I am scare of heights)
And the fact that in r/l I can be shy giggles. Hard to think I am shy but I am.
I told him how to help me get over it real quick. And he has said he will do it. And the only thing that’s going to bug me is that we will have to share a pc. So right now he is up grading it and getting it ready for me. (But he’s not as good as I am with pc’s) So with that I will be his Master lol. Hmmm
He is 5 years younger than me and has been married already and I am ok with that. Him and his wife are no longer together. And he knows I have a
Son (who lives full time with my sister) I am not going to forget about my
family I will still talk to them. I told them what I have been up to online.
They were shocked but they are behind me 100 %. Pretty much as long as
I am happy there good with what I want to do. The only thing they told me was to pack a lot of condoms laughs. So that way we don’t mess up right
Off the get go and have a child. For me that right now is not a good idea.
Oh I almost forgot I am going to get pics of us together and post them in here for yall to see. And I will do a lot more post as I live this life style
In r/l now, so that way yall are up to date on what I am doing. And I am sure
he’ll do post as well. I have spoke with his mother who lives with him, and
And she is looking forward to meeting me. The closer it gets to me going I am getting anxious. We talked more today and he does want children, but I told him I will tell him when ever I want to do that. He is ok with the way I
am with some of my other things I do. I am happy he’s ok with how I am and represent myself. I guess for now I am going to say I’m done.
Huggs & kisses

AAWWWW hun im so happy for u n speaking from personal experiene(the little i have) its gonna b so great. My Sir and i live together at the mo n its just great. He is an old friend and we know an awful lot about each other but it doesnt matter how you get it just that u do get what you want. My Sir and i love each other a lot and have more than just a bdsm relationship and we have a lot of fun. I wish you all the happiness in the world hun and keep me posted.
Love
Butterfly

absolute congratulations from me. You are worth the very best dear and I definitely do wish that for you.
Good luck with your new life :)
dont forget about us though hehe.

Sounds great for you, Cream, our best wishes are with you! It's good your parents and family are accepting this and keeping in touch with you as well. *huuugs*

All the best wishes and good luck from me, creamy, you really deserve it!
Big hugs
Arria

Congratulations Cream. Hope you find the happiness you desire.

Aww... cream. I hope that things work out well for the both of you and that you find even more happiness than you have. Keep in touch w/ everybody and the flight sleep through it. If you're not tired grab some mags, music, and def. get some gum. *winks* Take care of you sweetie.

*tosses in a word or two of caution*

Wasn't it just a few weeks ago that you decided to go completely Domme because you didn't like someone telling you what to do? Based on that are you sure this is what you want? I care and just want to make sure that you are truly thinking this through and not rushing headlong into something. He may seem the one now... but perhaps a bit more time to make sure?

Sorry... never been a big fan for the "if your happy" line... I truly want you happy so feel I have to ask these questions....

Hope you understand!

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*tosses in a word or two of caution*

Wasn't it just a few weeks ago that you decided to go completely Domme because you didn't like someone telling you what to do? Based on that are you sure this is what you want? I care and just want to make sure that you are truly thinking this through and not rushing headlong into something. He may seem the one now... but perhaps a bit more time to make sure?

Sorry... never been a big fan for the "if your happy" line... I truly want you happy so feel I have to ask these questions....

Hope you understand!

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Ditto. Thanks, annie, I was wondering the same thing and couldn't have put it as eloquently as you.

Take care, cream and the best of luck to you.

Congrats! Best of wishes to you.

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Ditto. Thanks, annie, I was wondering the same thing and couldn't have put it as eloquently as you.

Take care, cream and the best of luck to you.

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Honestly, I've been so confused by Cream's changes in name and online/eye-to-eye relationships that I wasn't quite clear about how her orientation had tilted a bit, but still would feel the best way for you to get a grip on this - sub?switch? Dominant? - at this point, is to try out for real what it's like to be a 24/7 subbie/slave since that seems to be an idea with a good pull on you. Even if you get bruises and feel bowled over sometimes you'll have learnt something vital.

Very good that you'll remain in touch with your family, too.

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Ditto. Thanks, annie, I was wondering the same thing and couldn't have put it as eloquently as you.

Take care, cream and the best of luck to you.

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yes while I waited to find the right Master for me.And I have

Congrats cream, so happy to see things are working out in ur favour, sometimes its hard to let down our guard and let someone in on out deepest,darkest inner person, so happy you found someone to share that with *hugs*

Good luck with your new endeavor MC. I hope it works out well for you. I would just caution that in case you have not been in a 24/7 relationship before, keep in mind that it's not all pissing sunshine and crapping rainbows. Life doesn't work out like a story in the library, so be ready to put a lot of mental and emotional -work- in before you get where you want to go.

I don't mind the rushing in... although it often sounds like infatuation, with not enough time to develop or discover love. But the real problem with this need to announce and lock in plans (sometimes changing names, sometimes not) is that you create a situation with no graceful way out if it doesn't go as planned.

So many here have experienced the same conundrum, they go into hiding, reenter as a new identity, or proclaim woe is me... and then do it again.

I wish you well Cream. Good luck... and I hope you've come to know each other well enough to get through the learning about the foibles stage.

<----- Feels a rather strong desire to blow Oz a raspberry. :)

Live your life as you see fit MsCream. My best to you and your Master.

As much as I hate to admit it :rolleyes: , I've got to go with what Oz said. It's hard to think clearly in that first rush of wonderful, heady, overwhelming emotion. It tends to subdue intellect and even that thing we call "instinct". I, too, have gone with the rush of emotion in the past, and I've got to say, it feels great! The only difference between then and now is that I've got enough sense of self-preservation to be cautious at the same time and to listen to my gut, not just my heart and hormones. I define my instincts as God talking to me. He'll tell me what to do when I can't think clearly, I just need to listen. And I don't always, but lately I've been very good about listening, because it always works out the way it's supposed to when I do, even though it may not be what I really want at the time.

Again, best wishes to you and have a great time!
jeanne

HELLO my sweet lil creamy i cant wait for us to be together and thank you all for understandin that all we want is to be happy even though someof you dont when i talk to you creamy i feel truely happy and i know that when we are together in 2 days i will be even happier i may be your master but from me you will get all the love and respect that you would want and need i will hold you close and kiss you too and if you like i will paddle you too what i say comes from inside i will make you happy in everyway and help you to smile everyday


hope to talk and see you soon your one and only tigerjosh
love you my one and only creamy

i wish i knew what else to say but i am not good at writein things
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HELLO my sweet lil creamy i cant wait for us to be together and thank you all for understandin that all we want is to be happy even though someof you dont when i talk to you creamy i feel truely happy and i know that when we are together in 2 days i will be even happier i may be your master but from me you will get all the love and respect that you would want and need i will hold you close and kiss you too and if you like i will paddle you too what i say comes from inside i will make you happy in everyway and help you to smile everyday


hope to talk and see you soon your one and only tigerjosh
love you my one and only creamy

i wish i knew what else to say but i am not good at writein things
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Some of us aren't saying we don't want the two of you to be happy... that is what we want more then ANYTHING! We are just tossing out bits of advice and caution to go along with that happiness...

Aye josh, we all want you to be happy. Nobody is wishing unhappiness on you. All the best :)

Thank you all so much for what you have said I take to heart what everyone says to me thinking it over and seeing If I can use it.Tigerjosh I can't wait too.
I will help you with the wrighting from now on lol

absolutely. Nobody wishes you unhappiness here.
happiness is definitely what we want you two to have.

I was not able to leave on the 1st as planed.So I planed on going on the 5th.Well I am leavening for MO at 12pm my time and get there at 1:35 my time.
His time it will be 11am I leave and 12:35 I get there.I am all packed and ready to go,might not be online for a few days so I will see yall when I get online again.I am thinking I am gonna be very busy for a few days,and might need alot of sleep.hehe ok see all of yall latter

tc and have a good time!