Perhaps i should have left when i had the opportunity. That movie sure scares me. I don’t know that Jon at all, last time he did just the filming and directing, but from what Mistress has told me he can be quite sadistic. The notion that there will be no safeword does bother me at first, but then i think back of those two occasions i didn’t have a safeword either. I’m rather sure i wouldn’t have used them while i was with Mistress Stiletto or when that bloke sewed my cunt shut. Well, maybe i would have with that guy that used the needles on me when Stiletto bought me for the weekend. Thinking back i’m pretty sure i would have used a safeword. But never with Torture and his sewing, not when there were so many people watching. That would be about the same when i know i’m on film. I mean, even a slave has her pride. And to imagine that thousands of people see me using a safeword? No way.
So the safeword-thingy isn’t bothering too much. But „You are expected to truthfully cry and beg for mercy“ isn’t exactly a statement that fills me with confidence or an overwhelming urge to start filming right away...
Oh well, whatever, first i need to peeeeeee! I thought my bladder would explode while i was in the closet, and of course it prevented me from finding sleep, at least in the morning hours. Actually i really was thinking of running – well, hopping is more like it – to the staircase to relieve myself, but then again i was afraid that Mistress would be thinking i have left. As if i could, after all i’m naked and bound, so how on earth should i leave her? Just hop out on the street, hail (with my hands bound even that might be difficult) a cab and say „hey, bring me home, but make that now. Oh, and by the way, i don’t have a cent but hey, i’ve got a cunt to pay with.“
Besides, i don’t want to leave my Mistress. I thought i made that clear in the past.
So i just waited on the other side of the door, hoping that nobody would enter the hallway and that Mistress would open it, and open it soon or i would surely have to ruin the doormat. But then i heard the key in the lock and she opened the door and released me and damn! was i glad.
Sitting on the toilet i think that after all i had been lucky. I expected far worse punishment than being bound and locked into the closet. I was thinking a lot about the previous day, about my failure at topping Charon and then of course my mind was full with images of her fucking herself with that huge dildo while i fucked her with the strap-on. Of course i got horny as hell but there was no way of touching myself, and to my great dismay i’m not able to bring myself to orgasm only with my brain.
I also thought about why i was so cheeky with Mistress but the only explanation is that i was just trying to test her, to see her reaction. I think since i’ve become her slave, i’ve been very obedient, maybe i should try and see if she really is up to the job of being a fulltime Mistress?
So far this job was an easy one. Too easy? Does she want a slave that’s challenging her? Maybe we should discuss this, or maybe i should just set out and find out myself.
I step into the shower. Thinking about all that has yet again made me horny and i realize that i haven’t cum for quite some time. Actually i don’t even remember when i had my last orgasm. Well, i guess Mistress has just to wait a little bit longer for her breakfast. The hot water is hitting my head and shoulders while i start to play with my pussy with both hands. Hmmm, i didn’t do this for way too long, i always enjoyed masturbating, but recently i thought i shouldn’t do it. Not that Charon said i’m not allowed, i just thought a slave shouldn’t please herself but only her Mistress. Maybe that was wrong, maybe i should ask her if i’m allowed, or maybe i should just go ahead and fuck and tease myself to bliss and then back again. It doesn’t take me very long to achieve that and soon after i’m in the kitchen, wearing only the little apron from the maid’s costume, and start preparing the breakfast.
When i serve the breakfast i feel real good, much better than i did for weeks. Tired, but still sort of relaxed. And i sure don’t know why, but the movie almost doesn’t scare me anymore.
„Mistress? When does Master Jon plan to make that movie?“
She looks a bit surprised, but then she smiles mischievously. „You don’t need to know that. You’ll be told when it’s time. In the meantime you can start to imagine what Master Jon will make you do. And what he will do to you. Me, i can’t wait to see that movie, hehehe.“