being kajira

In my heart of hearts I know what I am, what I was born to be. Honnor and love and duty to Him. Utter servitude to my Master in all things. These are my meat and bread. These are my life, my very soul.

There is no greater love than the slave to her owner. Bound by more than just his will. The passion of the kajira for her owner is absolute. She is more than just property and can do no less than give of herself to him everything.

Many say the free woman is incabable of love as the slave loves.

Only the slave is completely open to her owner in all ways, there are no secrets, no hidden desires, she is naked before Him in all. She bares forth her essence to him in everything, and he deepens her servitude with his strength over her, for she is his most cherished property.In this the slave has nothing but utter trust and total devotion to her owner. Even her own deepest fears must be put aside to please her owners desires. No free woman can truely give this much of herself. It is something truely rare in the world.

A man is a fool who plants a garden and does not tend it well for harvest. So too it is with his other property, his slave in paticular.

My owner possesess me in total, I am His. Collared and trainned in all things, every aspect of life permeated by his dominion over me. My owner loves me. It is no weakness for him to do so, but his greatest strength. I respect him in all things, he keeps me in my place and i adore him for it.I am his bueatiful kajira. His most prized and valuable possession. I am irrevocably His. Nothing is allowed to be hidden from him. I entertain him. Even when I try his patience or am playful, or disobedient I do so in his name, to ever help him keep me well in my place, to further his enjoyment of his property his kajira his slave. His in total i submit.

In this i am what many Goreans call a love slave, born and bred specifically to love my owner in every way.

It is a bueatiful moment when the woman realizes that the man who owns her is her "love" Master and the man realizes that this girl kneeling before him tears in her eyes is his utterly , his love slave.

The slavery in which a love slave is kept is an unusually deep slavery. She must serve him with a perfection that which would stun and startle other girls; if she should fail in any way, even in so small a way that the lapse would be overlooked in the case of another wench, or bring perhaps a mild word or reprimand, she is likely to be tied at the slave ring and whipped; there is good reason for this; she is, you see, a love slave; no woman can be more in a man's power; and with no woman must he be stronger................... Beasts of Gor, pp236

Wow!

Seriously... that's all I can think of to say... just Wow!!!

Beautiful!

omg sis..that is so beautiful. Your Owner is so very lucky to have you and you to be His. Hugs and luv!

Very beautiful.

thanku very much for your kind words.

much of this comes from a mantra i preform each morning after prayer

some is taken from other kajira that have traveled before me

some is taken from others that have trainned me in the past

much comes from what my owner has brought forth from deep within me

Beautifull indeed. Talk about love & devotion...

And that, my friends, is what TRUE Gorean is all about...... nuff said

Blizz: Hugs for my beloved sister kajira

you of all my friends know and have shown me the "way" to reconcile my gorean nature

i will allways be thankfu for that, i was infact thinking very much of you when i decided to write it, you have inspired me to even greater levels of devotion to my owner and to my fellow sisters under the quirt over the few months that i have known you

again thanku very much

beautiful!

What can I say to that my love.

Truely I am impressed with your words.

You find new ways to be pleasing for me every day.

Thanku so much Master, your slave loves you very very much. The true joy of serving you cannot be described with words alone.

just thought i would bump this for all my sisters that ask me just what a kajira is all about

The owned kajira is not "common" property.

She serves the needs of her owner first and foremost.

A free person shouldn't expect to be able to just boss around the property of another without the owners permission; especially if it interferes with set standards of conduct for that property, and or previous orders / conditions to which the said kajira is subject.

The kajira that is owned must protect herself from harm in the absence of her owner's presence. She is the the precious property of a Gorean and should not forget it. (This also applies for harming herself.)

"These girls may be exchanged among men, but commonly they are not. Most masters are rather possessive about thier slaves, paticularly if they are fond of them." Gardsmen of Gor, pp209

The unowned kajira should also seek to train herself, keep herself free of harm, preserving the property that she will one day become for her future owner.

Keeping ones eye firmly fixed on the goal of every kajira; to one day become a true love slave for thier owner. To be utterly possessed, truely owned in all ways. She must be prepared for the moment, the moment she becomes "collared" in many ways.

To grow and learn, to seek spiritual and intelectual training as well as the physical, to become her owners very dream of truth and bueaty.

Never dull or boreing, inventive, erudite, enticing, aluring, beguileing. All this she must become and more. For her slavery shall one day be in total and her owner will want nothing less than her "all".

"One of the pleasant things about owning a slave," I said, "is the opportunity to converse with her, to listen to her, to hear her express herself, her feelings and ideas. One can learn much from a slave. Many slaves, like yourself, are highly intelligent. They can express themselves articulately, clearly, trenchantly, and lyrically. It is a great pleasure to talk with them. Then when one wishes," I said, "one puts them again on thier knees." Beasts of Gor, pp 203.

How romantic! *le sigh*

Impressive thread thanks for sharing.

Well done my pet, continue when you are ready.

Beautiful <3

-DP

how to position a girl is often something i have read about people asking just what positions should a good slave know etc i even had a dom ask me to get permission to post the postions i was trainned in, he was paticularly interested in gorean positions so here goes;

if the position is from the works of john norman's gor series i will put its name as i understand it in parenthasies (nadu) like so, please keep inmind many positions are modified to fit the specific needs and or desires of my owner and do not nessesarally reflect the exact descriptions of positions used in Norman's books for kajiae

i plan to start with one position and add to the thread until i get to the extent of what my owner has taught me and or currently likes to have me keep memorized to preform at his whim so it will not be a novel i hope but there are basically 48 different positions he has me keep so this may get lengthy

It's going to be lengthy?

I have to look every day?

Ohhhh the impositions!!

heh heh

Position 1:

(Nadu) this command or "kneel" is given to have me assume this most basic of positions, i have a mantra litany i preform to help me remeber it (posted in a couple different threads for its poetic apeall), it is also a very basic and common slave position as i understand it with some subtle variations

basically for me nadu is like this:

Arms down, Palms resting on my thighs face up (which for goreans is often a silent plea for my use and ussually expected by my owner as a kajira should allways be ready to pleasure her Master, if i turn my palms down in his presence it is a silent signal between us that i am not prepared or that something important is wrong requiring his imediate attention,if palms up and positioned out slighty to each side it signifies i am pleading silently for permission to speak), also in the presence of other dominats when my owner is not present or when he hasnt given them access to his property my palms may be turned down,
ussually my lips will be slightly parted to reveal a hint of teeth and or tounge to show my spirit, my eyes in eaither a neutral position if alone or down cast whilst being spoken too, basically i am to avert my eyes unless ordered otherwise, or wishing to test my owners wrath, which is rare but nessesary in his eyes (yes he has me misbehave occasionally on purpose),
my shoulders are to be rolled back with my breasts thrust forward to hieghten my availability for his use, (i am often nude with only jewlery and my collar on in this position), my back is also to be slighty arched with my rearend rotated back and up slightly in invitation,
my knees are to be very wide , though often times i begin at shoulder width and gradually widen them each time i feel his gaze linger on me as a sign of my yielding and opening like a flower to his dominance, he likes that variation a lot and will often praise me when he sees it by calling me his "wanton little slut",
i keep my thighs tense when he is puting me through my paces to hiegten my reaction time if he wants me to move quickly (otherwise i transition slower with more grace and alure to intice my use, its also a sort of by product of anticipating his will ,
my toes are also curled with the balls of my feet allmost on the floor (again so that i may move quickley) if alone i ussually relax the posture slightly and uncurl my toes, this is in effect how a kajira sits nadu, or kneels,

thier are a number of variations i have learned and what my owner calls positional adjustment orders that modify the basic position in several ways that i will erudite later as seperate positions in thier own right for the most part

transitions and movements should be fluid and captivatingly preformed regaurdless of speed, a girl must allways be aware of how she looks in every position, thus knowing what is most apealing to her owners eyes, such as does he prefer the tummy sucked in or natural, which looks better to him is whats most important for me

thats about it for nadu, look for the mantra in the poetry section, or the gorean agora social group, we started for the gorean curious and or gorean enthusiast to share thier incites

hugs and kissess
denuseri

pssst... forgot the picture...

There is gonna be pictures? ;)

(There is a lot of overlap here with other literature and one's own sense of propriety. I demand something similar and simply call it Position 1. It's a meditative position for subs I'm training.)

sweet sir i often meditate in this position, and or preform my morning prayers in it, and any pictures of me are purely the domain of my owners to decide, idk if he will put any into the thread itself sir

Postition 2:

(Bracelets) or "cuffs" is not a position so much as a command its exactly like (nadu) but i move my hands behind my back as if restrainned, crossing my wrists at the small of my back, the command is ussually given while my owner is standing behind me though his position around me is unimportant, alltough if he says other wise my wrists are proffered in his direction for binding in simular fashion

Position 3:

Collaring position or (Submit) is the command that modifies (nadu) like (braceletts) where i profer my arms held up before me with my head down between my fully extended arms in submission, wrists again crosssed for binding and my hair forward to one side exposing the nape of my neck for collaring

Position 4:

Crawl or approach are commands to have me move from nadu or another position sometimes but ussually starting from nadu; where i slide forward placeing my palms to elbows flat on the floor as i raise my backside up higher than my head with my forhead allmost touching the floor and crawl to my owners feet but do not touch them, again the leg position of nadu is maintained unless directed otherwise, or while actually crawling during which the hips are shifted seductivly like a wanton beast somewhat closer together than normal to accentuate the movements of the body and repositioned in nadu like fashion as i settle before my owner

Position 5:

Kneeling Cruel also called (the slavers kiss) is perhaps one of my and my owners favorites, in it i move from nadu to put my face (on its side facing away from my owner or forhead )down on the floor with my hands and arms as in the "Crawl" , my bottom high with hips rotated up and back to show my sex, knees and feet spread wide and my breasts allmost touching the floor, i am in this position allmost as much as nadu sometimes more lol

Position 6:

this variation of Kneeling cruel is called "Present" and its my standard presentation position used for me to be ready for my owners arrival or to seek admitance to a room after knocking back when i used to meet him at hotels etc,

the difference here is that i am positioned to be facing away from my owners approach very open and exposed as i support my full upper body wieght on my head and upper shoulders as i reach back with both hands from the outside to spread my cheeks, showing him both of my holes for his use,,blushes

it is very humiliating to preform in front of people other than my owner (which is awsome for us humili sluts) and he uses it to his advantage weg to hieghten my vulnerability often
, also waiting for him to come home like this really drives home my submission, especially if i was ordered to blindfold myself before hand

Hummm, well done girl continue.

Position 7:

The half bow ( a variation on thr gorean bow to be explained next)

Starting from nadu i am to lean back aching over until the top of my head rests on the ground as i look behind me, my hands slightly out to each side of my thighs(no i dont use them to do this) with the palms positioned as mentioned earlier in nadu, my whole bottom half stays in nadu, it can be a rather painful position to hold properly for any real long length of time but it accentuates the bueaty of a girl very well and increases her vulnerability

Position 8:

The Full bow or (Gorean bow)

From the half bow i move my hands up and back palms on the floor to eaither side of my head elbows pointed in the direction i am facing away from my knees and pull up with my tummy slowley rising up my back arched acutely on my hands and feet into the shape of a bow,this position is more difficult to hold then the half bow and is sometimes used as a punishment position

Position 9:

Hair is a command given that modifies a variety of positions,
regardless of which position i am in if my owner profers his hand i am to move up to him and cast my hair forward into it, if the hand is held high i stand, if at his waist i kneel and do so, if he turns facing away from me reaching behind himself as to lead me somewhere i stay standing but bend at the waist placing my hair in his hand, i never wait for him to take it as that would invite repercussions, my hands are ussually kept along the outside of my thighs during this unless he gives a different command to accompany it such as "cuffs" etc

Position 10:

(Heel)
again this is a command and some do not consider it a position at all, but placement is important and i have a certian interval to maintain depending on the situation, normally when given the command i quickley move to my owners left side about an arms length to the left and two-three arm lengths behind him, if he stops moving i kneel unless in mixed company such as a mall (yes i have heeled through jc pennys lol) if anything would get between him and i such as in a crowd at a consert the interval is closed sometimes so close i am pressed against him, at all times i am to stay lower than he in hieght so if he sits i find a seat or kneel behind him etc, when getting into cars he allways opens the door so i dont race or anything to get in the back seat or anything, though many times he has me ride in the back, sometimes i ride shotgun or drive so he can gaze at me or have me preform while he drives

Position 11:

Belly
Move forward from nadu placing my stomach on the floor chin, or side of head on the floor keeping my knees and ankles spread hands forward some on eaither side of my head, elbows to hands flat on floor palms ussually up (unless other conditions regarding my palms apply) my tail slightly raised with my back arched just a little

Position 12"

Binding or (bara)
from the belly position i place my hands at the small of my back and close my extended legs, crossing the wrists and ankles as if bound

wow...you make me want to practice all these positions....oh wait...i think i will. hehe. be back later :)

Position 13:

Ankles
this is a positional modifier command, regaurdless of whatever position i am currently in, i will modify it if posible to grab both of my ankles, for example, if in "belly" i reach back and bend my knees, legs spread wide and grab my ankles from behind, head naturally faceing forward and up to do so, if wearing highheels i am sometimes told to grab my heels instead as if hogtied by my owners will, (the resulting position when recieving the ankles command from the belly position is turned into a "reverse bow" which leads to position 14

Position 14

Reverse Bow:
as described above in "ankles" except i reach further up my legs truely grasping my ankles and pulling with my arms arching my back as much as possible, so that only my stomach and lower chest touch the floor, my hips and thighs should be off the ground, this position is difficult to hold for any length of time

Position 15:

Back or (capture position)

Ussually i am kneeling in nadu so i will describe the transition to this position from there,,,i lower my upper body and head behind me from nadu until i am in a half bow, keeping my legs spread and hands on or close to my thighs, once my head and sholders are flat on the ground i turn my head to one side to avert my gaze if its not allready that way, and lift my kness up until only the balls of my feet and toes (spread) are touching the floor up close near my bottom, knees still spread wide

if given the ankles command i can easily reach them as my hands are palm up to eaither side of my feet,

if told to spread for use i reach up between my knees and splay my self wide open pulling back allmost to my shoulders to curve my spin and lift my tail somwhat off the ground to facillitate the use of eaither of my openings (blushes)

I was eagerly anticipating the continuation of these position explanations! yay! Thank you so much, Denu, for writing this out. It is truly amazing to read, and sounds incredibly beautiful. The ritual of it all is poetic. Ive got to find the Gor novels.

Thank you again! Cant wait for the next one :)

thanku so much for the kind words

They are re-releasing them again too (The Gor series), i am going to see about getting the collection for my owner, his was lost a few years ago in a huricane