being kajira

[denuseri]

In my heart of hearts I know what I am, what I was born to be. Honnor and love and duty to Him. Utter servitude to my Master in all things. These are my meat and bread. These are my life, my very soul.

There is no greater love than the slave to her owner. Bound by more than just his will. The passion of the kajira for her owner is absolute. She is more than just property and can do no less than give of herself to him everything.

Many say the free woman is incabable of love as the slave loves.

Only the slave is completely open to her owner in all ways, there are no secrets, no hidden desires, she is naked before Him in all. She bares forth her essence to him in everything, and he deepens her servitude with his strength over her, for she is his most cherished property.In this the slave has nothing but utter trust and total devotion to her owner. Even her own deepest fears must be put aside to please her owners desires. No free woman can truely give this much of herself. It is something truely rare in the world.

A man is a fool who plants a garden and does not tend it well for harvest. So too it is with his other property, his slave in paticular.

My owner possesess me in total, I am His. Collared and trainned in all things, every aspect of life permeated by his dominion over me. My owner loves me. It is no weakness for him to do so, but his greatest strength. I respect him in all things, he keeps me in my place and i adore him for it.I am his bueatiful kajira. His most prized and valuable possession. I am irrevocably His. Nothing is allowed to be hidden from him. I entertain him. Even when I try his patience or am playful, or disobedient I do so in his name, to ever help him keep me well in my place, to further his enjoyment of his property his kajira his slave. His in total i submit.

In this i am what many Goreans call a love slave, born and bred specifically to love my owner in every way.

It is a bueatiful moment when the woman realizes that the man who owns her is her "love" Master and the man realizes that this girl kneeling before him tears in her eyes is his utterly , his love slave.

The slavery in which a love slave is kept is an unusually deep slavery. She must serve him with a perfection that which would stun and startle other girls; if she should fail in any way, even in so small a way that the lapse would be overlooked in the case of another wench, or bring perhaps a mild word or reprimand, she is likely to be tied at the slave ring and whipped; there is good reason for this; she is, you see, a love slave; no woman can be more in a man's power; and with no woman must he be stronger................... Beasts of Gor, pp236

[Dea Menrfa]

Wow!

Seriously... that's all I can think of to say... just Wow!!!

Beautiful!

[~faerie~]

omg sis..that is so beautiful. Your Owner is so very lucky to have you and you to be His. Hugs and luv!

[Guest 092308]

Very beautiful.

[denuseri]

thanku very much for your kind words.

much of this comes from a mantra i preform each morning after prayer

some is taken from other kajira that have traveled before me

some is taken from others that have trainned me in the past

much comes from what my owner has brought forth from deep within me

[Rowen]

Beautifull indeed. Talk about love & devotion...

[His_blizzard]

And that, my friends, is what TRUE Gorean is all about...... nuff said

[denuseri]

Blizz: Hugs for my beloved sister kajira

you of all my friends know and have shown me the "way" to reconcile my gorean nature

i will allways be thankfu for that, i was infact thinking very much of you when i decided to write it, you have inspired me to even greater levels of devotion to my owner and to my fellow sisters under the quirt over the few months that i have known you

again thanku very much

[caligirl{Rob}]

beautiful!

[Kuskovian]

What can I say to that my love.

Truely I am impressed with your words.

You find new ways to be pleasing for me every day.

[denuseri]

Thanku so much Master, your slave loves you very very much. The true joy of serving you cannot be described with words alone.

[denuseri]

just thought i would bump this for all my sisters that ask me just what a kajira is all about

[denuseri]

The owned kajira is not "common" property.

She serves the needs of her owner first and foremost.

A free person shouldn't expect to be able to just boss around the property of another without the owners permission; especially if it interferes with set standards of conduct for that property, and or previous orders / conditions to which the said kajira is subject.

The kajira that is owned must protect herself from harm in the absence of her owner's presence. She is the the precious property of a Gorean and should not forget it. (This also applies for harming herself.)

"These girls may be exchanged among men, but commonly they are not. Most masters are rather possessive about thier slaves, paticularly if they are fond of them." Gardsmen of Gor, pp209

The unowned kajira should also seek to train herself, keep herself free of harm, preserving the property that she will one day become for her future owner.

Keeping ones eye firmly fixed on the goal of every kajira; to one day become a true love slave for thier owner. To be utterly possessed, truely owned in all ways. She must be prepared for the moment, the moment she becomes "collared" in many ways.

To grow and learn, to seek spiritual and intelectual training as well as the physical, to become her owners very dream of truth and bueaty.

Never dull or boreing, inventive, erudite, enticing, aluring, beguileing. All this she must become and more. For her slavery shall one day be in total and her owner will want nothing less than her "all".

"One of the pleasant things about owning a slave," I said, "is the opportunity to converse with her, to listen to her, to hear her express herself, her feelings and ideas. One can learn much from a slave. Many slaves, like yourself, are highly intelligent. They can express themselves articulately, clearly, trenchantly, and lyrically. It is a great pleasure to talk with them. Then when one wishes," I said, "one puts them again on thier knees." Beasts of Gor, pp 203.

[Flaming_Redhead]

How romantic! *le sigh*

[Diablo]

Impressive thread thanks for sharing.

[Kuskovian]

Well done my pet, continue when you are ready.

[DiablosPet]

Beautiful <3

-DP

[denuseri]

how to position a girl is often something i have read about people asking just what positions should a good slave know etc i even had a dom ask me to get permission to post the postions i was trainned in, he was paticularly interested in gorean positions so here goes;

if the position is from the works of john norman's gor series i will put its name as i understand it in parenthasies (nadu) like so, please keep inmind many positions are modified to fit the specific needs and or desires of my owner and do not nessesarally reflect the exact descriptions of positions used in Norman's books for kajiae

i plan to start with one position and add to the thread until i get to the extent of what my owner has taught me and or currently likes to have me keep memorized to preform at his whim so it will not be a novel i hope but there are basically 48 different positions he has me keep so this may get lengthy

[Ozme52]

It's going to be lengthy?

I have to look every day?

Ohhhh the impositions!!

heh heh

[denuseri]

Position 1:

(Nadu) this command or "kneel" is given to have me assume this most basic of positions, i have a mantra litany i preform to help me remeber it (posted in a couple different threads for its poetic apeall), it is also a very basic and common slave position as i understand it with some subtle variations

basically for me nadu is like this:

Arms down, Palms resting on my thighs face up (which for goreans is often a silent plea for my use and ussually expected by my owner as a kajira should allways be ready to pleasure her Master, if i turn my palms down in his presence it is a silent signal between us that i am not prepared or that something important is wrong requiring his imediate attention,if palms up and positioned out slighty to each side it signifies i am pleading silently for permission to speak), also in the presence of other dominats when my owner is not present or when he hasnt given them access to his property my palms may be turned down,
ussually my lips will be slightly parted to reveal a hint of teeth and or tounge to show my spirit, my eyes in eaither a neutral position if alone or down cast whilst being spoken too, basically i am to avert my eyes unless ordered otherwise, or wishing to test my owners wrath, which is rare but nessesary in his eyes (yes he has me misbehave occasionally on purpose),
my shoulders are to be rolled back with my breasts thrust forward to hieghten my availability for his use, (i am often nude with only jewlery and my collar on in this position), my back is also to be slighty arched with my rearend rotated back and up slightly in invitation,
my knees are to be very wide , though often times i begin at shoulder width and gradually widen them each time i feel his gaze linger on me as a sign of my yielding and opening like a flower to his dominance, he likes that variation a lot and will often praise me when he sees it by calling me his "wanton little slut",
i keep my thighs tense when he is puting me through my paces to hiegten my reaction time if he wants me to move quickly (otherwise i transition slower with more grace and alure to intice my use, its also a sort of by product of anticipating his will ,
my toes are also curled with the balls of my feet allmost on the floor (again so that i may move quickley) if alone i ussually relax the posture slightly and uncurl my toes, this is in effect how a kajira sits nadu, or kneels,

thier are a number of variations i have learned and what my owner calls positional adjustment orders that modify the basic position in several ways that i will erudite later as seperate positions in thier own right for the most part

transitions and movements should be fluid and captivatingly preformed regaurdless of speed, a girl must allways be aware of how she looks in every position, thus knowing what is most apealing to her owners eyes, such as does he prefer the tummy sucked in or natural, which looks better to him is whats most important for me

thats about it for nadu, look for the mantra in the poetry section, or the gorean agora social group, we started for the gorean curious and or gorean enthusiast to share thier incites

hugs and kissess
denuseri

[Ozme52]

pssst... forgot the picture...

There is gonna be pictures?

(There is a lot of overlap here with other literature and one's own sense of propriety. I demand something similar and simply call it Position 1. It's a meditative position for subs I'm training.)

[denuseri]

sweet sir i often meditate in this position, and or preform my morning prayers in it, and any pictures of me are purely the domain of my owners to decide, idk if he will put any into the thread itself sir

[denuseri]

Postition 2:

(Bracelets) or "cuffs" is not a position so much as a command its exactly like (nadu) but i move my hands behind my back as if restrainned, crossing my wrists at the small of my back, the command is ussually given while my owner is standing behind me though his position around me is unimportant, alltough if he says other wise my wrists are proffered in his direction for binding in simular fashion

[denuseri]

Position 3:

Collaring position or (Submit) is the command that modifies (nadu) like (braceletts) where i profer my arms held up before me with my head down between my fully extended arms in submission, wrists again crosssed for binding and my hair forward to one side exposing the nape of my neck for collaring

[denuseri]

Position 4:

Crawl or approach are commands to have me move from nadu or another position sometimes but ussually starting from nadu; where i slide forward placeing my palms to elbows flat on the floor as i raise my backside up higher than my head with my forhead allmost touching the floor and crawl to my owners feet but do not touch them, again the leg position of nadu is maintained unless directed otherwise, or while actually crawling during which the hips are shifted seductivly like a wanton beast somewhat closer together than normal to accentuate the movements of the body and repositioned in nadu like fashion as i settle before my owner

[denuseri]

Position 5:

Kneeling Cruel also called (the slavers kiss) is perhaps one of my and my owners favorites, in it i move from nadu to put my face (on its side facing away from my owner or forhead )down on the floor with my hands and arms as in the "Crawl" , my bottom high with hips rotated up and back to show my sex, knees and feet spread wide and my breasts allmost touching the floor, i am in this position allmost as much as nadu sometimes more lol

[denuseri]

Position 6:

this variation of Kneeling cruel is called "Present" and its my standard presentation position used for me to be ready for my owners arrival or to seek admitance to a room after knocking back when i used to meet him at hotels etc,

the difference here is that i am positioned to be facing away from my owners approach very open and exposed as i support my full upper body wieght on my head and upper shoulders as i reach back with both hands from the outside to spread my cheeks, showing him both of my holes for his use,,blushes

it is very humiliating to preform in front of people other than my owner (which is awsome for us humili sluts) and he uses it to his advantage weg to hieghten my vulnerability often
, also waiting for him to come home like this really drives home my submission, especially if i was ordered to blindfold myself before hand

[Kuskovian]

Hummm, well done girl continue.

[denuseri]

Position 7:

The half bow ( a variation on thr gorean bow to be explained next)

Starting from nadu i am to lean back aching over until the top of my head rests on the ground as i look behind me, my hands slightly out to each side of my thighs(no i dont use them to do this) with the palms positioned as mentioned earlier in nadu, my whole bottom half stays in nadu, it can be a rather painful position to hold properly for any real long length of time but it accentuates the bueaty of a girl very well and increases her vulnerability

[denuseri]

Position 8:

The Full bow or (Gorean bow)

From the half bow i move my hands up and back palms on the floor to eaither side of my head elbows pointed in the direction i am facing away from my knees and pull up with my tummy slowley rising up my back arched acutely on my hands and feet into the shape of a bow,this position is more difficult to hold then the half bow and is sometimes used as a punishment position