Hello everyone,

This board has the feel and tone of the late 90's. This could be fun.

I am yet another middle aged american white male. :-) I have had subbie tendencies since elementry school. Yes, elementry school, and I acted some of them out way back then! I am not actively involved in BSDM except through the net.

I have a could of long standing F/m fantisies. They tend to be very rough, but that's OK, they are fantacies. The themes involve strong dominant women who torture and kill men, often there is some foreground reason, but ulitmately because they like it. One theme involves a girl-next-door type who turns the tables on an attacker. She realizes she must kill him or face him again and finds the situation intoxicating. Another is a fantasy island where the obsenely rich can go to kill someone for the thrill. Think Leona Helmsy, Martha Stewart, or Paris Hilton. They get a pedicure, a massage, and then choose their senario from a menu.... I have a rediculas jones for women riding horses. The wealty guests on my island are very attuned to the social symbolism of a well bred horse under a woman in johds and boots. She always thought it would be interesting to dress in expensive riding attire, and to ride a horse over a some anonymous peasant-type, and now she can indulge herself. After she walks on him with her tall black boots and jabs him with her gleaming spurs as foreplay. I also like to think about a wealty woman in an expensive car, a mercedes or a range rover. Something like the old hitchhiker segment in creekshow2. She knocks down some unforunate wino in a dark lonely place. He sees it as his ticket to get rich and tells her so. She can't let this happen, so she lets her michelins do her talking. And she finds the experience, feeling her car bounce over the grubby little fuck... interesting.

I've written a few stories on these lines. Does anyone find any of it interesting.