Quote Originally Posted by fetishdj View Post
I have never been aware of being in subspace but on at least one occasion I have been in it because, afterwards, Mistress told me that she reckoned I was well into subspace at one point. Losing track of time certainly seems like a familiar sensation but I don't think I was in it as deeply as bad kitty describes... I have a video of the time I was in it but have never watched it to see if there were any physical symptoms.

fetishdj do you think there is any relation to me having recovered from a dissociative spectrum disorder? i was on the ptsd continuum somewhere for most of my life...maybe that can assist me slipping in so deeply? i don't exactly know when i am in it either except that when play time is over and Master has me clean up the mess i realize that i am not right. unless i get the shakes, which is hard not to notice