I'm afraid that my bad (good) influence on her, like Asia called it, caused this tragedy to happen. I was astonished to which extend she shared my most intimite fantasies. So far I never found women that spontaneously had the same dreams, it took always time and perhaps happened just to please me as sign of love. But Asia was just like that, the perfect match...

This forum isn't the same as it was with Asia. I miss her and feel rather isolated the way I am on this forum.